Friday, October 13, 2006

   ok heres the detals
the kid called me a pussy (in other words a wimp)
and i got him on th ground and warned him not to cal me that again (i went easy cuz he was young and weeker)and then he threttened to push me off of something i can jus jump off of lol then lucky him my friend got in the way and took me away to calm down( i have to thank him now)then i walked away and his friends came and yelled at me all girls so i dident get too mad at them and then he threetened me to have more kids come and beat the hell out of me if i do it again so i told him try it cuz i only have 2 people and i will still win then a hall monotor caught us lol so what made it worse was the insorordination i told the vice principle to shutup and let me make a point and he said it was in a defenseeve manner and i was looking like i was going to attack him ike i woulf jave i have more control over my emotins to hit some one who dident do anything to me i think the kid got off easy that littel fucker i beleve he got iss or nothing he did call his parents thats al i kno. i did get mad alot worse than last time im loseing more and more control every timne but im goging to regain it in something that halpes me calm down i did go esay on him i jus triped him now if he was m age and strenght i wouldent have takken him so lightly he sctrached me lol i hit the pole inthe cafetiera cant wait till wednesday im suspended for 3 days lol but im fine nothing broken this time mabey next time lol jk janie i need anger manajment lol his sis might not be too happy with me shes one of the girls who like me lol but ohhwell i want to loose all other girls that like my o i only want my jnaie to like me witch she dose so yaya mee my friends have jus been feedeing my anger and im just going to bring my stress ball to luch or just stay inside lol im finding ways to keep my anger in even meditation and getting ride of all my emotions and it works alittle but not alot but i cant satay looking sad in band cuz this girl that plays in band wioth me will always make me smile she dont like to see me sad they way she looks at me when im sad i cant stand it lol but she always makes faces at me to make me smile like yesterday lol she did every thing to make me laugh she even stuck her toune out at me when she turned of the light and said that her and 2 other people are doing bad things in the pratic rooms lol she cant let me frown and today one nurse rembers when i was jus a little boy and she told me she rembers me when i was quiet and incontrol of myself and then i was always sad and almot never smiled i miss that age and that way that i was i lost my happyiness today i have to much pride thats what i think but im not sure about any one else well thats it for today lol wellz byez miss janie and love janie jus something random
one question

if you were insane and you could do anything for a limited time what would you do
go to your gfs house

buy everything you want cuz you have 10 checks of 10,000 dolers or help your parents out with bills or something like that or donate to charity

last but not least jus pratice your swords man ship on a tree and prepare your delf to win a war that your country is in bye one single attack

and the very last one you'd do all three

wellz that ends the random ness for now byez

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