Friday, March 24, 2006

   My work
As I compare all my fanarts and drawings to others,all of my work look very terrible.I admire so many people who can draw or write way better than me.I want to keep getting better,but from my own eyes,I'm not.It's fustrating and getting difficult for me.When I even look at my writings and some people tell me they like it,sometimes I read over them and realize how childish they sound.How can people enjoy my simple ideas?Is it to be nice to me?Maybe not,but I feel bad and I just wish that I could do so good at these things like others.I'm practicing everyday and comparing my stuff to my other things to see if I have any improvement.I try different techniques on my drawings and try variety of writing style,but my work is always the same.Nothing is getting better and people even admire my friend's work more.They tell me they love her way of drawing and I get weaken from their words.I'm okay with it now because now I still have my goal to reach that's different from my friend.That is to become a manga author and all my friends have given that up,but I haven't.Even if my drawings are terrible and I'm not even a beginner,but lower than that to becoming a manga author.I already have my ideas and characters down in my sketchbook,but they seem like almost every other idea out there.I'm going to also continue to work towards that dream and stop dreaming of myself having my ideas published like authors like Rumiko Takahashi or Clamp.Anyways,my uncle is coming this Saturday and I am very excited!He used to live in Colorado,but decided to move to Florida instead.I haven't seen him for about 1-3 years now!My heart is jumping and I'm almost finished with Memoirs of A Geisha!I've only read the book for about a week and I'm almost finished!The book is fascinating and I can't wait to see the movie when it comes out on dvd!I'm saving my money right now so that I can start buying clothes for high school because my parents have a low income and I don't want them spending too much money on me.I'm trying to pay for myself now and I'm going to miss middle school.For the first time,school has been fun and challenging in an easy way for me!Well,I should get to bed now after a long night with my relatives over.Goodnight everyone!

~VietYukikochan~

-"Always reach for your dreams and actually work towards the path that will lead you to it no matter how complicated things may be to get there."
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