Friday, October 20, 2006

   im sry
i dident get to al of your sites my bro needes the computer for soe info on his job lol he finaly got one well if i get back on i will check out your sides lol wellz byez allz miss you janie big hug big sis wellz byez allz imz outiez
Comments (2) | Permalink

   i goty a cookie today for wearing green and white i love cookies lol
well my spanish teacher mrs pellor congratulated me for finghting on wedness day when i came back to school she gave me her milk and a high five but that was wedness day well today i over heard a conversation that i dident like one of the people who plays percussion with me she said that she was confused he ex wants to go back out whit her and she dating this guy she realy loves and she confused but her friends took her for a walk and clamed her down before she started crying yes thats good but today i got a cooke from mrs pellor and some gummies and we made poster to sheer on our footbal team in spanish i like mine i dont lik emy last years one though right now i going inbettween my gfs messgaes and this so it gonna take long like always i have more to wirte lol well good news probly gopnna get yelled at for it but oh well if my grandma cought my today itd be trouble lol i gave my friend my shirt today cuz she was getting cold and i had nothing else to give her and she had nothing else and i walked home without a shirt on and it was cold outside but it was worth it lol i kno im crazy or insane or whatever you wanna call it i counted how manny people looked at me to lol theres exactly 45 people that looked at me yay lol well shes warm her mom already likes me im sure her mom has told about a million time by now to ask me out but she dont like me like that i think lol i but i want only one girl and that is my gf but so im happy here i had the pep raly today anmd i kept throwing tea bags at people mostly the freshman lol and i yelled my head off lol i lose my voice afeter a while of yelling and then it comes back anout 4-5 minutes lol but then i jus lose it again lol if ypou have seen nipolein dinimate (im not sure how to spell it lol) you should kno the dance that he dose well i fiunal seen a kid that can do that exact same dance lol in the pep raly he won and every one chanted dance and he did no music and he jus danced and he did it corectly to lol he won and i kno him to lol hes a feshman that likes to annoy my sis lol i tought him some ways to do it lol every one kept cheering lol and yellking i had fun by waving toliet parep and little peices of coluer paper lol but i was cold walking home but id rather freeze then a girl freeze and thats what i told her when she asked why i was taking of my shirt and she and i forced her to accept it lol i told her take it and she put it on and i helped her and she wasent cold she was warm lol i was cold walking home when i get cold my hands dont get the color purple they get white and i mean pure white lol but my aunt asked wheres my shirt my father has no problem hes fine with it hes the one who told me to give a girl what ever i have to make her wram and if i had to id eve let her wear my pants home to id walk home in my boxers and id do it to i dont care id jus walk home and if a cop asks what im doing id say im walking home and i gave my friend my shirt and my pants cuz she was cold and id jus keep walking yes id be cold but if i think im warm i am lol i kno its wiered but if i had to i would have lol but i dident i still have to give her the count of how many people looked at me and this is one thing i dont get i give a girl macushes (i dont kno if that spelled right lol) and she loves it and they say i do it perfectly and my hands are hard but soft at the same time and i dont understand why there so good i jus do what i alwsy have and they still love them i gave myself one when my coller bone was hurting a while ago and it helped so much i dont understands are my hands legendary or some thing but i dont get the i jus give them girls only no guys lol thats why im not going to work in a beauty parlor lol but if my band dosent work out witch i dont think it is im going to computer and gamming prograing im gonna make an play video games lol i beleve its getting close to my grampas offical day of death and i do wish he was alive but i cant have that wish so im still gonna wish it even knowing its not gonnas come true but it gives my hope and this is the day i first cryed in school cuz of my subistute teacher askeing me whats wrong cuz i was silent all day and even when he asked me what was worng i jus wrote down i dont wanna say and he got it out of me my first day in the consulers office my aunt had to force me to sleep the day of his furenal cuz i stayed up for 2 days and i stil wasent tired he died arouudn 12:00 am and my mom woke me up my first word s where time for school already and i didene teven cry when the words came out of her mouth i dident cry till that day in school ever since that day in school i was quiet type who sat in corners ans stared into nothing and once i reached middel school that started to unwind and im more open and more talkitive and more insobordinate i have a point i like to make it
Comments (1) | Permalink

Thursday, October 19, 2006

welli put up some puzzles im not sure if you have tried them the first one is easy big pieces the second one has samller size peices
there not hard f you want try them i did one and i beat both lolwell nothing good happened today lol jus two more days till the biggest game of the school year lol well i just got on when my gf just left (sad face) i have nothing else to wirt so im jus going to finsh listen to this song with the anime AH!My Goddess hope you all know iti first found it when my ex gf had 3 volumes at her house they had no power then and i read through all of them with in an hour and a half lol they wer only about 3-400 pages long they were surprised i got done with them and could tell them the whole story line lol i need more anime books i need to read more of them lolwell i only read anime books voluntarly thats the only book i read on my own when no one forces my lol well thats it byes
Comments (2) | Permalink

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

   notthing new today
i had school but i had to take the psates its a test ohwell i got to miss 1st and 2nd peoiod and sat through a lockdown atleast 10 kids got busted with drugs thats what i heard lol well ohwell for them gum was tireing i had to run back and forth playing soccer lol
Comments (1) | Permalink

