Sunday, October 30, 2005

1 new poem....
hey everyone i've been gone for a long time so thats why i have not been able to post some new stuff well here goes and feel free to make comments.
Darkness 2
Inside of me
The Darkness lurks
and waits for me
to weaken
a time like now
when i am weak
The Darkness rises
And takes ahold
It lifts me up
into the night
This darkness is
strong again
and draws me in
into itself
The darkness takes me
and holds me here
I cannot run
I cannot Flee
This Darkness gathers
And takes a shape
the shape is that
of an Angel
Despite its Angelic form
this Angel is
One with the Darkness
It draws near me
And I accept
my wild darkness
now is tame
and part of me
it hides inside
and calls to me
to set it free
but if I do
it will defeat me
*Fallen Angel
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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

Dark ver 1
hey people got a little side tracked with school and stuff so i didnt have time to post this one till now. and for the few of you who are constantly trying to steal my stuff to get a sneak peak of what is to come you just wait your own dang turn OK! you can read em when the rest of the world can read them. oh and for the few of you who have no idea what this is just refer to the top of my site it should explain it all. feel free to make comments.

Dark 1
(Path of Devil)

Path of Devil
is what I chose
accept the Dark
Crave the Light
I see what I do
but I do not see
For every Soul I steal
holds one spark of light
That I must have
by choosing the darkness
I sacrificed all
to save myself
the Darkness caught me
And swallowed me whole
My heart is nothing but Darkness
With nothing caring
With no way to know
I kill all I see
With no way to stop
A monster I became
all because
When I reached the choice
I shrank away
And took the cowards road
* Fallen Angel
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Saturday, October 1, 2005

   my new poem
actually its been written for a while but anyway heres the newest enstallment for Light and Darkness Path of Angel
Is what I choose
Protect the Light
Flee the Dark
I run away
But I am caught
Held tightly here
No where to flee
What happens now?
I can’t see
Their backs to me
I made the mistake
I should have known
Without my Dark
I am alone
My angel comes from inside me
It concourse me, I cannot stop
My Angelic face that once was
Now is fallen, and made one
With its darker counterpart
The Angel in me seeks for death
For all to die
That are not pure
It pushes me
I can’t hold back
A blinding flash
I lose myself
When I come to
I look around
My Angel won
There is no more
My Angel content
Leaves me for now
He will return
When once again
I lose the Light
* Fallen Angel
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Friday, September 30, 2005

   my poem
well hey every body its my turn to write about my week now. so i'm in school now and its fun but the problem is that i have zero free time to work on things between school and stuff so when i get bored in my math class i write poems i have a series going now alternating between light and dark so heres todays installment. Light&Darkness Fallen Angel
Risen Devil
Which am I? and
Which are you?
Trapped in this Darkness
That is my soul
How am I to decide
Which I am?
Who I am?
With all this Darkness
Closing in
To protect the Light
Leads one down
But to accept the Dark
One must rise
With these two
Choices in my view
I see where they lead
And then I choose...
* Fallen Angel
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Monday, September 19, 2005

hurt my
well i got out of the law suit ok just in case any of you were wondering.... ok i guess none of you were. sigh, my friend told me i have bad tase in video games, and thats really really mean to say to someone like me so i'm takin it pretty hard.. im depressed now i'l get back to this later tomorrow.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

   high school
things have been pretty hectic in my life. first i just got into high school, was almost charged with a crime that i did not commit and had a rumor started about me that i went streaking when Rocky anderson was giving a speach and cameras caught it on tape and it was broadcasted all along the wasatch front (hanna you better not spread this around)well i did not do that luckily i only run around nude when its like 4am and noone can see me and even then i only run shirtless i'm not one of those sickos that run around and do crazy stuff when i run.well i'm rambling so i guess that means its time to go till later Ayaa-chan
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   my adventure in the mountains
ok so i know its been quite some time since you people have heard from me so heres the lil scoop on m ylife and whats going on currently. latley my dad has been feeling a little depressed about how his brother got divorced and how all this horrible stuff has been happening to him so he decided that we (being me and him) would go on a hike with him an dhis boys. i think the point of this was to prove that even when youv'e been divoced you can still be even more miserable. so we go up this mountalin with this fricken huge backpack on our backs (we had to carry everything for my uncle) and we just totally smoke him going up this mountain even with the 35-45 lb back pack on us. so that made him feel really bad. so when we got to the top we stayed there for about 3 days. and during these three days we made sure that my uncle had the most miseable time in his life. so when we left and finally reached home he was the happiest person alive just to be off that dang mountain.
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Friday, August 5, 2005

