Wednesday, November 15, 2006

   well today was normal
finaly a nornmal day its been at least a week since i havent got any bad news or anothing and i was able to stay happie lol well thanks to you kitty and fomay fan for careing about me and my life thanks it shows a truue forend and on here i kno you all are true friends i have the areis them song stuck in my head and i havent listend to it in a while but why it remians in my head i dont kno why but i like having it there my gf is more like areis than she is tifa but she likies areis more than tifa but too bad areis has to die
but the game is still enjoyable if i had it lol well nothing bad today all happiness and every one in scholl had a smile on wich was an odd sight to see but it felt warm and happy i liked it lol well thats all
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

   jus had more bs in my life
jus read the messgae form my friend on my space he dont beleve me cuz he gf jus talked her way out of it im jus leaveing him out of my liofe cuz it only causes anger and bull shit in my life him and his gf only way i can think of but its the way i chose but now i have one song that keeps me happy and telles me to be me its form the dysney channel high school musical its the last song lol so it helps me keep my happy lol well now im a little more calmed down but i have to listen to 1000 words for me to be totaly calmed down
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   well agian to day was beter no anger
still wnted to kill the girl whos starting those rumors but i cant cuz im a guy then id have to kill my self if i did but im not cuz i cant even think aout it lolo well one new rumor i am now chaeting on my gf with another girl not ture also started by the same person i dont kno i dont care i did some meditation and it helps me a lot i dont kno how but im not sure no fuights today jus happiness and lots and lots of choclate
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Monday, November 13, 2006

   ill start off with good news then go to the bad jus so i dont ruin your day
well good news i dident fall asleep in any class and dident get hit so yay mee and no conflict till 7th period last one of the day lol but im gonna say more happy things beofre i tell what well i have this liottle poem i jus wrote down today well here it is i consider it happy sry if you think its opposite

the times of peace have meanings but even tho there peace nothing is settaled its jus stoped untill the time of war then the peace is no more why ruin peace with anger why start things that cause so much pain and suffering why destroy peace some time in the future there with be no more peace cuz every day peace is being destroyed more and more by anger hatred and racism why destroy peace with all of these eventualy peace will be no more and when that time comes the world be throwen in to caios and death and muder and all that will be till some thing happens but till that day dont ruin peace and happiness and everything nice

well now it has a good ending i started it in band when i wasent palying lol well hope that prepared you for the bad news

i have one new rumor out of 7 that can send me to jail
the first rumor. is i have been haveing sex on the traxs (cuz my school is in fport of trin trax) not true
2nd one. i fingerd a girl in a bush not true
3rd one. i made out with the same girl in the same bush not true
4th one. i had sex with the girl i madeout with not true
5th. i got that same girl pregnant
not true
6th i got another girl pregnant not true
7th. i raped the girl i hade sex with not true the (first girl)

now all off these im mad about but they all trace back to the same girl the girl whos like my cousin to me but she likes me i have known her family lik ethere my aunt and uncle and all hjer sisters are like my cousins the thing that pisses me off most is that

i told my friend about his gf cheating on him and he talked to her about it and she blamed it all on me and she told him that she dident cheat and only kissed him like a cousin and she asked him to stop haing out with me and she has to stop to it pisses me off soo much but im gogin in to school nice and happy tomarrow and now his gf is sayuing i started the shit between her and my little sis i cant hit a girl so im going to stay calm tomaroww and i feel bad for the first person that decides to hit me or trys to hit me but i jus need some time to clam my self down sry if this ruined you day but ill put something happy at the bottom lol but jus try to remain happy and tranquil (in other word nice and calm) well happy thing




secretary):welcome to vincent strifes morge how can i help you to day
Caller): yes id like to talk to ivana tinkle
secretary):hold one one momunt while i find her
caller ): ok i will
secretary): eveyr listen up im looking for one ivana tinkle(pauses)ivana tinkle(pauses yet again) alright everybody put down your glasees i vana tinkle)
stops and everyone laughs and the caler hangs up laughing lol


