Friday, March 17, 2006

   I don't come here anymore! ToT
Don't ya remember me?!I don't come here!I don't know what happened,but ya guys don't come here.I had a lot of time lately,'cause I was on a brake,but I'm going bask to school after this weekend.Why it's always like that?When I have a lot of time,something that I want to happen doesn't happens.
Anyway,my dad is going to come back soon and he'll take the comp.So I don't have much to say now.I went with my grandpa somewhere and we talked about his parents.I got to the conclution hat I have the most sweetest grandpa.Everything's okey with me and don't ya dare ppl to get sick.I'm known in my family as the person that was ill almost all of his life.I'm so happy that I didn't get sick in this year,this year is very importent to me and I can't be sick.BTW,thanks to Edge-san ans to Angelus-san(or maybe Angelus-kun ^^) for writing me comments to my last post.Ya rememberd me!^^
Here's some pics,since my theme is Inuyasha fanarts:



I love it!It's so funny!GIRL POWER!^^



Nice family!^^



FUNNY!Santa's wrong!^^



No,I didn't forget about Inu and Kagome....I just love Sango and Miroku more...Here's an amv on that subject:




Currently listening to a lot of amvs ^^.Most of all I'm listening to-Everytime we touch it's a mics of animes.Cool amv!^^
" 'Cause everytime we touch,I get this feeling,
And everytime we kiss I sware I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beet fast,I want this to last,
Need you by my side."

And last thing before I'll go:

N	Natural
A	Amazing
T	Terrific
S	Special
U	Unusual
K	Kinky
I	Intelligent

Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

See ya later guys,hope ya'll come here,
Natsuki
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

   What'z up?^^
Hey ppl!I saw that no one came to my site lately so if ya wanna know something new in my uninteresting life,go to my other post.Here are something that I wrote in my last post about my angel:
I know that I like him very much,I want to be with him,see him,look into his eyes,hug him,hear his voice,I even ready to cross the seas between us but I have to study and it's a very importent year to me.And there are my folks,I dunno if they'll let me go to him,and alone.I dunno know if I should tell my mom.I f*cking hate the fact that I dunno a thing.I just feel so happy when I read what he writes and I always bluch when I read it.And when I read the greetings that he sents me and it makes my day just to know that he cares.Even though we're far away one from another my feeling are strong and I think that the distence even made my feelings stronger.I never been in love.I just had cruch and it was only because those guys looked good and were mystorious. Anyway,I decided to let the time work.I'll wait and see when this thing will take us.
So here's my new theme-inuyasha fanarts.I found some good fanarts and I really got addicted to one song.
I really miss my angel,for some reason he's not talking with me ToT.I think that he's busy or something like that,I hope to talk to him soon' 'cause soon my vacation will be over.
Here some pics for ya,enjoy:



So cute!





Isn't he hot?!^.~



It's soooo funny!^^
And here's a video,I just love the song.If ya wanna knoe it's Fefe Dobson's song "Take me away":



I got addicted to the song,next time I'll bring the lyrics.
See ya later,
Natsuki
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

   I didn't sleep 24 hours!
Yeah that's true.WE had a big paty at school from 8 pm to 5 in the morning.Dancing all night long!!!!First I met all my friends and talk with them.The first hours I spent with my friends in 7th grade,in laughing eating and having fun.After that I danced.Well I wore a black skirt and a shirt on which a lot of guys liked to look.And thw wierd thing is that my mom inforced me to wear it.I wanted to put my other pic here in that clothes,from halloween but I look very scary so I still dunno.Anyway,I danced a lot,and my feet hurt.But I had fun.There was another wierd thing in that night was that it was a full moon!GRRRRRRRRR!Full moon!I think that in that thing onlu Angelus can understand.BTW,thanks man for the pics of ya and Serenety,they're awesome!
Anyway,in that night I wanted my angel to be with me,more than ever.Full moon,music that I loved to dance too.I wonder if he dances,not a lot of guys dance.I wish he could be here with me,I miss him so much!And in that night I noticed that I talk to a lot of guys this year but I feel this way only to my angel.
Here's some pics,I tryed to find some pics with dancing but there's not much:








Here's a pic with a full moon:



And here's a lyrics of "Woman in love" by Barbra Streisand :

Life is a moment in space
When the dream is gone
It’s a lonelier place
I kiss the morning goodbye
But down inside you know
We never know why
The road is narrow and long
When eyes meet eyes
And the feeling is strong
I turn away from the wall
I stumble and fall
But I give you it all...

