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Thursday, August 11, 2005
Memories
Today will be a year and five months of me and vicky's relationship. I was on a forum today, and the person asked do I believe in love at first sight. And I do, because when I first talked to vicky on msn, there was an immediate connection. I remember acting as if I were obligated to her even though we werent with each other. We got close really fast. When I broke up with Melanie she was there with me to talk about it, and make me forget about that overdramatic bitch. Around march things between us began to heat up, we started saying that we loved each other. We were still friends, but I didnt want to let her know I was falling. She was about to date some guy named wing, who happened to be my friend. I even sent her a pic of him on her birthday. I wasnt jealous because we were such good friends, and I was blind, because at that time I was giving up on girls. I realized I couldnt function in reality. Vicky was the only person who related to me. Then it happened wing started dating this other girl and Malkav told her about it and got her all upset. I was there to talk to her that night. I remember like it was an hour ago. The next day Wing and Malkav taunted me for not being at this dance contest at the school where wing hooked up with the girl. They acted like true geeks, as if they had never seen girls shake their asses before. I wasnt pissed though, I knew where I had to be and I was in the right place. The only reason they were there was because they were the fucking stage crew. Vicky was very upset, and thats when it happened I asked her if she wanted to be with me. She accepted. Still blinded by my grip on reality I asked her if we could have an open relationship. Luckily she didnt know what I meant, because a few weeks later I realized that I was crazy about her, so I explained to her what it was and that I changed my mind. At school I kept my relationship with Vicky under wraps, I just didnt want to argue. I eventually told Terra Zero, because I knew he would understand. I never told Malkav because I refused to argue with him. That was when we were still friends, kinda. By the end junior year i told nearly all my friends, and I fell for vicky even harder, after Malkav tried to hook me up with this weird girl, that was the last straw, and I stopped talking to him after that. Trying to be openminded (horny) i called her, well she called me and weirded me the fuck out, and I stopped talking to her. Malkav was mad at me and kept telling me she would suck my dick. But I wasnt putting any part of my body in that girl's mouth. I was only going to be her friend, until she went all narcissistic on me. Malkav had pissed me off for the last time, fucking poser. By summer I was sick about Vicky, I have turned down quite a few girls. I never get too close to single girls, because I hate leading people on. I keep myself calm and patient because one day I will be with Vicky. I am glad all this stuff happened because I never wouldve realized how much I love her. She is everything to me. I couldnt ask for anyone better. She is understanding, honest, beautiful, and she has never given me any grief. This is the easiest relationship, I have ever been in. We never argue, we always come to agree on things. Maybe we're both crazy for doing this, let it be my first name, because I wont stop. I searched for the answer to what true love was, and I finally found the answer, and the answer was vicky. She is the only person to ever say she loved me outside of my family besides my e-mom, pimp. All the girlfriends before her are irrelevant. She is my first real girlfriend. And the last, despite the consequences I will be with her. I know that when no one is in my corner she will be there. People keep telling me, "Lionel, don't bet your whole life on this girl." and shit like that. They just dont understand, that if I dont get Vicky there is no life. There will be no grandchildren. There wont be me. There are plenty fish in the sea, but Vicky is the only fish for me. I love you, Vicky, and for the 50th time
Will you marry me?
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