Saturday, May 19, 2007

School let out yesterday. Tomorrow is my birthday. Spending time basically with family this weekend. I guess I'm not having a birthday party with friends.
But guess what? I had finals this last week.. and I got one hundred percent on every single one except biology, and i only missed one! I am very proud of me lol.
So, hence begins another long long summer. oh yay.
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

I just don't seem to have a lot of time anymore. School lets out in less than two weeks for me, so I will have more time to do things like post and visit sites then. Just not now with finals and all.
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

The funeral was today. I read the eulogy and played a duet with Sis Vogel.

It's just so hard to lose someone, even if you know that they are happier now. I still forget she's gone. I'll walk back there to get her water and say hello. But her bed is empty. Then I remember.
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

For those of you who don't know my situation.. brief summary. Moved to Mesquite 7 years ago to live with and take care of my Grandma. She's been bedridden for the past 6 years, we've been taking care of her. She passed away this afternoon. I know she's in a better place.. but it still hurts. She's suffered for so long, yet to walk back into her room and have her not there.. its just so empty. I don't even know what to say. It feels so strange. I feel so lost.
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Friday, April 20, 2007

Well..




Time: 5:30

Mood: distainfully idiosyncratic

Music: Barnes & Barnes - Fish heads

Quote of the day: The thing for you is a burial permit. You have only to speak and I will see that you get it. --Mark Twain



It's been a while since I've posted. Sorry. Life is.. hectic. I have homework, practicing, and other stuff to finish still also, but hopefully I'll be on later.



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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

It's funny. Now, instead of Birda or Birdie, when referring to me, most people just say "the bird." It's kind of funny. I'm not sure whether to be offended by being implied as an object or just to laugh. *chuckles*
Yup so I'm feeling better today. When all else fails.. try to go a day where you purposely try not to smile. You won't be able to shake that grin off your face no matter what.

Well I really need to get going, goodnight!
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Monday, April 9, 2007

Clouds without the rain.




Time: 6:26pm

Mood: trying to be happy

Music: Makedamnsure - taking back sunday

Quote of the day: When all else fails, play the viola and you'll have a day you can call good. -Bird's book of knowledge





*sigh*

Still waiting for things to perk up. It's taking longer than expected, but thanks to a good friend or two things are a lot easier to deal with *hugs Leah and Cyndy* Poor Cyndy, doesn't even know she makes me feel better without even having talked with her.

Leah's stepmom came and got us from school today. I had fun, everything is so light and happy when I'm with them. I didn't want to come home.

Well, I'm trying my best to stay happy. Trying not to let everything that's going on bother me so much. It's so hard though.



Wrote this the other night. Hope no one minds if I share.

I sit here alone with the problems
They pick and tear at me
And they aren't even mine
A few more tears soaked up by puffs
Enough for the whole box
No one to talk to
Save it be the one who's heard it all
And is probably too busy to listen
I long to be anyplace but here
Yet here are my feet
Rooted to the ground that won't let me go


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Saturday, April 7, 2007

Or so I thought




Time: 2:00pm

Mood: achy

Music: Walkin' after midnight - Patsy Cline

Quote of the day: In three words, I can sum up everything I've learned about life...It goes on. -- Robert Frost





Well. I figured I'd better post. Haven't been having a very good week. At all. But it will get better I guess. I might go make cookies. Cookies make everything better.


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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Ha you guys are funny. I had my wisdom teeth out over a year ago. Oh my gosh I looked like a mutant chipmonk for weeks. Yucky stuff, glad I never have to do it again.
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

And it came from the heavens.. *plop*





Time: 5:06 pm

Mood: happy

Music: Fall Out Boy - the take over, the breaks over

Quote of the day: Biting your tongue does nothing for the problem.. it just makes your tongue hurt.





Bird got her braces off today!!!!! *dances, sings, gallops and makes lots of happy-noise*
It's gonna take a lot though to get used to this freaky thing they call a retainer. Why do they call it a "retainer" anyway? Sure.. retain means to keep. But this dang thing changes the entire shape of my dang mouth! My poor tongue is squashed way down to the bottom in there.. and I have a freaking fat tongue. My teeth are fat too lol. They look absolutely HUMONGOUS without my braces! Mutant teeth.. and how many teeth are you supposed to have in your mouth? Because I have 24 and both my sister and Leah both have 28.. I'm lacking somewhere. Oh well.



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