Saturday, October 7, 2006

   MY LAST ONE I NAME THIS ONE WHY
the things we go through for love and life
and freedom is it all worth it is it i dont think war
pain and death can save any one
all this sadness for what freedom
life and peace
how can we have peace if were
at war all the time
peopl have kids
i kno its there choice
but why do they choose to go
and posibly die when they have kids
here and a loving wife
why do we wage war
to protect life here
while killing life there
why kill why make war
the hippies asked this question but
obvisouly they dident succede but im gonna
try to succede on this
why all the killing why all of this war why everytihng
why do we inflicet all this sadness
upon every one and every thing why
the one question is why i kno its to protect
but why protect when it jus causes unprotection
we let all of these soldiers go out to fight this war
but only about half of them come back
the ones that dont are either dead and they have families here
i dont kno why we put up with this
if bush started this so if he thinks its fun i say this
FUCK BUSH OR BETER YET LET ME ENLARGE THAT
F.U.C.K. B.U.S.H
IF HE JUS LET IT GO AND JUS ATTACK THAT SINGLE
LITTLE ORGINAZITION WE WOULDENT HAVE THIS WHOLE
WAR. WE JUS SIT HERE IN OUR CONFIMY WARM HOUSES
WHILE SODILERS ARE OUT THERE DIYING FOR US AND
YES THE TWIN TOWERS GOT ATTACKED BUT
OHWELL ONE LITTLE GROUP STARTED THAT
ONE LITTLE GROUP IT LIKE THIS SMALL
I DONT KNO IF YOU COULD READ THAT
BUT IF ITS SOMETHING SO SMALL THEN WHY
WHY DEATH WHY PAIN WHY ALL THE SUFFERING
WHY EVERYTHING EVERY DAY THERS A
99.1 PERCENT CHANCE OF A SOLDIERS DEATH
AND I KNO IM NOT THE ONLY KID THINKING THIS
I KNO IM NOT I BET EVERY KID OF EVERY DEAD SOLDIER
IS THINKING THIS I KNO THEY ARE
EVEN THE NEW BORNS AND THEY DONT KNO WHAT DEATH IS
BUT OTHER PEOPLES LIFES ARE DISSIPERING FOR JUS OUR
PROTECTION SUPPOSEDLY JUS CUZ A TERIOST GROUP ATTACKED US
DONT MEAN WE HAVE TO ATTACK THERE WHOLE COUNTRY AND TRY TO CONTROL IT
LIKE WE ARE THYING TO RULERS OF THE EARTH WELL IF YOU WANT TO RULE THE EARTH
THEN SOME NATION IS GONNA SEEK CONTROL SOME CONTENIT WILL COMINED FORCES AND THEN
ATTACK THE ONE IN CONTROL I KNO IT WILL HAPPEN WHY MAKE WAR WHEN WE CAN MAKE PEACE
I KNO FIGHING MIGHT BE NESSACARY AT TMES BUT THAST NOLY IF WE HAVE NO WAY OUT OF IT
BUT WE HAD A WAY OUT OF IT NOIT LIKE EVERY ONE WAS BOMBING US AT THE SAME TIME AND THERE GONNA COME BACK WITH EVEN MORE BOMBS EVERY DAY ITS JUST DUMB AND STUPIED AND
BULLSHIT TO START WAR OVER SOMETHING LITTLE WHY CAUSE WAR AND DEATH AND PAIN AND SUFFERING
AND ALL THAT BAD SHIT WHY

IF YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE WHO AGREE WITH ME THEN AGREE
DONT DO SOMETHING STUPIED
JUS SEND THIS TO EVERY ONE YOU KNO AND HOPE THEY SEND IT TO SOME ONE ELSE
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   i made my self cry
i realy did my ex gf broke up with me last month and i jus listened to mine and hers song now im not going back to her cuz i found some one better jus had to greve that she left me and used some bullshit excuse she told me its cuz of my age but i dont think it was that me and her were drifting and i dont mean slowly drifting i mean fastly drifting from the day we were togeather till sje broke up with me we only hug nothing else i dont mean hugs are bad but i need a kis or 2 at least once but ohwell she gone and she wants me back but she knos im taken so shes not trying to get me she gonna wait but shell be waiting for a long time unless my gf breaks up with me soon but io dont think thats gonna happen i hope it dosent i love her to much but if it dose im staying singel and witing again for a while like 3-5 months like i always do pisses the girls that are after me off but ohwell they jus can wait i dont like any of them like that there jus gonna have to learn that but guess its gonna be a long time before that happenes lol but im a one womman guy only my bf can have me im a multi friended guy i canhave lots of friends so im jus bore d and done crying lol but i had to cryabout it some time if your wondering what song it was its bye savage gardens truly madely deeply do i learned all the words jus so i could sing her to sleep at sleepless night and i have done it 2 times well hope you night/morning/afternoon is well and your all happy
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this is my last one (hopfuly)
these are the last two poems i have wrote for now these are my last 2 if you want to saee all of them go to my archives and look i have them all there but here thaey are i will tell you to who they are to lol

