Sunday, July 2, 2006

summer
hey all as you may have noticed this post is dated a lot later than my earlier one. well thats because i do not exactally have any time to post on myO right now. its a busy time in my life what with me doing a job and sleeping and trying to beat all these vid3eo games i have no idea how i got. apart from that life is just same old same old.
for those of you who are observant and read this far you readf that i have a job. yesd my prents finally found motivation for me to get one. if i can get $600 then i can get a motercycle. and not one thats just for fun. this one will be street legal and thus i will be able to zoom around and visit various people whom i have to see. that and it also beats walking everywhere.
umm lets see what else should i tell you about? umm i'm joining a swordfighting class at the end of the month so i wont have to worry about being raped or anything. lol no i wouldnt be raped anyway. umm.. i'm working on some fanart for DNAngel even tho its waaaayy overdue and then theres this thing that i'm working on for an art contest where your sopposed to draw a "creature" and they judge it and the best ones get put up in the library. i'm thinking of drawing red XIII but i'm not sure.
may the path of Angels always becon you and the path of Demons always prepare you
Ayaa
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

since i'm bored like this...
hey all, well as you could guess i was bored for a time an di decided to draw., my friend told me how the heck to do this and i think i finally figured it out. well when i'm bored i do one of three things. err, make that five. the first is i sleep, always good. the next is eat, and then run and play video games, comment on myotaku, and finally draw... lets see i think thats 6 isnt it? ahh well so i was bored and i started drawing and heres what i came up with, oh and just so you know these have been here for a while i just didnt know how to put them on. if you have any criticisms then please put them on as i would love to hear anything.











now that you have read this you must comment or the evil leprechauns will come, steal all your left shoes and nibble holes in all your right socks.

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

fun over the summer
hello all i decided that it was time to comment and tell you how my summer is going. first off since i'm on the cross country team at my school we all have a goal depending on how much we want to A) get better and B)beat every other team in a meet. so i have the goal set for me to run 705 miles over the summer so thats coming along ok i guess. i just ran 10 miles this morning and it totally did its work on me and made me want to puke after i power ran it. umm lets see, my love life has improved for those of you who care. umm what else is new. oh i went to california to visit disney land and i had soo much fun. well all i really did was run around on little rides with my brother but hey its still amazing and fun. and while i was there i got THE WORST SUNBURN EVER!
umm ok yeah have fun and poke things
cheers
Ayaa
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Sunday, June 4, 2006

I appologize
to all of you who decided to visit my site this past week you know all about my rough life. well i am here to appologize to you about all that griping i have done. it wasnt right of me to tell everyone my problems so i appologize for making your day worse because you decided to read into my depressing life so i have resolved to be more happy and what not. ok so happy stuff right? ok... ummmm... hmmm.... my littl ebrother just turned 6 today. it was fun we had this party and then watched his birth so that part was kind of odd but hey whatever works right?
and then yesterday i think i might have gotten over my crush. i wont go into the details but i think I might be alright with what happened.
comment if youu wish
Ayaa
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Friday, June 2, 2006

last days of school
Well here i am. the last days of school, and everyone knows what happens on the last days of school right? well heres a hint. your SUPPOSED to be able to relax, sleep in, not do home work take tests that require you to only sign your name to ace them and then sit in your chair while you have pretty girls hanging on you left and right. okay mayby not the last one but it would be nice. but here at bingham we have a teacher (well ok 2 teachers but the second one is basically just a clone) who gives his students 3 tests in ther last few days. as in the last 3 days we have had 3 tasts that will either destroy or eliminate our grade. thats how it is. and i have him. i've managed to hold onto an A throuout the quarter and now i just know it will be hard to keep a "C" grade. well then theres the whole girl i like thing. i know half of you dont even care so you can stop rite here cuz its only going to get worse. so i have one of my friends thats trying to help me with this girl... thingy. she says that she'll talk to the girl i like and i guess just talk...well she said something about how i shouldnt know whats going to be said. so i'm in a kind of loopy moment. and that is my life.
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Kingdom hearts
yay so i'm really happy about whats happening in my life today for some reason. I found out yeserday that the girl I like likes me so that put me into a good mood. before that i was playing Kingdom Hearts 2 and i got to the part where Riku (he's in Ansems form) gets hit by this weird blast like thing that forces him into his normal form. now i know i'm a guy but i was like gahh drool when riku got his real fase back. it was the coolest thing. i just made another file so all i have to do to see that again is go to load file 99 and i can watch it anytime. oh by the way, Does anyone know where to find Energy Crystals? i need them to make the Ultima Weapon. i could go around collecting all the Orechalcum+'s but i rellyu dont want to. especially one of them is in Areils World(i hate that place) well any way, my friend Arisa-Ou56 made a post that she's going to go to a stomp this halloween. well i'm in that as well. and even tho i'm in it i'm not going as an Organization member. hee hee i'm special so i'm going as Riku. You know how i told you about my straight hair the other day? well thats how i'm getting the part. all i need to do is grow it out. that wont be hard all i have to do is grow it out a couple of inches and it wont be that noticible since my hair looks the same no matter how long it is. but once i straiten it i will have super long hair. the only difference will be noticible is that i will have gray/silver hair. oh and in case any of you were wondering Ou is going as xemnas. now all we need is a Vexen, Luxord, and Lexeus. everyone else is good and we have a Sora. but the question is if we can find three more people... but where? ahh well something to think about at a later day.

