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• Made it to state solo and ensemble for viola
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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Snakes.. on an airplane
Ohhhh... oh oh oh oh oh. I need something and I don't know what. Need to do something. Need to eat something.. need to scream maybe? or just sleep? or sing so loudly that it makes the walls resonate? oh wow i hear sirens. I NEEd somehting.. need to accomplish something. Mmm i dunno what to do. I wish I had someone to talk to just to talk about nothing with right now. i never get to talk about nothing anymore. Now, whenever I talk to someone, there's a purpose to it. There's a reason I'm telling them and they're telling me it. I remember one day - lots of days - with Leah. We'd talk and laugh for a long while, and then when there was nothing left to be said, we'd sit in silence. But somehow we knew what the other was saying. Without words. Then one of us would bring up a memory or a bit or piece of life that would just be being manipulated upon for the sake of speaking. Just to hear the others voice. Leah and I used to do it all the time. Now.. we're never alone. The only time I have with her, is in the car and Patsy's there, or at school. And Leah always has zillions of people hanging off of her. I miss Leah. I miss Cyndy. I miss lots of people. But I think now I'm going to work on getting them back again.
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