Thursday, September 7, 2006

   hey sry i wasent on
like i am usauly i had school and it sucked but it was the first day i got soooooooo many hugs to day its not funny and my friends little bro spilt watter on me the little twerp lol jk hes ok but i missed my gf sooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very bad i wrote her name in my agenda with out knowing i did wow what you will do when you almost fall asleep my art teacher talked so much it put my friend to sleep it was hilarous when he finaly stoped it was time to go but i got my favorite class back well 2 of my favorites spanish and band i kno your thinking why did he put band i love band it calms me down whewn im playing but i got a little mad today and watched some kids so they dident hit the freshman and then i wouldent have to go psyco so bad but they dident thankfully my gf would have gottn so mad if i got suspendind but i would have loved it my parents do care if i fight but as long as i dont start it and they do mind if i get suspended if its for insobordination im known for that lol principals one teacher scared the hell out of her lol tee hee but not to happy that i lost control of my anger i reganined it in time tho hope you all had fun and smiled alot bye
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Wednesday, September 6, 2006

   tommarows school for me
i HATE school I HATE IT I REALY HATE IT but i have to go gonna miss my time on here with me friends and my gf hope you like the new backround gf helped me later ill put some new ones up as previews and you chose which i should do next
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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

   to janie sry but i cant send this im getting shy again
to my favorite song lyrics
shaggy
angel
sry i cant send this cuz of my shyness

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling
Angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

Life is one big party when youre still young
But whos gonna have your back when its all
Done
Its all good when youre little, you have
Pure fun
Cant be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I want to show the nation my appreciation

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling
Angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling
Angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

Youre a queen and so you should be treated
Though you never get the lovin that you
Needed
Could have left, but I called and you heeded
Begged and I pleaded, mission completed
Mama said that I and I dissed the program
Not the type to mess around with her emotion
But the feeling that I offer you is so
Strong
Been together so long and this could never be
Wrong

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling
Angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling
Angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

Uh, uh
Girl, in spite of my behavior, said Im your
Savior
(you must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, say girl i
Surrender
(thanks for giving me your love)

Girl, in spite of my behavior, well, you are
My savior
(you must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, well, girl i
Surrender
(said thanks for giving me your love)

Now life is one big party when youre still
Young
And whos gonna have your back when its all
Done
Its all good when youre little, you have
Pure fun
Cant be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I wanna show the nation my appreciation

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling
Angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling
Angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling
Angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling
Angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady
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   the monkies are gone
foamy14 and me vincent strife16 beat them out of my closet thanks she stole the cookies i got the brownies he he he hope you liked them the monkies were worshiping both the cookies and the brownies why i dont kno they jus did well they left the houses and i found some of my money i dident kno they had that and my knifes it was fixed yay it has 3 blades and you can easly throw it into walls but i dont sleep with that one around to small i got my hunting kninfe lol(jk)well thanks for you help foamy 14
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   night/morning alll if im not back on thanks to janie
again i thank my wonderful gf janie for helping me with my site night/morning this is jus if im not back on hope you all are happy with you bf or gf and if you dont have one hope you find one who loves you soooooooooooooooo much well bye
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   big thanks to my gf janie love you
my gf helped me out with my bacround thanks to her you all can see it now thanks janie she smart
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   can any one help me with this back round
i cant see it all the way thats how i want it so every one can see it all the way
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   sry i wasent on last night
my sis and my other sis were on and they were trying to get there friend back to normal and i understand that i have school in a few days dont kno exactly when jus that i hate school im gonna miss my gf so bad but i kno shes with me
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Monday, September 4, 2006

   this was a request by the pink princess
all my poems that i wrote to janie

The love we feel for one is not the same for the other. There will always be some one there to fall back on to no mater what. The person you fall back on to you might not know as well as you thought you did but your glad he was there in the end. In the end he was there he said that he will always be there for you and he was. You were falling with no one to catch you. Just falling into a deep pit you couldent climb out of. Then suddenly he was there saying i got you. And every time you fall he's there to catch you and take you away to the happiness you deserve. the happiness of having someone who cares about you that much. That much to jump into that pit jus to reach you and fly you away to the happiness you will always deserve. that happiness is worth any thing in the world. Only the person you are truly ment for can catch you like that and heal your sorrow and all the pain you have by just a simple hug. That is the person that will be saying i love you at night when your falling asleep. He says it and he ment it forever. The time you spend with him is the time you will always rember when your alone he will be the one you call and the one you spend time with he was the one who was close, close enough to be at that pit to catch you. He was the one you could come to crying and he'd let you cry on his sholder at night. He will be the one that will see you sad in school and he ask for a hug and after that hug you feel better, better than you have ever been. He's the one that will call you outside your window singing your favorite song and calling your name and saying that he loves you janie newa. he will be there you will see him outside your window singing that song and you fall in love so in love that you will know that he was the one

