Wednesday, October 18, 2006

   Student From the Black Lagoon.


I accidentally snapped at my professor right after the tutoring today, because I was so tense. I didn't realize this until I noticed the whole class got quiet and stared at me.

Every time I'm with this kid, it's like my blood pressure sky rockets. Seriously if my life span decreases, it'll be because of this kid.

Fortunately, we got some work done today. Unfortunately, every day seems to end in conflict. Today's conflict was that he wanted to wander off back to his class. When he returned, he decided to take off and not even let his teacher know he's going to another class! She's yelling at him, and I'm trying to stop him from running away. He is so disrespectful.

I think that the only reason why I'm still with him is because I feel sorry for him. Nobody wants him, and it seems like all he does is make people dislike him. He recently got removed to another classs. You know, I don't even know if I should feel sorry for him, if he even deserves for me to feel sorry for him, because I feel like he's doing all this to himself. The teachers try to help him, but he fights them. I ask myself about him: Why do you go out of your way to disrespect your teacher, not cooperate with others? I don't get it. It's not even a matter of disagreement, the matter is that he wants to get what he wants with disregard to others; that's not how the world works.

Now all these tutors are planning a Halloween party, and all I'm thinking is, I am going to be so screwed. It's going to be great with him running around causing havoc.

Damn.

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