when my mind taks over i always forget about you
but then my heart takes over and rembers you
then my soul takes over and jus says i love you
my mind is never in charge any more
i have been waiting for true love by some one
and that some one is you
to night right now i miss you most
loving you even more and more every day
my mind is lost in all the love i have for you
my heart is still pearcing through
but my soul is right on top
so when i say i love you with all my soul
it means that my soul is on top of every thing
i have never loved any one with all of my soul
but there a first time for every thing
and this is my first
my mind is going to stay burried under every thing
as long as my love for you remaines
and i think it will i hope it will
your the best thing that has ever happened to me
i can never forget every thing you have tought me
you have tought me to open my gates of love to every one
not to keep them locked and hidden
you tought me how to love again after my heart has been broken so many times
you tought me that i have every thing i need right here and i have too much to live for
and you tought me that
i cant die yet i have to see you
you have tought me so much more
i cant ever thank you so much i can only give you the last piece of my heart
and hope it grows to be a big heart just like you say
wish i could give you a bigger piece of it but i cant
the love i share with you is all the love i have left
the lopve you share with me is all the love you can ever have
i still have only this little piece of my heart and my love
but i give you it hopeing and wishing it will grow
but every day i miss you it tells me that i truely love you
and my true love makes my heart grow
grow so big the things i want to say to you i cant
because my heart and soul just wanna say i love you
my mind is never getting in control not aslong as my love for you is here
and these are the words my soul is telling me to say to you

I LOVE YOU JANIE NIWA
i miss you so much
i love you so much
i wanna just be there with you
my love for life and everything else
dose not over power my love for you
if i had nevr found you i dont kno what id be doing right now
but i have finaly found you
i have finaly found your loving heart
your sweetness your caring love
and every thing else i love about you
your sweet nice personality
and just you
i love you janie forever and always
i have nevre been this sure about love but now i am
i want to thank you using this little poem saying
I LOVE YOU MY LOVE
SWEET DREAMS SWEET LIFE
WISSIHNG YOU EVERY THING HAPPY
IN LIFE

TO: JANIE
FROM: ME YOUR LOVING BOY FRIEND
thats to my gf janie she loves it hope i dident make her cry to much i love you janie

this one is to the pink princess her firend died and i dident wanna say sry because i dont
like it when people say sry to me about something they dident cause but this one is to her
hope she likes it i sent it to her but no reply yet hope shes fine and dosent go to long with out smiling

you have suffred through the loss of a friend
but you still have firends here with you like me
and so many more people out there
you mind is probly lost in all the sadness
and pain and every other emotion you have
running through you heart right now
lossing some one is not always easy
but its never hard either
the loss of one brings the life of another
the life of another brings the death of one
its a never ending problem death and anger
saddness and pain war and corruption
they all deal with pain and sadness but the
things you need now is peace and joy
you need happiness and life
your life lives on while there is ended
that person would want you to live on
and be happy there always in you heart
and in your mind a true friend
can never be forgoten they stick to you
like glue to paper but they coppie ther life
in your heart they engrave the times you have
had togeather in you heart mind and soul
they are always there wiht you when you need an angel
the angel you have is a friend the angel some one else
has might be of a realitive or a pet
i have lots of angels alive today i call them my friends
im your angel comming to give you happiness
and you my angel comming to give me your problems
so i can turn them into happiness
and joy and peace
so you can feel at ease but never forgeting what has
happened in your life and so you can rember they had fun in life
and they might have llived there life to its fulliest if not
you can live it for them to your fulliest
life is what you make it so im trying to help you make it
happy but i cant without your help
i hope this helps alittle its the best i have got
for right now im hopingthis helps even in the tinest buit i hope it helps

TO: the pink princess
FROM: the one thats here

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   sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored
this is the random word of the day