Chorus:
I am a woman in love

And I do anything
To get you into my world
And hold you within

It’s a right I defend
Over and over again
What do I do?

With you eternally mine
In love there is
No measure of time
We planned it all at the start
That you and I
Would live in each other’s hearts
We may be oceans away
You feel my love
I hear what you say
No truth is ever a lie
I stumble and fall
But I give you it all

Repeat chorus

I am a woman in love
And I’m talking to you
Do you know how it feels?
What a woman can do
It’s a right
That I defend over and over again......

I meen most of the lines,but I don't know about the in love thing.I know that I like him very much,I want to be with him,see him,look into his eyes,hug him,hear his voice,I even ready to cross the seas between us but I have to study and it's a very importent year to me.And there are my folks,I dunno if they'll let me go to him,and alone.I dunno know if I should tell my mom.I f*cking hate the fact that I dunno a thing.I just feel so happy when I read what he writes and I always bluch when I read it.And when I read the greetings that he sents me and it makes my day just to know that he cares.Even though we're far away one from another my feeling are strong and I think that the distence even made my feelings stronger.I never been in love.I just had cruch and it was only because those guys looked good and were mystorious. Anyway,I decided to let the time work.I'll wait and see when this thing will take us.He's so sweet!Sorry,guys,had to write that.
Hope ya all had a great day,laterz,
Natsuki
P.S. I want to put a song in my site.Please if any one can help me,write to me a comment,something is wromg with my pm system. BTW,did ya all like my avatar?I'm short and I hate when ppl make fun of it so I had to put this avatar.^^
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Saturday, March 11, 2006

   Happy Christmas!^o^j/k I'm just happy!
Hey,guys,How was ya day?I feel so happy!I talk with my angel and he wrote me such sweet things. The wierd thing is that I feel the same way!As I saw not much ppl came here yesterday and the one who did didn't write anything about the greeting that my angel sent me.I wanted some comments abou this!><
Anyway,I forgot to tell ya about wednesday.I hope ya know that 8th march is the women's international day.Well on that day,I put make up and the girls in my class sait that it was beautiful.My parents,my grandparents gave me presents and even Aisu-chan gave to me a presets.More than that,he gave me a red rose!he's so sweet!that's my little bro!^o^
At the evening we went to a Chinese restourant,it was soooooo tasty!And I laughed a lot with Tayou-chan,she started to freak out so I did the same.It was a good dinner.Oh,and my grandma,in one of her presets,gave to me a neckless with Yung-Yang,I think that that's the name of the symbol of life,I choose it myself ^o^
Anyway,here's are some quizes for ya,both from Angelus:


Here's a quiz from AngelusVampire site:

Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,

kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your

almost angelic! You find joy in others

happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in

pain. You want to make everyone around you

feel good about themselves and if someone is

upset you can tend to become rather upset as

well which means you are sympathetic and

raise others above yourself. Being as kind

and good-natured as you are people have most

likely hurt you in the past but you pick

yourself up every time. You may look fragile

but you are stronger then most tend to see.

Life is beautiful no matter how you look at

it and you understand that people make

mistakes. Not everyone is perfect. You try to

see the good in the bad which is a talent few

posses. Dont ever let anyone change you. You

truly have a beautiful soul inside and a

heart of gold.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by Quizilla


You're lighter, but still not the most positive in

the bunch. But that's fine. You have a fairly

realistic view of things. You realize that

there are challenges and conflicts that

arise, but you're willing to pull through it

all. I put up a picture of a warrior because,

much like that warrior, you're fighting

against the road blocks in life and you won't

give up.


How dark are you?
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Here's a pic for Angelus:What do ya say if Angelus and Serenety could look like this:



They look soo cute together!^o^
And again full moon:







It's all for today,I'm soo happy that I have internet at home!See ya later,
Natsuki
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Friday, March 10, 2006

Dommo ppl!^o^
Here's Natsuki-chan reporting from her home.I have internet at home! I dunno why but I'm soooo excited!^o^ Okey,I'm fine.
I'm not so depressed now,I know that ya all happy to read that,and I'm really happy now.My guy sent me a greeting,yeah he knows about theotaku,so look what he wrote:
"Did you say in the card you sent me that you don't think I like it that you call me your "angel"? That's not true! I love it that you call me that! I'm honored that you gave me that title! *hug* "
I'm in the 7th heaven!He's so sweet!And now we'll talk more!Aisu-chan is here and he's looking on what I write.I'm so happy that he doesn't understand a word.
Here's some survey that I did,it's from Yuki and Kouri's site(Crystallake_fairy):