to janie newa
from a friend
we were friends when i did this one

Your problems are my problems.
My problems are your problems.
Your life is my life if you want me there.
My life is yours and i want you here.
The things you've said the things i've said.
All these things have one thing in common.
Were here for each other and were in life togeather.
We share feelings and our lifes.
We share how we feel.
We share sides we normaly dont see.
We share everything even our friendship.

Now let me say this and i mean every thing i say in this

I'm glad your here i dont know what i would do if you were never
here thanx for being my friend and my angel and every thing else you are to me
your so helpful so bright you light up my world when its dark
i light up your world when i have light and you dont
i try to hide sides of me but i let them out because i trust you with my puzzel
the puzzel of my emotions and you trust me with yours and i wont lose one of those
parts because i have a part of you and you have a part of me
friends near or friends far either way were friends and i'll never leave your side

I PROMIS YOU LIFE
even if that means
ending my own
if i have to end my own
life for you i will
with honer but i wont die
untill the other is hospitalized
or some place where he cant hurt you
if i could id promis id be there but i cant
i wish i could i wish you only happiness
in life. im your angel and your mine im
watching over you even tho im not there
the wish i had of finding a friend like you jus came true
it came true the first time we talked one of my wishes
came true and i hope one of yours did to

i wish you happiness and life and every thing else happy
i hope you find "Mr. Right"


TO: Janie Niwa
FROM: A Friend thats never to far a way
still friends but i was getting alittle to close

Missing you every night
Dreaming of your sweet touch,voice,and brace
Waking up early jus to make you smile
Doing every thing i can to see you happy
Every thing i do is to make you happy
If only all my wishes could come true about us
Every day i find another wish
Another wish of having you here
Of all those wishes i got one your love
And i'll keep that wish close to me
And no mater what we can work things out
Theres no problem we cant slove
I only want you happy
I know you have your wishes
And you got one of them answered
I hope you get more of them answered
what this poem is starting to say is that i love you more and more
and no amount of words can say how much but this is a start
i had an empty space where my heart was and you replaced it with your love thank you
so much through all the layers of my hardend problems,pain,and troubles you've found
my heart and you helped me even when i was at that point where i thought no one
cared about me you helped me find out that i was wrong and that i had some who cared right here
thnks for being right here my dear sweet angel i love you so much all the words in the world couldent explane
all the fellings i have for you i fell like youve always been here through all the years of pain and trouble and problems
i have had no mater what i do theres no way i can repay you the only thing i can do is make you this poem and say
i love you and give you my heart just like you gave me yours through all the words i have said the strongets ones were


I LOVE YOU

AND THOSE WORDS WILL STAY STRONG
trough the end of every thing we have will stay strong

to: janie newa
from : the only love
i loved herand we jus told each other that our true emotins




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Sunday, September 3, 2006

   i jus seen my tharypist
they told me to ask my friends to smile so that i can get over my psychoprenic insomina i jus laughed at them and they think im posesd and they want to preform an exorsim on me and im gonna laugh when they do jus like i laughed at my tharypist she got mad at me tee hee (evil grin looks around ) they said that it will help my vidoe game dependance then they gave me the happy pill cuz i got up and i started screeming at them i dont have video game dependance and they said it will help to stop me from seeing evil monkies in my closet but i kno that they are there and i got the happy pill i jus laughed at them all they straped me down to a tabel so i dident attack the tharypist ( i wouldent do that yet )( mabe after i have been going for a week or so)im not eveil am i im a calm sophisticated gentalmen (laughs) well if your actauly beleving this bunch of crap then you dont kno me well enough im just kidding about all this if you actual think id allow them to give me a pill andf strap me to a tabel but i would laugh at a tharypist and make them think im possesed jus for the hell of it i wanna be oput through an exsorsime before i die and i want a tharypist jus fgor the hell of it i wanna laugh at him/ her its going to be fun yay well thats jus my imagination speeking cuz im sooooooooooooo bored well bye
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