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Thursday, March 16, 2006


   seriousness
My boyfriend called me a bitch, and expected me not to take it serious. He says I need to stop being so serious. He expects me to change, and then blames me for execting him to change, which I have never expected. Why would I? I love him just as he is. It's what he does to himself- stabbing himself- that I want him to stop. And it's not like I didn't give up anything- I had to stop smoking. So what the hell does he wnt from me? Why can't he accept me for who I am? I was raised to be serious. When you have my past, you tend not to be foolish and care-free.

Cry me a river-
Sob me a storm-
Scream in my face
Till I feel no more,
For I'm sick of fighting,
I'm sick of the guilt-
Just thrust in your blade
Till my body meets the hilt.
End me the pain
For I cannot go on . . .
This feeling inside me
Will kill me by dawn . . .

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