Friday, October 5, 2007

Over
Well, im guessing the RPS with kirbs are over, cuz all my ideas have run dry, even the random stupid things are dry, Oh well it was a nice run, but i eventually knew itd have to end, so wtv, so that means J.C. and all the others go bye-bye. Also all my ideas for AMVs(though i never made any) have gone away, same for my fics.

Also i just got started talking with Haru, and already those conversations are dieing, probably because of the whole nickname situation, which made it akward. Anyone who reads these who talks to Haru, you ask her about that....i dont feel like explaineing it on here.

Now ummmmm i dont have school today, or monday apparently, guess i could be happy about that....but im not for some reason, also i hate this month -_-......i'll explaine that more near the date i lothe with passion..... but wtv....

In gameing news......i hanet done much, dads always got the tv, heck i cant even watch ghost hunters anymore, or south park, hes always watching a sports game or something, then when i try to think of something for us to do together hes always like "Well theres a game on tonight, we'll try it tomarrow" and a week goes by and im still waiting for him, but wtv......i dont really care anymore, hes always busy with his drone of a GF.

Anyways before this turns into a complete rant, here are some pics. Enjoy. But first a vid(yes i got vids to work on my comp finally)



































And thats all i got, Seeya.
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Monday, October 1, 2007

THATS IT!!!!!!!
THATS IT IVE FUCKING HAD IT WITH LYNDSI AND EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!! SO IM NOT FUCKING PERFECT ITS NOT LIKE ANY OF THEM HAVENT BROKEN STUPID POINTLESS PROMISES!!!!!! from now on, i REFUSE to date ANYONE FROM THIS HALF ASSED STATE!!!!!!! *sighs* .....okay...im sorry about the language, but i needed to rant, which thats my problem, when i need to rant i cant, i just cant seem to unload on anyone.

Anyways, Now for not so pissed off news. i got Chaos Legions finally ^_^. now that i own it i dont have to worry bout time an stuffies. also on Naruto Uzumaki Cronicles 2, im stuck, and gaara aint helping T_T

Shitai~ DUH!!!!! HES MY DAD!!!!!!!

Me~ ...............neh, thats it seeya
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Thursday, September 20, 2007

............Kazahaya........Asato.........dont ask -____-
Well.....this is Kazahaya here..........why dont ask, i wont answer you....anyways...nates asleep, we knocked him out, we had to. he was getting EMO. anyway.....theres nothing really to tell, his classes are going well(besides the fact that i wanna hurt everyone in his school -____-) his classmates seem stupid as hell, his work in class is to damn easy. an apparently one of his teachers likes anime........thats odd.

Also, heres a Self imposed rule nate made for himself.

From Nate~ I will no longer IM people or anything unless they IM him first. ALSO he wont ask about continueing or RPing or anything unless they say something to him about it, other than that have a good day.

An thats all, Kaza out......
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Monday, September 17, 2007

.........Weak.........
Well, i know im weak now, some reason, today during first period i was tempted to go to the cemetary, to my moms grave an just bash my skull into the head stone as hard as i could, an not stop until i lost consiousness. so...i did go to the cemetary, i got to my moms grave an was down on my knees about to do it, then i remembered the e-mails between me an the girl im quickly falling for. everything just played back through my mind and i couldnt move. then i also knew if i did that, i wouldnt go to heaven or see my mom again, id just get put into another body on the earth. so, i swore right there on my mothers grave, that id keep living, even if at times life got really shitty. i mean truthfully...whats there really to living a perfect life? it would be so damn boreing. so im gonna take the bad with the good. i also swore that no matter if i moved, even if it was far away, id still manage to come back to Illinois for my mothers birthday.
Well thats all i really had today, seeya
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

*yawns* Nekamaru ^_^
*bows* Hello all, Im Nekamaru, a new self of nates ^_~. i make glenn look calm at times ^_^, though im mainly the reason nates been sleeping so well at night, also why he can focus better in school ^.^ anyways, uhhhhh we didnt really do much at his school .-. it was mostly just listening a lot, though hes got 2 tests tomarrow, one in American History 1 n 2, an the other is in Government. hope he does well in both ^__^.

Uhhhhhh in his game news, hes been playing .HACK//G.U. Vol2. more so hes at a high level when he gets Vol3. ummmmmm Naruto stuff nothing.

