Sunday, April 1, 2007

And it came from the heavens.. *plop*





Time:12:40 PM

Mood: Spiritual/giddy

Music: Mormon tabernacle choir - Joyful, joyful, we adore thee

Quote of the day: No misfortune is so bad that whining about it won't make it worse - Jeffrey R. Holland





Well, I'm sorry you guys.. but yesterday and today is General Conference. So I'm in this lovely, spiritually high state in which everything is wonderful and I love everyone. *dances like a cockatoo* And also in which I am so wonderfully happy that God loves me! *throws confetti* Hehe I love conference. It makes me truly estatic that my mommy made me sit through all those sacrament meetings and primary when I was little. Even though all the other mothers brought fruit snacks and cereal for their little monsters to eat but my mommy would never bring ME anything. She gave me pencils and told me to color. I would have rather eaten fruit snacks. But that is entirely beside the point.

*dances some more* And the garden.. its so beautiful!!! The strawberries are recovering from their little stomped on event (stupid dogs) and my peas!!! They are like so big now :) and my sunflowers are perfect. I love how the leaves are always shaped so perfect, and how each plant is so precise and lovely in its own way. Even if I am only allowed a 12x12 foot section of ground. That's what I get for living in a trailer park *frowns* but someday.. SOMEDAY I will have my big garden back. And when I do, I am devoting at LEAST and acre to my green friends. I miss having rows and rows of corn and beans. I miss eating for dinner what I picked out of the garden that afternoon. I miss walking in the door covered in dirt with bean leaves sticking to me in random places. I miss the big irrigation ditch that was full of snails that I would collect and make my friends and keep them under the couch. And I miss my apricot trees! Why in the world we moved from my heavenly and most lovely home here.. to this desert.. is beyond me. Circumstances required.. but.. I still miss it.

Well next session of conference is in a few minutes so I'll be off. Always remember.. no matter who you are.. that I LOVE YOU!!!


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Saturday, March 31, 2007

Assured mutual destruction




Time: 12:17 am

Mood: garbled-ish

Music: Call it Karma - Silverstein

Quote of the day: A lie can travel halfway around the world while the truth is putting on its shoes. --Mark Twain





Well. I'm really disgruntled and annoyed. I'm sick of people being angry when I have done absolutely nothing to trigger it. It's just not fair sometimes. If someone's gonna get all upset they should at least be able to give you a damn good reason for it. That was said sadly, not angerly.

Learned about people like Rembrandt today in art. To be able to work with light like that would be so.. awe-inspiring. I dunno, just makes me wish I could put all that on paper like these people do. And omg Klimt.. I love his patterns. There is one of his that is this swirling gold-coloured tree.. I loved it.

Well, I've been up since three Friday morning.. which is pretty good since I usually can't keep it up this long without surrenduring to sleep's comforting embrace. Sure, its only been like a day, but still. My poor eyes are screaming at me. Twitching too. Don't you hate it when your eyes twitch all by themselves and you can't stop them? Oh well. They just hurt.



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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

One fish, two fish, red fish, blue fish.
AHH.. So much homework.. I don't know what teachers have in their head when they decide to plague our lives with an extra three hours of work, AFTER the seven hours of school lol. Thats like.. eight hours of sleep.. ten hours of school/schoolwork.. and 6 for every thing else. Which includes food.. getting ready for school, getting ready for bed, myotaku, and in my case, practicing viola! Haha and next year I'm taking drama.. more time taken from me by school..
But oh well. I just don't like being in a rush. I would love to be able to enjoy a good book and a bubble bath. Except the bubble bath is out, even if i did have the time. My tub cracked lol. its only.. thirty years old and made of plastic. Took it long enough gosh lol.

Yup so life is busy.. but.. guess what..???

I, Bird, get my braces off in ONE WEEK!!!
Happy happy happy!
A time for rejoicing!
I can enjoy the life as a swedish fish lover again! *chomps on icky red jello and thinks longingly toward its soon-to-be replacement*

Well.. It's getting late, I need to go get some sleep. It's pitiful you know. I used to consider midnight lateish.. but now..? It's seven lol. School gets me up at an icky three am which is totally evil. Someday I'll move a little closer to my school but until then.. I get to count mile markers and daydream about sleep for two hours a day. Lol well, goodnight!!!
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Friday, March 23, 2007

Today and yesterday, I've been really happy. Just the in-love-with-life-temporarily type of thing. I don't know why. All the stress is still there and then I had a bunch of make-up work from missing school and all.. but I'm still just happy in this radiantly-beaming type of way. I've missed feeling like this lol.


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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

I'm allergic to men. Technically, pollen and anthers ARE men..
Ugh.. allergies.. and ear infections.. and.. sicky sicky sicky..