	Have You Ever by omgitssorad
	kissed a boy	no,I wish I would ToT
	kissed a girl	no way!But I heared that some girl from my class did
	got drunk	no
	got high	no
	smoked ciggarettes	no,I hate smoke
	had sex	NO,and I don't want to until I'll be 17 or something
	been in love	I had crush on some guys so I don't know.I like someone now really much,I hope it would be love.Some ppl in my class think that I'm un love with this guy.
	been broken-hearted	All the time...
	broke someones heart	No,I don't give boys what they want from me,so...The only thing that most of the guys in my age want is sex.
	got grounded	My parents always say that I will but they don't keep that promise lol
	shop lifted	what do ya mean?
	gotten lost	almost...
	lost a bestfriend	never had one ToT
	started a rumor	no
	been in a fist fight	no
	got an f	got E
	lost your dog/cat	no,my dog died
	had a bad haircut	can't tell,my hair is always in a bad mood
	been really sick	all my life,I'm not joking.
	broken a bone	I don't remember
	fell off a bike	yeah,though I don't know how to ride those
	been to a beach	sure
	gone to another country	yeah
	hated some one	still do
	had a cavity	had a ca-what?
	forgot your own phone number	no
	called someone the wrong name	yeah,that happens a lot
	met a celebrity	no
	been to a bad concert	no
	been to a good concert	yes
	lost something important	I lost a lot of things
	worn someone elses clothes	dunno
	found money	yes
	lost more then 10 dollars	dunno,maybe
	babysat	something like that,I have Aisu-chan here.That counts?
	skateboarded	no
	been on tv	no,but I preformed in front of a lot ppl
	dyed your hair	no
	been pierced	been what?
	been tatood	no
	wished you were someone else	yeah,sometimes
	sleep walked	no,I even can't sleep while I'm sitting
	drawn on yourself	no
	broken a mirror	yes
	cheated on someone	no,never had someone ^o^
	gave a homeless person money	yeah
	gave a homeless person more than a dollar	I think I did
	gotten a hickey	no
	cheated on a test	sort of
	been awake for more then 24hrs straight	don't rmember
	Take this Survgen survey!

And here's my pics for today,today the subject is blue,my favorite color:
















And here's some pics with full moon:










Here's a pic for my angel:
I wanna be connected to you by your chains of love.



Here's a quiz from AngelusVampire site:

Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,

kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your

almost angelic! You find joy in others

happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in

pain. You want to make everyone around you

feel good about themselves and if someone is

upset you can tend to become rather upset as

well which means you are sympathetic and

raise others above yourself. Being as kind

and good-natured as you are people have most

likely hurt you in the past but you pick

yourself up every time. You may look fragile

but you are stronger then most tend to see.

Life is beautiful no matter how you look at

it and you understand that people make

mistakes. Not everyone is perfect. You try to

see the good in the bad which is a talent few

posses. Dont ever let anyone change you. You

truly have a beautiful soul inside and a

heart of gold.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by Quizilla



And at last a quote:"As he said,we were friends, and that meant keeping the bullshit to a bare minimum." Dennis from Stephen King's book "Christine".This the first book of Stephen that I took in english.
See ya later guys,love ya all,but I like someone mire than all of ya,
Natsuki
P.S. I did the avatar by myself.Cute,ha?BTW,thanks for all of ya.I never had 7 comments.Thanks that ya kepp coming here.^o^

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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

No subject
I'm still depressed, but for the first time it doesn't matter to me.I'm fine with being sad.I want to talk with my guy as mch as possible 'cause we really need to talk.I want to know what he feels and what he wants to do,'cause soon I'll have internet at home.Sorry for not coming to everyones site's, I don't have a enogh time to enter to all the ppl I want to.
Did ya all noticed to the full moon at my bg pic?Angelus,did ya?
Here's some more pics with full moon,I wish I had the time to gaze at him,I need to sleep, ya know.














Here's a really cute song that I love.It's Robbie Williams-Angel:

Angels

I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cos I've been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

Chorus

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall

Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

Chorus

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

Repeat Chorus


And here's a pic for that song:


And a quiz:


Angel-Pure of heart, magnificent, and noble. You

fight for what is right no matter what and

raise your voice for those who cant. You are

a fierce enemy and a great ally but sometimes

you trust people to easily and it can hurt

you. You believe in forgiveness and the will

of god and probably are somewhat of a

goody-goody, but on the bright side more

people probably like you for your kind

nature, and you'll probably live a longer and

happier life.