Also before the others maul me, This is the day were supposed to remember what happened 6 years ago on this tragic day. though its good we havent been attacked again since. ^__^

An uhhhh glenn just explained this to me, so here are the pics nate did before he zoned out ^-^. all i gotta say is his wife is pretty ^.^



then 2 random pics




thats all, BYYYYYYYYYYYYEE *waves*

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Monday, September 10, 2007

Sick.....SICK SICK SICK!!!!
-___-...okay im getting sick of all the damn relationships floating around me -_-... then my damn exgirl is trying EVERYTHING she can think of to get back with me -__- I DONT LOVE HER NOW!!!!! since she shattered my heart last year, i'll never give her another chance, besides theres someone else i got feelings for, an i want this year to end quickly so i can try getting together with her.

Anyways, lyndsis also been getting on my ass cuz i still got her decendants of darkness DVDs -_- sorry if i cant find the damn things, im still moveing my room around so i wont be able to find them quickly, THAT an shes still got my Kingdom hearts game, AND HER MOM WANTS TO PLAY IT!!!! -_-.....*sighs* and her friend still has my .hack game which she only needed for a week, its been 2 months -_-. can i just crawl into a hole an die or something?

Oh yea an schools gotten more f***ing drama in it this year than it needs -___-......anyways here some pics.


Geisha Sushi Girl by ~enzymatic on deviantART

seeya
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Thursday, September 6, 2007

-_____-.....*pissed off*
-_- as the title says, im pissed off. mainly at my Ex-GF, shes being a total whiney bitch now. somehow she found out that im moveing to PA at the end of this year. since then shes been TRYING to get back together with me. BUT I DONT WANT HER BACK!!!!!! I ALREADY GOT FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE ELSE!!!! which me an her have worked something out ^_^

anyways, I AM JOINING TAPS =D their ghosts hunters.

anyways heres the rest of the post.

Okay this first pic is of glenns consious/spirit, anna. i got bored an drew her in my style, though i kept her hair color an tried to keep her hair length ^_^;;. the first one is innocent, the second, eheh heh heh ^^;;;;

Glenn~ o//////////o.....*stares an almost drools again*





Then this pic is of my old man valor, which is where my looks came from.......a nightmare -.-



an finally, heres rouge an runis daughter rose.



heres a pic of Valors an Rihatsu's daughter(pardon the bad spelling on her name)



Heres the story on how Valor an Rihatsu met too.

After all the events in Winhill, aka ella being killed, Naomi and all the others, his sons being split up, and all that, Valor somehow ends up in the mist village, where he meets Rihatsu, though theres a giant age gap. though valor looks 19 the same as Rihatsu, they both fall into a deeper love than valor an ella had been. Rihatsu an Valor eventually get to the point that makes the relationship final, and have a daughter, Nina whos like her mother.....just with fangs an claws. though at one point Valors called back into the demon world, leaveing Rihatsu to raise Nina alone. though weeks after valors called back, Ninas kidnapped, and never seen again. though shes frozen at the age of 12, so when she reappears both her parents are dead, that an her clothes are missing when amaya finds her.

SEEYA!!!
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

person: who are you again? me: .....PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!
-_- as the title says, im pissed off. mainly at my Ex-GF, shes being a total whiney bitch now. somehow she found out that im moveing to PA at the end of this year. since then shes been TRYING to get back together with me. BUT I DONT WANT HER BACK!!!!!! I ALREADY GOT FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE ELSE!!!! which me an her have worked something out ^_^.

Anyways, schools been bad since my ex has been getting all attached again. though its worse cuz of the friggin heat, an our school board wont let us out early for it, their thoughts are "Oh its okay if they over heat, we'll cut down on days off just so those who make it can get out of school earlier, SMILES FOR ALL" -_- yea UP YOURS TOO YOU DAMN SCHOOL!!!!!!!! my god those people have no brains. i'll be glad when i get the f*** outta there.

OKAY NO MORE RANTING!!!!!

On with game news. well nothing really, OH on blood will tell, i got hakis spine back :3 though im gonna laugh my ass off when i finally get lefty back xDDDDD(for those of you who are slow, his happy place aint there so no kids for him til its back)

Then in uhhhh .HACK//G.U. i beat it finally(got all the sealed weapons) but the friggin ending movie is odd .__. you beat ovan, see him become a lost one an yet when your at Forbidden Holy ground, he comes back an says "Become.....stronger.....SO YOU CAN DESTROY ME!!!" an thats how it ends .____. wtf people?!!

An now im just waiting for Naruto: Uzumaki Cronicles 2 an .HACK//G.U. Vol.3 to come out.

