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Thursday, September 2, 2004
She shot me down
I wouldve never thought i would be typing this post in a million years. I feel so fucking used, I have realized that for the last few months or so, I have been a puppet, a mere toy for someone elses amusement. Sinny was the puppeteer, and i was willing to blindly attack the first person, who said something wrong to her. But i have realized that Sinny didnt give a shit about me, especially now that she has her new toys, Jay, GThaloplayer(what a gay name) and some bitch that writes poetry. She has cast me and 50 aside, and no matter how mean Sinny is to kamiya, kamiya still defends her. Thats true love if you didnt know, sinny. I have even argued with Malkav for her, and for the record, he was 100% about her. Thats the last time i argue with him, because he is always right, always. There was a time, where I would do anything and everything for Sinny, but I dont think that time will ever rise again. Sinny, has chosen her path. She can stay with her bitch ass bf, and wait for his stupid ass reply, if she feels so strongly for him. I wonder how long that will last. Actually I dont, right now I am so angry that i dont care if i ever hear from her again. All i can do is just continue to live for me, and my bride. And the weird thing is, i still love her, but not like i used to, she took that away herself. so when someone starts fucking with you, sinny, dont come to me, just tell jay or that fucker that writes poetry, because i have found a real little sister, one that is sure of herself, and would never turn on me the way you did. I really hate that it all had to come down to this, but it has, and Sinny, you've been clipped *snip snip*. and dawn stay the fuck away from my site, i dont need to hear from your faggot ass, you gay bitch, and yes i mean you are a straight up fag, your site speaks for itself. i dont care what you do to sinny anymore, because i am done with the both of you. I am no longer sinny's puppet, no longer a character in her little soap opera. I will no longer go out of my damn way, just to satisfy her fucking needs, no more being stressed out over her. Sinny, you said, that you would bother everyone who hated jay, well i hate the fucker, so you can bother me all you want, i doubt i will pay any attention though, i will be too busy talking with the ppl, who truly care. Its time I go, Selena is waiting for me, and I cant stand to make her wait, I just had to get this shit off of my chest, but lastly, to Geisha, I am not mad at you in anyway, and i understand if you are mad at me. I am sorry for giving up on Sinny, but quite frankly, I am fed up
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