Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Upon a dragon's wing
More stuff on immigrants and racial tensions. Can't stand it. Had a debate in history, and yes, the little smart quiet girl actually stood up and authoritively produced her opinion and the reaction was stunning. I don't think they knew I could talk lol. I'm just so sick of stupid people. Yes, it's not right that we have tons of illegal immigrants, but getting mad and killing them and yelling at them and causing an uproar isn't exactly the way we should be going about this. Obviously they aren't going anywhere, so why don't we all just try and make the best of this? I know how horrible it can be. I've been beaten up and yelled at and had horrible time's with a lot of mexicans, but I can't let that ruin what I think of them as a whole. Just because some people ruin it, doesn't mean that they are bad people. I've known quite a few really nice people, nicer than a lot of the typical people in our society. I don't know. I'm jsut sick of racist people and people that think that they are better than other people. But as for illegal immigrants, if my family was starving, i sure as heck wouldn't wait a year for a visa to go and try to earn money for my family. Still. Not saying it's right. I don't konw, I'll pry get negative comments for this too, but I just dont' understand. Life is so short. Why do we have to get mad and kill each other to make it shorter?
I don't know.
Well, life is pretty okay, I guess. Standards night tonight, so I better go practice and then I'll have just enough time to get ready to leave..

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

She sat motionless on a rock, the crisp waves widely lapping the base, causing a bit of the spray to turn to foam as it pelted her gently. The gulls were calling overhead, barely audible through the sound of the waves. She looked up at them. Flying with the flock was a silvery black raven, soaring silently. For some reason, it didn't seem odd. She watched as they vanished from sight down the shoreline. Right as they were shrinking almost completely from view, the raven took a wide sweeping curve, and flew back toward her gracefully, the sharp wind not at all affecting his narrow and perfect glide. He grew closer, and she realized the astonishing speed that he must be flying. She soon realized that this wasn't the typical raven. He was massive, and the closer he came, the farther it seemed his wing span spread. Before long, he was sweeping down upon the rock on which she was sitting. He landed with an air of such grace that she almost felt compelled to bow to him. He stood larger than any bird that she had ever laid eyes upon, and he spread his wings once more and bent his head low in such a magnificent bow of authority that she too bowed her head from her already kneeling figure.
She felt a soft feather lift her chin, the silvery essence of it leaving a soothing numbness upon her. Without a word said, she stood before him. She looked at him, and her big brown eyes locked with his large, piercing black eyes. She felt, again, the numbing sensation as he looked deep into her eyes, seeming to penetrate clear through to her innermost core. All was silent, the waves at her feet suddenly felt so far away. Somehow she understood, and she climbed upon his wide back. The tingle fell through her every particle, and she fell into a lucid slumber as the muscular wings beat strongly as they soared across the water.
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Sunday, November 12, 2006

and then i threw the air freshener out the window
Well. So it's six. As soon as Leah gets here, we're leaving for St. George.. we're staying the night there so that we don't have to get up at two in the freaking morning tomorrow. I'm really rather annoyed. Very much so. I'm not exactly sure why, I guess just because todays been kind of stressful. Oh well, that's the way it goes and I should be used to it by now.

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

So yea it was my goal to stay up all night, but after the hike I had today, I'm tired. It was a fun hike though. It was supposed to be for all the freshmen, but only 6 of us showed up.. so it was mostly Kelton, Monica, a couple others and I.. with 5 chaperones.. yeah it was funny. But it was so beautiful. The red rock against the setting sun..yeah it was pretty. On the way down, I was talking to Monica.. we had our moment. When a friend goes from just being a casual friend, to really a friend. When there's enough trust that you first actually confide something personal in the other and they do likewise.. and then after that, even in regular conversation, you begin to feel so much closer to them. So yeah, Monica and I had that moment today.
So anyway, Kelton's dad came along as one of the chaperones.. he nicknamed me seafood and called me that throughout the whole hike.. lol it was great
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Friday, November 10, 2006

I probably wouldn't be so bored if I didn't have so much to do
So. uhuh, exactly, yeah. I think everyone but sweetestkuma hates me. No one seems to want to answer my texts, calls, nothing. So.

She frowned and stirred the hard stick of peppermint in her steaming tea, the peppermint melting and forming an ambrosious aroma that filled the room. She stirred slightly faster, and a few precious drops spilled onto the counter top. She knew she shouldn't. It was only a few small droplets, yet she flicked out her tongue and quickly gathered the spilt tea in her mouth. "I have to have gone insane.." she thought as she ran her mind through all the memories she'd have of being a complete germephobe, yet she brushed them aside and proceeded in sipping her tea.
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Thursday, November 9, 2006

   Yuckiness of icky has abducted it.
I hate high school drama. I thought it was bad in middle school, but omg.. all high school is, is petty and pitiful drama. I'd explain, but you'd probably have a worse headache than I've already got. Now I'm sure Leah's upset with me, and I didn't even do anything.. well I did, bu it wasn't my fault in the least bit. It's okay if she's annoyed with me, I understand, and I'd be quite upset with me too I guess if I were in her situation. What's worse is I feel like it's my fault. I know it wasn't. But I can't help thinking if I hadn't made a stupid mistake she wouldn't be upset. She didn't need it today, of all days. Now I feel horrible again.
UGH. Okay, I just wish tomorrow would come faster so I can actually talk to her. It's horrible to fight through texts. It has to be the yuckiest thing to exist yet. But at the same time I don't want tomorrow to come. I don't want to know if she's really mad at me. I hate this..