NOW for pics :3

Okay this first pic is of glenns consious/spirit, anna. i got bored an drew her in my style, though i kept her hair color an tried to keep her hair length ^_^;;. the first one is innocent, the second, eheh heh heh ^^;;;;

Glenn~ o//////////o.....*stares an almost drools again*





Then this pic is of my old man valor, which is where my looks came from.......a nightmare -.-



an finally, heres rouge an runis daughter rose.



BTW jade, i got a lil supprise for ya next time i post :3 SEEYA!!!!!
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Sunday, September 2, 2007

*sighs* TT-TT chuuuuuuuuuu
Okay, i offically admit, it hopeless, im never going to be able to tell the girl i like how i feel about her. i got no backbone, i have no nerve....guts anything, HELL i got no self confidence.....though 1 of my friends thought id be a great, person to be with the girl.......

The reasons i like her is cuz shes one of the few friends who actually gives a damn about me when im hurt, physicaly an emotionaly......heck she even tries to help me get over the stuff that makes me wanna just say screw it all.

Haveing someone who actually cared about me.....id really like that....though....*sighs* sorry for the rant people, heres the real post.

Yesterday, i went to a family reunion thingy for my dads GFs family. morgan went with me so it wasent all that bad. though about halfway through the night, we both got on a giant sugar high an were like our old 15 year old selfs :3 it was fun to relive those days.....though when the low hit it was a damn pain @__@.

Anyways, Jades letting me keep midori. which im happy about :3 and uhhhhh heres a pic of Valors an Rihatsu's daughter(pardon the bad spelling on her name)



Heres the story on how Valor an Rihatsu met too.

After all the events in Winhill, aka ella being killed, Naomi and all the others, his sons being split up, and all that, Valor somehow ends up in the mist village, where he meets Rihatsu, though theres a giant age gap. though valor looks 19 the same as Rihatsu, they both fall into a deeper love than valor an ella had been. Rihatsu an Valor eventually get to the point that makes the relationship final, and have a daughter, Nina whos like her mother.....just with fangs an claws. though at one point Valors called back into the demon world, leaveing Rihatsu to raise Nina alone. though weeks after valors called back, Ninas kidnapped, and never seen again. though shes frozen at the age of 12, so when she reappears both her parents are dead, that an her clothes are missing when amaya finds her. and thats all im putting up for this.

And thats all i got, an hopefully i can get the nerve to tell this girl, seeya
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Saturday, September 1, 2007

Nightmare an Dreams
Okay, im starting this off with an explination of what a Nightmare form is. a simple "Nightmare" is a form that a person fears, or wishes to never become. with that said, when someone of any animal spirit clan(wolf fox falcon phonix, ect ect) becomes so weak, or pushed past all their normal limits, they become a simple nightmare. BUT there is a darker nightmare, ones like Nates Valors an a couple others. their nightmares are to strong to be tamed by anything. the nightmares of these people happen when all their forms clash an come out at once, they become unstoppable an what not. Whatever you get the point.

Anyways, Yesterday during Govt. Class, i was doodleing on the front of my Govt. Note book, did the Tri-Edge Sign, an wrote .HACK//Roots at the top. i handed it in, and before i could walk out, oh hell this is how it went:

Me~ *hands in note book am starts to leave to get lunch*

Mr. Burg~ Hold it, get back in here

Me~ ....((what now?)) uhhhh...yea?

Mr. Burg~ What in the world is .HACK//?

Me~ ....Anime ^__^

Mr. Burg~ *blank stare*

Me~ ((-_-......stupid old man)) *spends all lunch period explaineing it to him*

And after ALL THAT TIME, he sitll didnt get it ^_^;;;;; oh well hes old.

Anyways, here are the last 3 kids of mine an oukas, thought id show em to ya before we broke up. ^_^;;;;;;....cuz well jades gotten poed a lot lately @_@______@


kirau Berner by ~JadesWolfie on deviantART


Kiyoshi Berner by ~JadesWolfie on deviantART


Hiraku Berner by ~JadesWolfie on deviantART

Then heres a doodle i did of Valor an Rihatsus daughter, Nina :3



and then this last pic is just random.



And now for something kinda serious. im.....hopeing that a girl i like...might show the same intrest in me. the only problem is.....i cant say anything to her, heck i never have the backbone to tell people how i feel. oh well..i guess just hope for the best.

Thats all i got, SEEYA!!
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