Tuesday, September 5, 2006

I am hope, I am Faith I am your reason to beleive
Am i just another crutch for your tears
am i just standing in the way
do i make sense at all today
is this what it feels like to be free
just another brick in the wall
as you pass by
i can see myself break
i guess ill wait
but dont you realize
ive been here longer then fate
its deep inside of me
as you see the wrong light
i can heal your wounds
if it wasnt for me
hope wouldnt be alive
it would be another fake light
to guide you through the waste of time
so recognize me as the fight in your life
i can keep you alive
and hope and faith will die tonight
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Sunday, August 27, 2006

end of summer
well its been a long crazy and potential deadly summer, i've managed to avoid the call of death yet again but not with out some risks and damages. so without any further ado lets view "VINCENT V's SUMMER HILIGHTS"
#10- getting a job, by far the most responsible thing i did this summer
#9- beating Kingdom Hearts 2 within the course of 2 days
#8- getting asked out on a date by a girl that so makes the top 10
#7- umm... not getting killed by hana
#6- going to shino's party, that so ruled even tho noone else cared i was there
#5- getting my drivers license
#4- running the 705 miles I promised myself i would run at the begining of the summer
#3- totally forgetting to do my english summer homework
#2- this post(ok so i forgot to do ten things)
#1- going golfing with pop cans at my friends welcome back from your summer away in bordomesville party.

Vincent
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Thursday, August 17, 2006

another poem/ how i should start looking at heartbreak
I once knew a girl, in the years of my youth

with eyes like the summer, all beauty and truth

but in the mornig i fled, left a note and it read
"someday you will be loved"

I cannot pretend that i felt any regret,

because each broken heart will eventually mend

and as the blood runs red down the needle and thread

someday you will be loved

you'll be loved you'll be loved like you never have known

and the memories of me, will seem more like bad dreams
just a series of blurs, like i never occured

someday you will be loved

you may feel alone when your falling asleep,

and everytime tears roll down your cheeks

but i know your heart belongs to someone youve yet to meet,

and someday you will be loved

you'll be loved you'll be loved like you never have known

and the memories of me, will seem more like bad dreams

just a series of blurs, like i never occured

someday you will be loved

you'll be loved you'll be loved like you never have known

and the memories of me, will seem more like bad dreams

just a series of blurs, like i never occured

someday you will be loved

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

ughhh... so tired.....
ok just so all of you can know what i'm going thru right now i'm going to attempt to put you in my place. you are a cross country runner and as such you run roughly 18 miles a day. then when you get home you have roughly two hours untill you have to go to work. in that time you have to clean the house make breakfast for you and your sister, clean the house up so it looks decent when you get back from work, and then to top it all off you have to finish reading 5 books for school when it hasnt even started. add to that the trouble your having getting a date and you have me in a nutshell. so as you can guess i'm pretty tired at this time of day, lesse what time is it, oh its only 11:15, i've only been up for less..um...18 hours? i think thats right? ahh well its only my body that cant take this...i'm sure my mind is just fine and un affected by it..(we are now entering my delusions)ohh look, its Cloud, hello Cloud. Whassat? you say that sephiroths been reincarnated as someone i know? nah... no one i know is that evil... unless....oh crap...were all screwed, women dont have weaknesses. yeha umm cloud, any chance you could like save us both the misery? no? well then just knock m eout so i can sleep.
blackness
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Friday, August 4, 2006

woah..long time no post
sorry its been so long, i've been busy trying to discover things about myself that i should already know but dont. let's see what have i found out..um i found out that i can now drive a stick shift..and that i also have a license to do all that fun stuff...umm i have a new nickname i am now Gaara of the sand, you may know my friend its called fist of sand you go die now bye bye. umm other than that there hasnt been any crazy discoveries. uumm.. ok so i will now ask the girls a question and i'm hoping that i'll get more than just one answer. ok so what does it mean when a girl just shows up unexpectedly at your house and your totally not in the mood to do anything but she stays and stays and wont leave even when your giving signs that you dont want her there and then when she leaves practically crying and when you talk to her again she says she just wanted to "renew a friendship" well just so you all know i dont buy it. i'm pretty sure she came over for more than that.
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Monday, July 31, 2006

a little poem for how i feel
Love of mine, someday you will die

But I'll be close behind and I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white

Just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark

But if Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied

And illuminate the NO's on their vacancy signs

If theres no one beside you when your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic School as vicious as Roman rule

I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black

And I held my tounge as she told me, "Son,

Fear is the heart of love," So i never went back

But if Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied

And illuminate the NO's on their vacancy signs

If theres no one beside you when your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me we've seen everything to see