No school for Bird tomorrow. Oh well. I get to sleep :D:D:D
I really love breaks when they are for one day every now and then, but I sure didn't like Spring Break too well..

Well i went to the doctor and he gave me like 5 prescriptions.. don't you hate it how doctors do that? It's like they just drug you up so you can't feel or complain about what's actually going on lol. Oh well. In the world of doctors.. or the planet they come from.. or somewhere.. their techniques probably work, but certainly not on earth..

Well me and my box of puffs are gonna go get some sleep..
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

So yeah.. I typed this really long post.. pretty much covered everything I wanted to say entirely.. and then instead of pushing "add post" at the bottom.. I pushed it over on the menu bar by accident. And my pretty post disappeared forever.. :'(

Oh well.

So I spent the night at demonsheep's house last night. Sooo much junk food.. but I had lots of fun with the humongous package of gummy bears. I bit their heads off then stuck them to my knees.. so it was like all these headless upside down hehehhe.. I think I successfully disturbed her siblings. I won't even start with the picture of the demon goose.. ohhh boyyy..

And Cyndy and I planted my garden yesterday!!! So cute..

And.. today we made like lizards and sunbathed all day. Everyone has been telling me I'm too pale so I was trying to tan.

Okay.. here's a note about me. I usually never burn. The last time I burned was three years ago when it was 120 outside and i was in the pool for 6 hours. But today.. today I was out there for three hours. About 90 degrees. And I am burnt. It didn't start to show until about 20 minutes ago. AHHHHH! grrr... oh well.. I'll live.. but still. I wanted to tan.
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

one potato, two potato, three potato..
Today I got to sit in a big chair while a lady shot needles through my ears.. it only took the last 10 of my 14 years to convince my mother to let me. I'm happy she finally did :D
It feels like victory somehow..
I won.
I convinced my mom to let me do something entirely against her will, but somehow with her consent..
Ah what a joyous day.


So.. pigtails. I wore my hair in pigtails today. In the morning.. it always seems like a good idea. Then about noon, you twist and play with them and then you think.. do I even look good in pigtails? I'm one of those people that is typically paranoid about their appearance. I've been trying to come out of it a bit, like when I start telling myself that no one really cares how I'm wearing my hair anyways.. but grr. It's always noon that I regret wearing them. I view this topic in knot-hole format. A knot-hole is a knot-hole. Things that are expected to be found in random areas of fences. Some stand out, some are cool shapes, some you try to stick your finger through and you get it stuck. But no matter what.. a knot-hole is a knot-hole, and usually no one really remembers a specific one while walking down the street. Its like the hair thing. No one really will remember or care.

I have to talk things like this over with myself before they make sense. I don't mind the pigtails anymore.

So I'm going to go eat some mint chocolate chip ice cream and then practice. I got tons of new repertoire and I can't wait to get started :)
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Monday, March 12, 2007

That was the funniest thing that's happened all day lol.

I hear our cat - outside cat, not allowed in the house - Fred at our screen door meowing really loud and obnoxiously. I go to the door to shoo him away. I open the door, and he runs right under my legs into the house. He turns the corner and gets as far as the tv before he stopped dead in his tracks. His eyes got bigger than saucers as all 6 of my dogs pause for a moment.. then all we heard was this explosion of barking all at once and they started running at him like the world was coming to an end. The poor cat ran back to the door so fast, but I had shut it.. the dogs were so loud and the cat was perpetually terrified. I opened the door as the dogs were inches from him, and that poor cat shot out of the house faster than grease lightning. It was so hilarious, I guess you would have had to have been there. I don't think I'll have a problem with that cat sneaking in the house again :D
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Sunday, March 11, 2007

Gravity is a myth; Earth sucks.
Nothing better to do really right now. So I'm posting.
I have an entire week out of school. I'm glad only because it means no having to get up at three in the morning. Other than that.. Hmm. I'll come up with something so that I don't die of boredom. I'm reading Othello. Maybe I'll finish it within the next couple days.
Yup, so.. goodnight.
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Leah is leaving for New York tonight. I'm terribly jealous. A week in New York.. she said I could sneak into her suitcase. Then we thought of how funny it would be if she put it on the thing and they scanned it and saw human bones.. ha so we made up the whole little story about her getting arrested and all. If my mommy wouldn't kill me I think I would try it lol. Oh well. I'll just spend my spring break lying around the house and doing nothing.
So I've discovered I love Fall Out Boy. i got their cd a while back and yuppers.. addicted.
*quacks like a duck and waddles around carrying a lighter in beak* pyro-duck!

*large explosion*
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