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Monday, October 23, 2006


lol finaly done
well im done with 2 things i have been confused on wether or not i realy love my gf and i do im sorry i dident tell you janie but now im sure i do im sure i do i jus get to much love and some old memories kick in and then i doubt everything so im sorry if i have been sounding sad alot i
well now im not5 confused any more but i hope those memories dont come back now i kno my friend wont tell me what happened in my past in my past i had done some things im not proud of right now and some i am proud of

well here are some of them im not giving every thing cuz i only kno a little bit of them
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A: i protected every girl i could even if i costed a coupple of cuts on my body and
B: protected my ex gf for even getting attacked by 10 5th graders when i was in first and i got cut up worse than any fight ever dont kno how much my mind wouldent let my get in to pics of that
C:went quiet and became afraid of my self cuz of some things i dident have control of
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A:i hit a girl stoped it and started protecting them
B:keept hitting my self cuz i hit that girl
C: went so much insane that i died in my ex gfs arms and my last words were i love you to her cuz of all the cuts but was revived some how and all the cuts were gone and my hand went through my ex gfs hair wheni was still dead and i said something
one last thing im proud of
D: after jus getting revived some how i saveds a girl from getting hit and even in my weekness i still won and i fell down after and i got back up and walked back to the nurses office i think it was the nurses office thats all i can rember either it was a dream that replaced my memmories or an actual occourence im not sure but i rember it im sorry that i got confused and thats what unlocked my memories but now i kno i love janie and only her just her i only love that sall for now the future hasent been to kind to me in the pastvso i never looked foward in to the future so now i am but im still looking back at my past so im going to try and hope the future is kind to me this time well thats it im sorry if your crying or confused or are feeling any emotion for me jus try not to im rember little by little and thats good enough for me thats it im going to now make a poem for my gf janie i love you janie so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much and so very much more


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