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Saturday, November 11, 2006

   well today
i talke to my gf early in the morning around 3 am i beleve i finaly got to bed around 4 51 lol and my life so far is good one this perfect weekend the smelll of the air to day was soo sweet it had the smeel of peace and life and the feeling of the circle of life it was so peace full then it had to rain lol so warm tho well happiness to all i kno im going to have at leats one girl aropund me at all time on monday cuz i might get hit by one of the girls who like me cuz of what i said and i dont realy trust my slef not to swing at her so i want a girl around me so if she dose then they can stop me and im sure that will work i kno i will never hit a girl but i jus dont trust my anger side and i want to get that under control and i never wanna see the look in some ones eyes when they see me mad cuz that look hunts my mind haveing the look of some one scared in your mind and every morning you wake up is disturbing especal;y when its a girls face i hate to see that but im going to remain in controll its a jus in case thing lol im sooo bored now but im listening to the sexy song lol wellz byez allz
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   well i finaly can get to sleep
night all love you jane night night all sweet dreams when you go to bed
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   i cant sleep
its 2:51 and i cant sleep im to hyper and too bored i jus got done watching the transpoter 1 and 2 and i have a little on my mind but i think all of you will think i did the right thing

ok i wanna ask you all some thing answer if you want to but if not its fine i jus need some advice nothing worng janie i jus think i might have runied some ones happiness but here it is

if the person your friend were going out with kissed some one else would you tell your friend my ex kissed some one that she knew form her child hood and i told my friend that was dating her and i hate giveing bad news but if its some thing that can ruin some ones happiness i hate it even worse yesturday i went to spend the night at my exs house and him and her were so so so happy with each other but she has to go and do that and i had to watch it all it urt me to even see her do that and im not even her bf it hurts me cuz i kno shes gonna hurt my friend and i want him and her to be happy i told him the bad news and i beleve they have talked im not sure but i hope they stay happy with eacvh other and that she never dose it again one of the girls that like me is now pissed off because i told her the truth and i would break up with janie for her i love jaine to muchg to let her go for some one else especaly when i dont llove that some one else i miss janie and i love her but i kno shes not on when im writing this but i kno shes gonna read it well enough about my life lol im trying to stay happy and its working so far lol well now it 2:59 and i still cant get to sleep cuz of every thing on my mind this shirt im wearing is making me thirsty cuz it looks a little like water im so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so boooooooored right now no ones on here so im going to my space and check it out lol i bet no ones one like always lolwell if you have advice pm or write it here either way ill read it and thanks to all
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Tuesday, November 7, 2006

   i have finaly gone hug crazy lol
i get atleast 20 hugs a day becaus i have all my frends they give me one lol and i get so many ugs and i have freinds that try to keep me out of fights they did that yesturday lol and i get som manny hgus im happy now i have so many hugs and i have juss mediatted a while ago and it worked lol i jus thouhgt of trying it and it always works lol but it prepares you for any thing and eveyr thing lol wellz thatsz all z for todayz lol hope you al have nice beautiflu dayz ohhhh i cant forget to say this here


Every One Love And Peace


LOL i have finaly said that every where lol

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   well im bored now so im gonna find out what this customize thingie is lol
im jus guessing if i put a url of a pic of mine in there i will see that pic an what iom typeing lol weel might as well try hope it works im trying it now lol im b1ored and i finaly have a chance on the computer and my hands are sppeding around the key bored almost go in a lnother fight but i have jus tryed mediatation and it works for all of you my freinds out there that have hard time control bad feelings tyr meditation jus close your eys and take deep breaths and all your ager and all the badd feelings disipear lol it works realy it odne but i hope it works jus better coppy this and find out if it dose lol
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Sunday, November 5, 2006

   sry i havent been on much
jus realy buzzzzy had to clean my room and eveyr one else was on and i couldent get it lol but now i have it and i ma talking to my gf cuz i only have till 1:30 then i have to go to my gramas housenow its time lol i wish it wasent cuz i have missed my gf soooooo much through the week i havent been on and i have only been abel to repl yot all her messages twice in this week i hope its better next week hope jus hope and i bored lol and i dont kno what else to say but every one love and peace lol i was saying that on runescape last night lol then i kept on saying i will rule this town and eveyr one will be my slaves muhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
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