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._. beat DMC3 Heaven Or Hell twice
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i was 13
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Princess mononoke, Inuyasha, Trigun, Gravitation, Gundam wing, G-Gundam, Chobits, X-1999, Love hina, Fullmetal alchemist, Ghost in the shell stand alone complex, Ghost in the shell stand alone complex second GIG, Yu Yu hakusho, Naruto, Glaerians: Rion..(t
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Figure out why i was picked for the theory experiments
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myOtaku.com: vince demonhunter
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Monday, September 17, 2007
.........Weak.........
Well, i know im weak now, some reason, today during first period i was tempted to go to the cemetary, to my moms grave an just bash my skull into the head stone as hard as i could, an not stop until i lost consiousness. so...i did go to the cemetary, i got to my moms grave an was down on my knees about to do it, then i remembered the e-mails between me an the girl im quickly falling for. everything just played back through my mind and i couldnt move. then i also knew if i did that, i wouldnt go to heaven or see my mom again, id just get put into another body on the earth. so, i swore right there on my mothers grave, that id keep living, even if at times life got really shitty. i mean truthfully...whats there really to living a perfect life? it would be so damn boreing. so im gonna take the bad with the good. i also swore that no matter if i moved, even if it was far away, id still manage to come back to Illinois for my mothers birthday.
Well thats all i really had today, seeya
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