   the squirrel formally known as "pinky"
ok i know a lot of you are wondering about this title but fear not all will become clear within a matter of minutes. ok so one day i was sitting in my house just playing game cube when my mom yelled at me to go do something active with my time. so obediant to my mothers wishes i went and found a stale loaf of bread(we dont eat it once its hard) and a box. so i go outside and lean the box on a stick with the bread under it and tie string to the stick (you made a lot of these as a kid) and went and hid behind a wall. now eventually a squirrel came and started to try and eat the bread. then i pulled the string and catch the sqirrel in the box(i was so proud of myself)then you know i tipped it so i coud carry it inside. then i went & put a can of pink paint on the box so it wouldn't get out. then something happened so i had to go somewere. about half an hour later i remembered that the squirrel was down in the basement as im goin down the stairs and suddenly i hear this crash and then this bright pink thing comes runnin up the stairs. at first im not sure wat it is but as it passes me i see that its the squirrel i caught and its covered in pink paint. so i turn around just in time to see the squirrelmak this desperate lunge for freedom at out glass door. and just like in a disney cartoon he hits the door and slides down it making that little squeaky sound and leavig this pink smear down the glass. needles to say the squirrel got away but a few months later we found this squirrel that was all scratched up and had these gauges all over its body and had a little bit of pink on the very end of its paw. so with all this information i can only decide that pinky was mauled because all of the male squirrels felt threatened that he would rape them in their sleep so they decided to get him before he got them. so now you know the story of the unfortunate "pinky"
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Tuesday, August 2, 2005

my cousins wedding
hey people sorry my last post was a little weird. one of my friends actually told m ethat it sucked but you know what can you do when you have like zero time and your riding in a car over a bumpy road? well heres all the junk that i did over the weekend. first my family and I drove all the way from south jordan Utah down to Fort Collins colorado for my cousins wedding. let me tell you kids something that was one freaky wedding they had a preacher up there waving his hands around and belting out this stuff about how love never forgets and how love is patient and how you musent ever get caught with another woman and all this other crap.now during this i'm just thinking to myself that if love never forgets then why do i not remember my first girlfriend. but you cant really call that love i guess. i mean i can remember all my favorite video games but not any girls. so anyway back to the wedding. while this preacher is up there we all have candles that have been lit and were swaying them back and forth (wait or was that the rave i went to the other night?)but anyway were waving these candles around and suddenly one of my younger cousins drops his candle. so all of a sudden i feel my leg getting warm and then warmer and then really really hot. so i look down expecting to see some stupid dog peeing on my leg but instead i see a flame that has caught on one of the curtains right by my leg. so i'm standin there facing a moral delema(is that how you spell it) should i shout out and tell everyone that theres a fire on the curtain and ruin this couples wedding as they are saying their vows or should i wait and let the church burn down to ashes? well being the nice guy that i am i decide i'll try to very quietly put out this flame that has started to grow on the curtain so i kinda stomp on it with my foot and wave my hand but all that does is make it bigger so at this point my cousin has finished stating his vows ans now his wife is so i decide that is the perfect moment to shout out "AHHHHHH!! FIRE THERES A FRICKIN FIRE HERE RUN" so what do you think everyone does? they dont do a thing theythink im pullin a prank because ive always been against this wedding.so i'm pushin away tryin to get out of the pew thing while the preacher gives me the dirtiest look you have ever seen. because in all total liklines i just screwed my cousins life up for good and now everyone thinks im just tryin to make it worse so they have the ushers come take me out of the church and even though theyr good church boys and stuff they literally throw me out of the church.which tells me that i probably shoudnt have ruined the preachers daughters wedding. so after like 5 minutes eveyone comes screaming out of the church yelling stuff like "its the end of the world" "Armegedon" "save me jebus" and then the preist comes out and his robe thing is burning a little and his hat thing is off and his reaction to this all is "these two people shoud not be wed God obviously does not wan tthem to be together or its all his fault" as he says this he points a finger at me and is going on and on about how i'm bad and how i'm a demon in human form. yeah i didn't like that to much so i just turn to the guy who dropped his candle and just laid it on him telling every one that he was the one who had dropped the candle that ruined the wedding that got me kicked out that got me to be a demon and all this other crap. so my friends that is how my cousins wedding which was doomed from the very first date was saved by me
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Friday, July 29, 2005

hey kids guess what i am now in the middle of no were typing this on a fricken laptop no internet conection here so i'll have to wait untill i get some were that has a decent conectionoh by the way this is the 28th even though itl be posted as a later date. gah!!! only 1 day of this and i'm already suffering withdrawel sipmtoms from lack of final fantasy! luckily i brought my GBA w/ final fantasy tactics in it so ts not quite that bad ... until the bateries go dead then might have a few problems but untill then let the good times role ooch cnt let marche die that could mean problems well till laters

ayaa-san
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