From Bangkok to Calgary and the soles of your shoes

Are all worn down: The time for sleep is now

But its nothing to cry about

'Cause we'll hold each other soon in the blackest of rooms
But if Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied

And illuminate the NO's on their vacancy signs

If theres no one beside you when your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark...
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Saturday, July 22, 2006

3 days in a tent with no soap or deoderant and 4 guys....
ok so i went on this "high adventure camp" recently and i'm going to tell you all one thing. if you ever get love sick or just plain sick of your heart being torn out in my case just go on one of these things i jusat got back and my heart has never felt better.
i wont go into too much detail as it could make a few of you naucious but let me just say that i am soo glad to have male friends instead of just female ones. because all i hear from the girls is oh its your fauls go get back together she's really sorry and what not when the guys you just say whats wrong and they give you a straight up answer that you can actually use.
heres a lil pic i found that i feel describes me just right

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

ouch....excuse this gaping hole where my heart used to be
well obviously i went thru a slightly (by slightly i mean i just had my heart torn out) painfull experience in love. see i've liked this girl since like the 7th grade which was like 3 years ago or something and i've always tried really hard to stand out and have her notice me. but it never worked and i'd always get passed over. so i kind of thought i had gotten over her but two days ago i just had the experince mentioned above.
so i'm at this dance and its a slow song as well as a girls choice so i kinda move off to the side and hang back when the girl that i've liked comes over and asks me to dance. needless to say that i was overjoyed so i said yes and we went and danced. the point of this post and how it leads to me having my heart pulled out is that in that single dance i fell in love all over again. which is not cool because i already know that i'm just going to go on with this foolish dream of being with her only to find out that shes with someone else. i cant handle this kind of pain anymore, i can handle the pain of body but not of heart.
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Sunday, July 9, 2006

   because i am realloy bored
the first blog is simply titled "because i am really bored" as you can guess i am really bored so i decided to make a quiz for all of my friends out there to answer about me and my personality. i will get to putting the answers up at some point in time but you just need to enter a comment about it filled with your answers to the quiz. happy quizing and i hope you find out a few worthless tidbits of info on yours truly.
#1 what is my favorite color? A)Green B)Blood Red C) Maroon
#2 what is my favorite Manga? A)DNAngel B)Fruits Basket C)Naruto
#3 what would i like to do on a rainy day?A)walk out in the rain and get totally drenched. B)Stay inside and scream at anyone who gets close to me. C)stay inside and cook up a firey hot meal for me and my loved ones.
#4 If i were a random floating object what would i be? A)a bomb B)a fancy cuisine dish C)a random floating object with pokey things on it
#5 what do i feel is my perfect element? A)water B)wind C) earth
#6 what is my favorite actor? A)the elvis impersonators B)Adam Sandler C)Jim Buluchi
#7 If i was an Anime character which would i be? A)Dark B)Sauske C)Gaara
#8 Two of the best words to describe me are A)encouraging B)Sadist C)Lonley D)Searching E)Lost
F)Cold G)Caring D)Unique
I am honestly supprised that you have read this far
#9 who do i consider to be closest to me? A) friends B)myself C)family
#10 what game do i consider to be the best made(at the present time?) A)Final Fantasy VII B)Kingdom Hearts II C) Final Fantasy VIII
#11 you read this far because you A)Wanted to find out if you got something when you finished the quiz B) wanted to pity this poor fool C) were genuinly interested
well thats it folks make a comment and just tell everyone what your answers where
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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

wow i just realizied something
now i was going to go and post something totally protesting the US but then i realized that it was the fourth of july and that its an important day in our history for some rerason... ahh well i was just going to inform all of you of my plans that i did on this fabled day.
first i woke up and went running now i know your all thinking "vincent you do this every day, why should today be any different?" well it was different because todayt i ran in the riverton 10K. for those of you who dont know 10 kilometers is appox. 6.1 miles. and the fun thing is i took 8th overall and 2nd in my age group with a time of 41:13. it was soo tiring that i fell asleep while they were handing out the awards. but i got mine and then left.
then after sleeping the entire day i went over to my friends house where we proceeded to light off illegal fireworks. it was fun because the guys right next to us sent one off wrong and it flew into the neighbors house and completley burned off a branch of their tree. it was cool because when we went to look we couldnt find anything left of the fire work so we figure it either exploded into a million peices or that it simply incinerated upon contact with the house.
well that was my 4th of july hope yours is equally amusing.
Ayaa

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