Saturday, March 25, 2006

   Dreams and Pain
. . . wow. I just woke up from a 3-hour nap. I had dreamed something aweful, so disturbing that I am . . . quiet. I don't know how to word it. I just don't know . . . numb, maybe? I dreamed that my sister had been ran over and cut in half, and we wasn't sure she would live, until a doctor came and handled the situation. I am so freaked out. I hope that never comes true(some of my dreams come true- don't care if you believe me). And then I woke up to an empty apartment. My dad was gone. I was like . . . omg, it actually happened. And he still hasn't shown up, and there's no note saying where he is or what he's doing, and he hasn't called. I'm tempted to call my sister, but she would think I was overreacting. Am I overreacting? Am I going balistic? HELP ME! :( I want to cry.
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Friday, March 24, 2006

   Comments
NOBODY EVER COMMENTS ON MY BLOG!!! WHAT DO I PUT IT UP FOR THEN? IF YOU WANT ME TO KEEP WRITING, TO KEEP COMING BACK, PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS!!!!! Thanks.
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Crediting
I am sorry but I forgot to credit the people who made my Icons. So I will do it now, so they cannot say I stole them.





xmisfit_graphix .

zacks_clone(livejournal)
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Monday, March 20, 2006

   Ironic Situations
Ok, so I moved to Madison in April, from North Anson. These towns are in two different school systems. And I thought it would suck, because Madison High School and Carrabec (North Anson) are rivalling schools, arch-enemies. But I am pretty damn popular, if I do say so myself. So I join the bowling team. I played for Carrabec last year, and I wanted to play again, plus my boyfriend and most of my friends are on the bowling team. So I go, and join, and we have an away game. I thought it would be cool, because I would get to see my Carrabec friends. Wrong. I get on the bus, joking around, and I say "You know you love me, because I'm so cool!" and my oldest friend, Courtney, says quietly, no you're not, you're just a fat, ugly bitch. And I stop in the middle of the isle, and say, wow, fuck you too courtney, and I go sit down. I have been getting alot of this from Carrabec, because I play for the enemy, I go to the enemy school, I've made friends, I'm dating a Madison kid, and to top it all off, all the Carrabec bowlers are friends of my ex, who I broke up with. So now I'm like, wow, my oldest friend hates me. But guess what? She asks my friend Michelle for my Yahoo ID the other day, and added me to her Yahoo Messenger Friends' List. If that isn't ironic, what is?
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Thursday, March 16, 2006

   XD

You look like this!


You as an anime girl. VERY NICE PIX!!! ^.^ READ MEMO SHORT AND WILL HELP YOU UNDERSTAND THE QUIZ BETTER!!!!!
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   seriousness
My boyfriend called me a bitch, and expected me not to take it serious. He says I need to stop being so serious. He expects me to change, and then blames me for execting him to change, which I have never expected. Why would I? I love him just as he is. It's what he does to himself- stabbing himself- that I want him to stop. And it's not like I didn't give up anything- I had to stop smoking. So what the hell does he wnt from me? Why can't he accept me for who I am? I was raised to be serious. When you have my past, you tend not to be foolish and care-free.

Cry me a river-
Sob me a storm-
Scream in my face
Till I feel no more,
For I'm sick of fighting,
I'm sick of the guilt-
Just thrust in your blade
Till my body meets the hilt.
End me the pain
For I cannot go on . . .
This feeling inside me
Will kill me by dawn . . .
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   St. Patrick's Day
Hee hee, I convinced my pa to allow me to cook Irish food tomorrow for supper. I'm so psyched!!! And I have to go and find some Irish Drinking music at my school library. I hope it's in. If it isn't, I'ma gonna be pissed. And my pa said I could invite Nathan as well!! Definitely psyched.
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Bright Ideas
Hey, I figured it out!! Hee hee, like my curser?
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   St. Patrick's Day
Well, seeing that Friday is St. Paddy's day, I thought I would do my blod in the holiday spirit. I tried to put a weird curser on the site, but it didn't work. I'm sorry people. Or at least, I don't see it. But my computer's curser is this cute little green top hat that bounces around. Hee hee. I love St. Paddy's day. If I was dating my ex still, I'd be over there eating cornbeef roast and cabbage, and listening to Irish drinking songs, because they are half Irish, so they celebrate. But I'm not dating him anymore, and I only have a little Irish in me, so my dad and I aren't celebrating it. Oh well.
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