POPCORN

thats my randow word of today im jus bored so i put mr popcorn

random game of this one

tag your it ha ha ha nah nah you cant get me lol

wow so bred jus had some randow things to say like I AM CORHOLIO
YOU SHAL BOW DOWN TO THE ALLMIGHTY BUGNHOLE

lol thats the quote for now tell me who said it and i kno who said it do you





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   well im bored im litens to youtube
it hasd a cathcy tune rouni kenshin popcorn prety catchy lol im so bored but im gonna listen to the chipmunks christmas carols lol like always they never fail to make me laugh like the part where one of them say me ai want a holoa hoop lol thats a little funny
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   my schools footbal tema won today 53 to 31
the other schools cheer leaders stole a cheer from bring it on the cheer leadder movie but we finaly won the whole pep band jus stod up and played the na na na na hey hey good bye song and they all waved bye the player fly through the air like there actualy flying or something its hilaropus when they hit the ground i have finaly seen one of my cousins i havent seen her since i few months ago when we all had a sleep over it was fun well im off again i have to check my myspace then im comming back to here
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Friday, October 6, 2006

its the chibi gang
hope you like the new bg i love them in chibi form next week is goign to be aeris and cloud in bed clothed dont worrie but this is for now hope you all like it if not i will change it i got plenty more i could put in cloud studieng lol but that means you all have to be quiet cuz hes studieing
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   well holloween is comming up
and im gonna be a dinker doldle if you dont kno what that is its from the movie space ball sim not sure if thats what there called but it fits them they can only say dink so i named them dinker dodleds well all i have to have is a marron coat and some green face paint and i need to shorter but there no way to make mysel shorter lol wish i could but the 24 i have a school dance i have some foot ball games to go to one tomarrow and another one on the 21 i hate football games but ohwell i get to play in the field show wish i noticed the stand with my music on it early i went out side and i had my normal music and i had a stand with all my musi taped to it lol well i kon that for tomarrow im in the pit i get to jus stand at the front of the field and play im the maine focus point thats what the teacher says well im off for now im jus on for mow i jus talked to my gf and she got off and now shes sleeping well im bored i commented all of your sites well al of your site that have been updated well bye peoples im outie
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Thursday, October 5, 2006

   i beleve my dads home im not sure yet but if he is
wishing you all a good night miss you jani love you big hug to my big sis well you al can laug at this hope it make you laughin gym today i fell in the long jump that has nevre happened ever i jus jumped and fell but i got 1o feet and my gymm teacher thinks i should be in trak but i have asthma and i cant but i fell and it was hilarous ever opne laughed and i laughed and yelled yah it was soooooooo hilraous tomarrow i have to go ot a museum hope i dont fall alseep while im walking again (that happened the last time ) lol and its was a fun day no scinece yay but guess my dad isent home but im gonna get of till i kno hes not here or if hes realy done with the computer well if you have any qustions about me ask them i dont neede to kno about you i kno enough allready ( no im stalkiing all of you wish i was janie tho jk)jk well i got a pokemon ball it has pikachu on it lol i got a new hat it has tombestones on it my m and m's are gone lol well todayi almost fell asleep during spanish but i did ent it happend once tho but the teacher woke me up by yelling my name and i already knew the answer to the question but today was nice no problems well almost none now i remebr one i have three girls that i kno like me oall three of them are myfreind one knos when to stop the other is about the smae buut she love hugs the last one needs help and a clue she gets amd at me every time i give another girl a hug she always gets mad i gave the last dance to a friend of mine cuz her date dissed her and she got mad shes mad at me and not to sound how do i say it whit out giving to realy words rude and pig headed i dont care if she is or isent if i need to explane to her the truth i will but i love only one girl thats janie here and i can only have one gf but i can have loves of friends that are girls if that girl cant handel that then she should either leave or jus stop listening wowot5his i sgetting long well im going to go now my dads not oher im guessing so im going to check one of my mysopaces see if that girl says if its me or not hope it isent well bye all
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

   ary every one im not on for long
im only on for a bit like 3-5 minutes jus so i can post this miss you janie sry i dident reply to all of your messages on myspace and here sry every one im trying to be on more but i now have a tv in my room and i jus have to get some tapes and i have a vcr and i can watch movies as i fall alseep lol not yet so far nothing bad today that i rember i was tired and keep almost fall asleep in science life is ok here big hug to sis miss you janie big long kiss to jaine well whats up there i must be going but im not going to be yet thinking of some other things to say for right now ohh i got m and m's yum!! with peanuts in them there the good kind well nothing else to say right now wel night all i have to go to bed now night sweet dreams all
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