Tuesday, March 14, 2006

   I didn't sleep 24 hours!
Yeah that's true.WE had a big paty at school from 8 pm to 5 in the morning.Dancing all night long!!!!First I met all my friends and talk with them.The first hours I spent with my friends in 7th grade,in laughing eating and having fun.After that I danced.Well I wore a black skirt and a shirt on which a lot of guys liked to look.And thw wierd thing is that my mom inforced me to wear it.I wanted to put my other pic here in that clothes,from halloween but I look very scary so I still dunno.Anyway,I danced a lot,and my feet hurt.But I had fun.There was another wierd thing in that night was that it was a full moon!GRRRRRRRRR!Full moon!I think that in that thing onlu Angelus can understand.BTW,thanks man for the pics of ya and Serenety,they're awesome!
Anyway,in that night I wanted my angel to be with me,more than ever.Full moon,music that I loved to dance too.I wonder if he dances,not a lot of guys dance.I wish he could be here with me,I miss him so much!And in that night I noticed that I talk to a lot of guys this year but I feel this way only to my angel.
Here's some pics,I tryed to find some pics with dancing but there's not much:








Here's a pic with a full moon:



And here's a lyrics of "Woman in love" by Barbra Streisand :

Life is a moment in space
When the dream is gone
It’s a lonelier place
I kiss the morning goodbye
But down inside you know
We never know why
The road is narrow and long
When eyes meet eyes
And the feeling is strong
I turn away from the wall
I stumble and fall
But I give you it all...

Chorus:
I am a woman in love

And I do anything
To get you into my world
And hold you within

It’s a right I defend
Over and over again
What do I do?

With you eternally mine
In love there is
No measure of time
We planned it all at the start
That you and I
Would live in each other’s hearts
We may be oceans away
You feel my love
I hear what you say
No truth is ever a lie
I stumble and fall
But I give you it all

Repeat chorus

I am a woman in love
And I’m talking to you
Do you know how it feels?
What a woman can do
It’s a right
That I defend over and over again......

I meen most of the lines,but I don't know about the in love thing.I know that I like him very much,I want to be with him,see him,look into his eyes,hug him,hear his voice,I even ready to cross the seas between us but I have to study and it's a very importent year to me.And there are my folks,I dunno if they'll let me go to him,and alone.I dunno know if I should tell my mom.I f*cking hate the fact that I dunno a thing.I just feel so happy when I read what he writes and I always bluch when I read it.And when I read the greetings that he sents me and it makes my day just to know that he cares.Even though we're far away one from another my feeling are strong and I think that the distence even made my feelings stronger.I never been in love.I just had cruch and it was only because those guys looked good and were mystorious. Anyway,I decided to let the time work.I'll wait and see when this thing will take us.He's so sweet!Sorry,guys,had to write that.
Hope ya all had a great day,laterz,
Natsuki
P.S. I want to put a song in my site.Please if any one can help me,write to me a comment,something is wromg with my pm system. BTW,did ya all like my avatar?I'm short and I hate when ppl make fun of it so I had to put this avatar.^^
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