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• Israel
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• 2005-11-10
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• learning ToT
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• Anastasia or Nastya
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• for now not a lot.I'm ust happy that I'm alive ^^
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• ever......J/K , about 3 years
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• Inuyasha,Fruits Basket,FMA,Chrono Crusade,Petshop of horrors,Basilisk,Busou Renkin,Kannazuki no Miko,Ouran High School Host Club,HellsingChobits,The melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya,Black Lagoon
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• Finish school and go on a trip around the world
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• draw,read,write stories
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• umm....
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Monday, December 26, 2005
Merry X-mas!!!
It's going to be a sad post so if ya got in to the xmas spirt please leave.I know that xmas is a holiday full of joy and happyness but in my case it's always the other way around.Tomorrow I need to go with Aisu-kun to a xmas party and my mom diceded that I have to be dressed up,I didn't want to but she made me to do this.She called everyonr to see mw when I looked soooooooooo ugly!Everyone said that thats great and it fits the character she wanted me to be.Then she wanted to take a picture of me ans I refused.Then she got mad that I don't listen to her or to any one else in the family(exapt Aisu-kun,he hated it).Then I went to my room without saying anything and started crying, as it always happens.When I'm crying all sort of bad thoughts come into my brain,like:They are so disaponted of me, I'm not their perfect little girl,I should die.Yesterday there was a new one:They didn't want me for the first place.It's kinda true 'cause when my mom was pregnet(there's a spell mistake ,I'm sure) with me, my parents wanted a boy and they didn't know that there was a girl in there.Now they have Aisu-kun, and I thought that that's the time for me to leave this world.I know that some of ya who read it don't understand what the hell I'm writing about,but in the brite morning I can't explain it too.When I feel that way I can but when the sun comes up I just can't.
I'm sorry for those who felt happy before reading that post,but I really need it to come out, so I can move on and don't look back.Hope ya understand me,and be sure I'm still the happy-lifefull kind of person just sometimes I fell depresd as all of ya sometimes feel.
And for those who tried to find my fan arts that I described in the last post,there's nothing.I couldn't do anything with my cousin's f*cking computer.
hope to see ya around,
~majo kimiko~
P.S. my cousin is a girl-14 years old.And gommenasay for those who I promised to write a comment and I didn't.I don't have an internet at home,and I try to find a computer in school in every free time that I have.
Hoping for the good things to happend.Someday,somehow...
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