Thursday, May 4, 2006

Those damn parents!
So,I guess that I need to explain my subject.
Yesterday me parents went on a picnic and I had to bring something to my aunt.So I went to her and then my cousin wanted to came to my place.The thing was that I had to do homework and thatwas the reason why I didn't go woth my parents.However,I called my mom and she said that my cousin can come but for a while.
So,my and my cousin came to my place and my grandparents were leaving.So we had all the house to ourselfs!^^It was so much fun!WE saw "The Queen of the damned"(I'm annoying ya with that movie,ha?).WE got to the cinclusion that Stuart Townsend is hot and I'm going to open his fan club here!
Anyway,we went crazy!Therwere some not really nice jokes,don't understand me wrong with what I'm going to write but it's just something that my cousin said(btw her name is Olga so I'll just wrute her name instead of my cousin).
She said that she had a bad mood and she just showed f*ck to everyone.
I have no idea what happened to her that moment but she went like:
"Falling f*ck!"
Me :What?Do you have any idea what you just said?!"
And then we both started to laugh like crazy.That was our situation untill the evening.Eventually,I didn't do much homework and when my parents came back and saw that my cousin was still there and I wasn't making my homework,they got mad.Aspecially my mom.
Then I walked Olga home.When I got back,my mom started to tell me those things:
"How we can trust you now?How do you want us to believe you?You lied to us."
And a lot more.I don't understand what this has to do with trust.They knew that I'm meeting Olga we go crazy and we don't look on the clock.When I called my mom I even wanted that she would say to me no.
On the other hand,I know that it's my fault.But I wanted to have fun.I can't spend all my time on homework.I can't.ToT Now they're mad at me and when my mom will return from work we're going to have a conbersation.I hate when that happenes.I even wrote a poem,it didn't go that well but I'll write it anyway.
"Broken wings"-by Serenety

I can't brake this chains,this chains around my neck.
They put them on me-infrosing me to give yp.
They broke my wings,leaving me wounded on the floor.
They don't even know that they're killing me slowly,letting th blood come out with all the pain that I kept inside.
They can't see that-too worried about my future.
They took my freedome,my life,my will to be happy.
They think that it's for my own good,but my soul is dieing infront of their close eyes.
I don't want to cry,can't ket them see me like that-weak and fallen.
I'm going to fight on my life,on my freedome and truth.
So,my love,take my broken wings and fly to me.
You need to fly,to be free.
Don't let me die,save me,don't close your eyes.
Believe in love and believe in me.
I will fight for me,for you,for us.
Join me and fight ewith me,and we will win this battle together.
Untill the end,untill the death and untill the immortality,
we will be tigether in my heart.
Fighting for our love.
Forever.

I hope that ya like it.I don't think that I'll have time to visit some sites.Note for Josh:Olga thinks that ya're sweet.And perfect.She read the servey that ya did some time ago.And she was surprised when she read that the girl that ya asked out refused.^^-even my cousin likes ya.
See ya all later,
Nastya(aka Serenety)

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