so anyway i've rambled about Kingdom hearts enough and its time to tell you about something only semi related to gameing. So Hana thinks i need to go ask this girl who i like out. the problem is i dont have her number and the second thing is, despite how smart and confident i act on the internet and how cocky i act in real life i have no idea how to deal with girls. you can even ask Tohru or Ou if you doubt me.

ok well have fun posting on my random thoughts and problems. so just post away at my life.
Ayaa
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

when i'm bored
ok so here i am sitting here in my computer tech class when i decide its time to update my Otaku life. so here i am to tell you about my week and being bored.
so last friday, i decided to shake up the school a little bit by straightening my har. now i have normally very curly hair and its long. when i decided to straighten it it was down to my shoulders (just barley) and i wore it like that all day long. it was weird, i think it was the first time Mr. Banks ever looked at me like i was crazy, or on second thought, maybe that was the first time he looked at me like i wasnt crazy. but i got some pretty wierd comments about it. from Mr Banks i got
"class we have a new student today, his name is Greengo, he's the Beetle that wasnt allowed to tour the US." so i laugh it up with him. it was kind of fun because i burned him bad later.
the next one came from various boys
"you look soooooo weird", Never do that again", youtr so unrecognizable"'
and finally the ones i got from girls
"OH MY GOSH! Thats Ayaa? He's Hot!" (i'm not lying) "whos that kid?" "i was lusting after him as i walked past him" (please not i didnt hear this last one my good friend told me about it
well that is what happened when i straightened my hair so enjoy
Ayaa
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

the world hates me so i wrote this
The falls

This twisted soul
full of hate
filled with sorrow
and remorse
brought to the edge
by something so clean
brought to the cliff
by something so pure
lies crying out
in pain and remorse
lies sliding down
an endless trial
a twisting trail
of anger and hate
tears into one
with thorns from the grave
the darkness nears
and covers the soul
and yet another
becomes so lost
into the falls
of everlasting torment
one soul falls
and crashes down
into despair


~Crying Angel

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Friday, May 12, 2006

excuse me as i bash my haed against this imaginary wall
as you might have guessed by this title i am only a little mad at myself. heres why:
One of my very very good friends has been going through a hard time with his girl friend. and i want to bash my head against a wall for A)noticing and doing nothing about it and B)thinking that if i had tried something that he would have had an eiser time. lol he'll probably hate me for saying this but i think he's really fragile. like he never gets mad about anything or depressed but this managed to really shake him up and i'm kinda worried for him.

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Sunday, May 7, 2006

sigh......its more complicated than i thought....
ok so earlier i made the comment that i had found the problems in the world. or rather the causes of the problems. I said it was all mens fault. well I'm changing my opinion. no i'm not saying that women cause all of lifes problems but some of them, or rather some moments, can create more havoc in the world than three mens stupidity. Honestly, women are a complete inigma. which is why men are in trouble. women wear masks so that men cant understand them. they do this for some reason that i dont understand. if you know why they do please post and explain for the rest of us. but thats beside the point. Women, while at times they can be the most caring and comforting creatures in the world can in a second change into the most back-biting and ruel creatures. Honestly i think that mans stupidity was a defence created for our sake so we wouldnt develop this gene that every woman seems to have. they go, they say their each others friends, and then as soon as they are out of sight of the others they start dissing them and calling them names. lets just say i have some experiance in that area. so in conclusion. men are not the only problem. it can be women as well.
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