So yeah.. there was some funny parts to today. lol okay its right after school and we're all right out front, Patsy hasn't got there to pick us up yet. So Leah, as she always does, goes around hugging everyone. So she gets to Jacob, and gives him a really light hug.. like so light that she barely touches him at all. Then he goes in this snobby voice, "Don't touch me, only people I like are allowed to hug me." Then, after pushing her away, he said, laughing, "sorry I'm just being a little brat today, no offense intended.." so then we all stand there for a second then Jacob looks at me, and before I know it, he's grabbed me around the waist, picked me up and twirled around in a circle and set me back on the ground. I sooo didn't expect it and he startled me so bad I screamed and it was so funny. I felt so odd.. because.. I kinda like Jacob..

IT"S NOT FAIR. They won't let me bring Cyn with me until FREAKING JANUARY! I have to wait until a visitors day. NOT COOL. I want her to come!!! I want her to meet everyone and it is NOT FAIR!
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

So. I'm a little annoyed, but not as much as I could be, so I guess things are good. Monica and I had a lot of fun today.. She is so awesome.. lol it was only today that I noticed that she doesn't have eye brows.. I guess they've been missing for weeks and I didn't even notice until today. lol well they're kicking me off again, so g'bye you all
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Tuesday, November 7, 2006

   I can't find my usb cord for my iPod.. I think I'm gonna cry.. I can't listen to my new cd :'(

Oh yeah, and about yesterday.. okay it will seem really lame now but we had so much fun.. Leah was so hyper and on the way home we were listening to one of her cd's and it was so hilarious. Okay, Patsy had never ever heard rock music before, let alone screamo.. but lol oh my gosh you would have had to see Patsy's face.. hehehe.. we had fun, especially with the songs I actually knew all the words to. lol look what Leah's done.. Before a few months ago I couldn't name one rock band.. rock, punk, whatever you wanna call it. sorry I can't really explain the rest.. you would have had to be there. Leah's just insane, that's al I can say. I don't quite agree with what she's doing to poor Harrison right now, but I guess it really is his fault, he does deserve it.
Oh well.. I smell like pure seduction still from seminary.. long story lol. Everyone smelled like pure seduction by the time Leah got through with us.. she decided she was going to parade around the room spraying it.. to make it smell pretty.. oh boy.
This week is going by so slowly. It's only tuesday. I don't konw what I expect though. Once Friday finally gets here, it will be the weekend, and why in heck would I be looking forward to the weekend? my weekends suck. once The weekend gets here then it will just end up being another week..
I have to be on tv on monday. yucki. Fox 13 decided they were gonna do a spotlight in St George, and lucky us at Tuacahn got chosen to be the highlite thingie.. so the orchestra has to perform.. I'm really not looking forward to it. The last thing I want is to be on tv with ppl looking at me. Well, obviously they won't be looking at me, I'm just a violist, but still. I'm terrified. oh well.. the worst part is to get there on time I have to get up at two! it's like, why even go to sleep? hopefully leah and I will just get to stay at ms graf's house that sunday night. She said it's alright, but its just getting my mom to say yes.
anyhow, i gotta go.. love to all!
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Monday, November 6, 2006

   always yours
I have to post quick because aftrer parst gets back with my ice cream i have to give her the computer.. so yeah.. school is good! sorry i can't pm you demon sheep! so busy i have like twenty seconds before they kick me off... but it was so hilarious! I can't wait to tell you guys, the ones who actually read this though. even you guys pry won't think its funny, but oh boy it was fun. today was interesting. oh yeah gotta go though loves!
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Friday, November 3, 2006

   someone needs to tell everyone that just because I throw their teasing back in there face doesn't mean I'm flirting
She sat quietly chomping on a milky way and staring angerly at the weight scale sitting against the wall. Yes, she would finish the remaining chocolate left in her halloween bag and if that scale dare say one more OUNCE is added she's going to take a hammer to it. Just as a way not to feel guilty for eating it.. it would only be temporary satisfaction.
A couple hours later she grimaced and knew she had to. She climbed on. It wasn't bad. No more than usual. Actually, she'd lost eight pounds and grown two inches since July, so she shouldn't really be worried.. but she is.

Today was... interesting. She feels very odd. She got called a flirt. okay, can't have third person for this paragraph.

I got called a flirt by like everyone and I swear I didn't do anything! I don't even know how to flirt, i hardly ever talk to guys usually! Just because Cody Ham stole my play dough and I had to tackle him to get it back! and Ben stuffed crepe paper down my shirt so I had to wrap like half the roll around his neck.. and I forgot my lunch money and so did colby so we went arm in arm skipping around trying to find someone to buy us lunch.. then he found someone that would pay for his lunch but not mine so pouted for a while then went to find Kelton, who had pity for me and said I could have half his sandwich.. if I would help him with vocab, so I was helping him out and ben came up to me and wouldn't quit staring at me so I told him he needed a haircut just to get him away from me and then Harrison came up and said ooohh birda's flirting.. Leah had already been saying that all day and she thinks its so funny and I don't even mean to! And in math I was all proud of me because I have 112% and then Cody Long, a different cody, was waving his progress report around, and he has 200% just because he just transferred into the class so all the previous assignments are excused but he turned extra credit in, so he had 200% and then he looks at my grade and waves his around while saying in his funny teasing voice, 'Gosh you freak how come you got such a low grade?' and then he just grinned so I threw it right back in his face and teased hime right back and everybody said I was flirting. Then everyone says not to worry that it isn't a bad thing, its jsut funny. but ooohhhh... i think I'm addicted.

oh, 200th visit too. wahoo.
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