[¢¾][x]What Mythological Creature Dwells Within your Soul [¢¾][x]
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I f*cking hate that pic!
See ya guys later,
Natsuki
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Monday, March 6, 2006

No sucject
Hey ppl!
Altought ya all talled me not to be depressed, I'm still act like one.I can smile and I laugh at school, but I still can't ignore the feeling of depression.I totally agree with my avatar, I just can't ket my folks see me like this.My mom asked me about it but I only said that it's nothing.
On suterday I was at my cousin's, her mom had a birthday.It was funny and if I'll can I'll put some pics here.Anywa, on the way home,my folks decided that I'll go with my dad home and the whole family will drive home.As my dad and I started to walk he started to act strange. He was a little drunk,really a little.
D:Get up on my sholders.
Me:Dad?No.
D:Why not? Get up.
Me:Dad,no.
D:don't be scared
Well finallt that was what I did. It was scary. I'm afraid of the high.However, my dad talled me that he does it 'cause maybe some day I'll remember how my dad rode his 15 years old girl on his sholders.It was really sweet.
I need to go now, thank's for everyone who sighned my bg,who come here and read my posts and anyone who cares.Thank ya all.I'll try to get to ya sites,if I'll have the time.
Trully yours,
Natsuki
P.S.Soon I'll have internet!I think that on this friday!^o^
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Saturday, March 4, 2006

no subject
Here some quezes for ya guys,I'm just depressed right now.I miss my guy and he diesn't talk to me anymore(I wonder why):

Your Chii picture from Chobits... by Little Chii
Your Name ---
Your Age please ---
Your fav. colour ---
Choose one of those smileys ---	:):]=)=3xD
This is your picture of Chii ---
Quiz created with MemeGen!

You as an anime girl (with pics) by ayane isozaki
Name
Date of Birth
You
Quiz created with MemeGen!

You are freedom chii!


Which Chii Are You?
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Well ppl I'm really depressed and I got to go.Hre's some lyrics for ya, the last three lines are for my guy:
If you want to, I can save you
I can take you away from here.
So lonely inside,
so busy out there,
And all you wanted was somebody who cares.
see ya all,if I'll be alive,
Natsuki

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Monday, February 27, 2006

   Hello ya all! ^o^
Well,since no one comes here,I won't write!sorry to say that,Angelus and Yuki&Kouri, but ya are the only one who came here.So for ya guys,here's the post:
Not much changed since I last posted.Yuki-chan(I miss ya ToT) is still at home with her broken leg, I don't know if it's broken,but she can'r walk and she screames all the time.Now I have some wierd thing on my nose,it hurts and it's red TOT. But there's one good superstition about it: it means that someone is in love with me.As ya all know I live to daydream and that is another reason to daydream about the guy that I like.I think he's busy right now 'cause I can't talk to him,I miss him.
I know that Valentine's is over but Sango and Miroku are my favorite couple,and tey are my new theme.Here some pics:





Here's some funny pics:













I really love this one:



I can be sometimes like that,really mad.



And hope for a lot of things.
Here's one awesome fan art:


See ya later,
Natsuki
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

   Hello guys!^o^
I forgot to tell ya all about the valentine's about the weekend that I had!On valentime's I couldn't to tlk with this guy that I like.
I couln't get to any of the comps in my school! and he was busy all the weekend. On the weekend I went to my cousin,I needed to take some disc from her dad. Then we talked and she talled me about her week.We laughed alot,as we always do,and she kinda walked me home.Not much changed from my last post.Now,I decided that I'm going to search for pics of girls that have blue eyes like mine.
Here's a new quiz from jeanny14:

Classical Beauty! A true beauty. You're the perfect

example for that what every young girl wants

to be or what a boy wants to marry, a

princess. Of course you're pretty but you

also have many qualitys which are as

important for you as you looks.


What kind of beauty are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
brought to you by Quizilla

Wow,I do have blue eyes but thank god I'm not blond.

And another quiz from the same person,the one who made the last one:


CAT! Meow... Elegant,with an own will. Cats are

cool and they are independent. When they want

to cuddle they come and if you want to, and

the kitty won't, it will show you her claws.


What's your ideal pet? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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That's true,I want a black cat!MEOW!
And the last one from the same person,these are some awesome quizes!


Kyudo Bow! The japanese Bow! 'The way of the bow'.

To control this weapon you need much

training, concentration and of course a calm

hand.


What's your Weapon? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
brought to you by Quizilla
I really wanted a sword or a knife.I'll take it again sometime.
Pics for today,got neko addicted:
















See ya guys later,
~Natsuki,I decided to give up on the "majo kimiko"

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