Saturday, September 9, 2006

   Lonely Giiiiiiirrrl !!!!!

A picture from a short afternoon at the beach.


One of the assignments I have to do is make a class webpage for the class I'm interning in. Sounds like fun to me-- but my teacher wants us to make it using Mozilla Composer. Mozilla the web browser is different than Mozilla Firefox browser btw. Anywayz, that thing pissed me off so much! I hated making the tables because no matter what, I couldn't change the table borders. I kept getting tables with this embossed look. Not only that, but I tried making frames and Mozilla automatically deletes my code off. Like what kind of web-making tool is this supposed to be?!?!

I was tearing my hair out for a few hours, and finally gave up on changing the table borders... until tomorrow... ARGH!



I've had a lot of time to think lately, and I'm finally admitting it. I'm a lonely girl. I think that I've gotten so used to being by myself that I'd convinced myself it's normal or good, and I wouldn't change.

And there were some times when I tried to change, but I couldn't keep up my friendships, and they don't get deep. I always find some reason to stop hanging out with people, or make initiative. I hardly go out; I'm a hermit.

It's sad and funny because many people have told me that I give them the first impression I'm some sort of party animal with lots of friends. I'm NOT.


Getting older, but lacking experience. It's a depressing thought. I want to grow.




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