Sunday, October 23, 2005

   Hey all
Sorry I haven't been to sites lately. My comp won't load anyones site. Even mine! Anywho, homecoming was last night and it totally sucked. Nobody seemed happy but my sister because she had her bf there. My bf was at his cousins wedding reception. FlowerKiss and rachel came over to our house before homecoming to get ready. I'll show you a pic now and another later. My friend Emily, Flowerkiss, and I were sitting underneath the stairs at school and above us there were some guys sitting on the rail with their butts hangin over. So Emily asked for something to throw so I gave her an empty film canaster and we all took turns tying to throw the film at the guys asses. Lol. It was fun. That was probably the highlight of the evening. Nothing really good happened. We danced a little bit but we were only goofing off so it didn't last long. I'm actually excited to go to school tomorrow. I miss everyone already. We had our last football game on friday. Its kinda sad that they're won't be anymore to play at. We always got the third quarter off to go eat and socialize and then we had to come back and then play for the fourth. *I'm in band BTW* anyway I'll put the pic on. FlowerKiss is the one standing, I'm the one in red on my knees, and rachel is the one with black hair in front.

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

   blurp
Good mornin everybody! How'd ya sleep? Any wierd dreams? None for me. *cry* Dane might get kicked out of school because he threw roberts backpack off the second story at school and broke his flute. Hahahaha! My bf says its robert's own fault. Dunno. He asked if I would've still said "yes" to him if he played the flute. Not much goin on here right now. Its to early to be up! Our child deveolpment class is being turned into a pre-school on tuesdays and thursdays. We have to take care of the kids so we're setting up the room today. Well better go. Have great days!!!! Love ya! *passes out on desk*
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

   cleaning
Hey-oh! Today was alright. The cleaning wasn't so good. I had to clean my granparents room from top to bottom to get all the dust to go away and I'm allergic to dust to. My head started to hurt really bad before I got to the second room. Both my grandparents took their turn teasing me about Evan and I had to show them his pic in the yearbook. One thing I liked about cleaning was I got to vaccum a stuffed animal orangitan *sp?*. It has alot of hair. Grandma got me really down though because she just had to tell me that my great-grandma suffered before she died and my mom's cousin Deanna was shot six times in the back of the head by her husband and then Deanna's husband shot himself. Thats a great conversation to have with your fourteen year old granddaughter! *sarcasim* God what the hell was she thinking!? Hope everyone had a better saturday. Love ya
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

   Morning!
Whats the story morning Glory? Nothing much is happeneing here. Its another dreary saturday morning. If it rained it would be perfect. Lol. I have to go work at my grandma's again today. She needs her guest room closet cleaned out and the dust bothers her asthma. If you haven't already read flowerKisses post I have a bf. His name is Evan and hes got red hair. Hes really funny and smart and sweet. My x wanted to ask me to homecoming. Or at least thats what my friend said on the bus. That might be why dane threw his bag of the second floor. Or he could just be pissed. Who knows. Well austa la bye bye. Love ya all!
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

   hey
How is everyone? We have the Pre-SAT tomorrow. Our whole class is split up into different rooms. FlowerKiss has to take hers in the Den *cafateria* and I have portable 805. sucky. I have to go to the doctor to get blood drawn because I've been feeling sick for the past couple of months and getting head aches everyday. Fun *heavy sarcasim* Does anybody know what it feels like when you feel empty? Its a weird feeling. I feel empty tonight for no good reason. Dane called me and emo! God that frickin pisses me off! I don't even dress or talk like an emo! Homecomings Oct. 22nd. Yay! I got nominated for Homecoming court. *scared figiting* eeep. Well hope everyones well. Miss you guys! Love ya lots.
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Sunday, October 9, 2005

   No more poem!!!!!
Yes there is finally no more poem! Actually there is still one more part but its not worth showing. Sorry I haven't been on all weekend. We rented the Longest Yard and Inuyasha 3. We're going to the pumkin patch today! Yay! It just never gets old. My parents are getting ready right now so I'll try to visit as many sites as I can. The clock is ticking! TTFN. Luv ya! *hugs everyone*
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Friday, October 7, 2005

   More of the peom
My Life Part Three
The halls were dark, nothing but black and blue. There were people all about but I didn’t have a clue. My life was too lonely, to dark for such things. All I was aware of while at school was when the bell dinged. This was my life, nothing to do. How would you feel if it were you? I couldn’t stand it, it was too much to bear! I began to lose interest in academics, for some reason I just did not care. I would have given up hope so long ago if not for my few friends, they really have helped me to achieve my ends. Not that such is much let me tell you. My life has very little things in which to do. Always alone, always tears rising. If it weren’t for my deadness to emotion I fear I would be crying. I couldn’t stand it anymore, no more darkness in my life! I can’t handle it, no more fucking strife! It was time to wake up and I need to do that now. For I needed to but how?

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Thursday, October 6, 2005

   My Life Part Two
This is the second out of the four parts of the poem. I think this one is kinda creepy. BTW he actually anounced that he loved me today right infront of Flowerkiss at lunch.
My Life Part Two
I walk the halls, the darkness thick, the tension strict. All I heard was chatter. I knew not where I was going and it truly did not matter. My world consisted of two. Me and you. The two of us were all I saw. It was my law. As I searched the halls I noticed something out of place, my heart now beginning to thump and race. Originally there were two, me and you. Now there was one. Was this some kind of bad pun? This, as sad as it is, was my life. Nothing but blunt happiness, fear, and strife. I had locked out my heart, now knowing that it was not smart. I only saw two, me and you. This was my mistake. Is it one you think you would make? I had lunged forward, taking a dive. The shadows around me to thick to survive. Was this my life? Nothing but strife? Could it be over so soon? Just this afternoon? I gasped for air, and then it was there. The shadows fled as you head over. It was finally true. We were back together. Reunited, just me and you.

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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

   Poem
The guy who asked me out wrote this poem about me and him. I think its creepy. BTW at the bottom is says "Kim" thats my name.

My Life Part One
Darkness surrounds me, everlasting and thick. Rules pile on top of me, continuously strict. This is my life if you can believe it. Nothing but shit. As I gaze around the room I slowly begin to wonder… is there anything that is not a blunder? As I walk in darkness something seemed to be summoning, beckoning me. And deep down in what remained of my heart I knew something was coming, spooky shadows danced all about, but I hardly gave a care. Being around them from day to passing day made it so much easier to bear. These shadows were faceless, shapeless and cold. But they also were ever bold. My breath quickened, my stomach sickened, and I was stricken with fear. This was the time of day where it was near. Suddenly it echoed to life. The bright light, to my delight. Yet sadly it was too hard to act, too hard to be thinking. Around this person I just felt like I was sinking. As it approached I saw a soul smile, the one thing I had not seen in a while. I hooked up my head and said, “Hi Kim.”

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Sunday, October 2, 2005

   Hello Hello!
Its a glorious morning with rain and everything! Oh october is just the best isn't it? My sister is going to have her wedding on halloween, which sounds awesome. I had to sleep on the couch last night. It wasn't so bad, actually it was really nice. Whats everyone up to? Our friend Josh is having his bday party today! Hes our friend rachels older brother and hes turning 16! Wooo Hooo! Mom wants to get the halloween decorations out and we're going to the mall! God today is just going to rock! Well what'cha been up to? Did you guys have a good weekend? Well I'm going to go change out of my pjs. hehe. Well luv ya! *hugs* I hug people alot. hmmmm........
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