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

   new bg
NEW!! BG LOL i jus love capital letters lol well im gonna make my site better l i have to log on to photobucket
it says death leaves

not a dramatic feeling
but a feeling of emptiness

hope you like it it finaly worked on the first try tooo but thats it for now wait for next tues days one then i might leave it upp for mre than a week then i can actualy do it on saturdays
Comments (0) | Permalink

   got you to read this lol jk
lol my bassement is cold but my dad should be fixing the furnest today lol we jus got the part we nedded i thought it would be huge but its something small lol well shows how much i kno about furnestes lol well bad news and bad news first i go back to school tomarrow (nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo)seconde i dont get to talk to my sweet heart no more till poissibly strurday (sad face now ) well goodf news i am talking to my gf now yay for us i missed her lol well so cold now i must go get a shirt on lol i dont have one on lol thats probly why its so cold down here but i will get one later when ther dopne getting dryed then i will warm lol i jus love that feeling but i hate the part when you get paints with the mettal buttions on them and you brun yourslef on them lol buts its so warm lol wellz thatz allz byez lol 555555555555555555555
Comments (2) | Permalink

Monday, October 16, 2006

   well i have to go with my dad
i might not be on today cuz i have to go with my dad somewhere i dont kno where but i only kno that i have to go with him cuz im suspended its still hilarous but im gonna miss my gf miss you sweet heart i love you i can still taste the popcorn i ate this morning but that wasent long ago and i did make bacon it was easy i read the directions mabey im jus lioke my dad but he knows how to make lots like chinese russian and korean lol he cooks yummies well i m gonna get of before he comes and gets me to go hes playing a game and im dresed and ready to go cuz i jus wanna go and get it done and over with next week is the erie bell its a compition of the schools foot ball team jus 2 teams SHS and EFA and then thers a dance i hope i can still go but i hope this cut heals first i hope i dont get attacked on wednessday lol the kid said that he would have some one attack me lol well if it happenes im comfindent im gonna try my best to win but i dont think i can win any battel the over comfident always lose lol wellz byez allz miss you janie i love you janie
Comments (3) | Permalink

Sunday, October 15, 2006

   well tomarrow
i will change my bg to something else but i hope you all will like it im suspended tillwedness day so i can try to be on every day still have to go to bed at the sme time tho but i can sleep in yay me there will be more when i have more to write nothing good has happened to day lol mi am talking to my gf thats one good thing and my big sis was on today yay well thats in for now well byez
Comments (1) | Permalink

Friday, October 13, 2006

   ok heres the detals
the kid called me a pussy (in other words a wimp)
and i got him on th ground and warned him not to cal me that again (i went easy cuz he was young and weeker)and then he threttened to push me off of something i can jus jump off of lol then lucky him my friend got in the way and took me away to calm down( i have to thank him now)then i walked away and his friends came and yelled at me all girls so i dident get too mad at them and then he threetened me to have more kids come and beat the hell out of me if i do it again so i told him try it cuz i only have 2 people and i will still win then a hall monotor caught us lol so what made it worse was the insorordination i told the vice principle to shutup and let me make a point and he said it was in a defenseeve manner and i was looking like i was going to attack him ike i woulf jave i have more control over my emotins to hit some one who dident do anything to me i think the kid got off easy that littel fucker i beleve he got iss or nothing he did call his parents thats al i kno. i did get mad alot worse than last time im loseing more and more control every timne but im goging to regain it in something that halpes me calm down i did go esay on him i jus triped him now if he was m age and strenght i wouldent have takken him so lightly he sctrached me lol i hit the pole inthe cafetiera cant wait till wednesday im suspended for 3 days lol but im fine nothing broken this time mabey next time lol jk janie i need anger manajment lol his sis might not be too happy with me shes one of the girls who like me lol but ohhwell i want to loose all other girls that like my o i only want my jnaie to like me witch she dose so yaya mee my friends have jus been feedeing my anger and im just going to bring my stress ball to luch or just stay inside lol im finding ways to keep my anger in even meditation and getting ride of all my emotions and it works alittle but not alot but i cant satay looking sad in band cuz this girl that plays in band wioth me will always make me smile she dont like to see me sad they way she looks at me when im sad i cant stand it lol but she always makes faces at me to make me smile like yesterday lol she did every thing to make me laugh she even stuck her toune out at me when she turned of the light and said that her and 2 other people are doing bad things in the pratic rooms lol she cant let me frown and today one nurse rembers when i was jus a little boy and she told me she rembers me when i was quiet and incontrol of myself and then i was always sad and almot never smiled i miss that age and that way that i was i lost my happyiness today i have to much pride thats what i think but im not sure about any one else well thats it for today lol wellz byez miss janie and love janie jus something random
one question

if you were insane and you could do anything for a limited time what would you do
go to your gfs house

buy everything you want cuz you have 10 checks of 10,000 dolers or help your parents out with bills or something like that or donate to charity

last but not least jus pratice your swords man ship on a tree and prepare your delf to win a war that your country is in bye one single attack

and the very last one you'd do all three

wellz that ends the random ness for now byez

Comments (2) | Permalink

   good and bad news
good news is im suspened i got in a fight i will say more later lol bad news is i will be on after i do the dishes lol so i will be back and im suspended till wednesday and i get to missa test lol wellz byez i will be right back i love you janie miss you
Comments (2) | Permalink