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Sunday, August 7, 2005


   Right now
Right now I'm in tears. FlowerKiss and chibidragongal's boy friend just went home. Thats not why I'm in tears though. I've just come to terms that my last boyfriend was using me. I was a rebound girl. I was in love, not like, love. Or what felt damn near close to it. He had just broken up with my friend and a week later he asked me out. I gladly accepted. Then he wanted to break up with me because he claimed I would try to bite his head off every two words he said. But I never raised my voice to him because I was afraid he would leave me. But less than a week after he dumped me he went after that same friend he had left before me. Plus the dog I've known since I was about five died in April and I haven't come to terms with it yet. I still break out crying every once in a while. My parents have been pushing me to take advanced placment classes and to take running start so I can get my master's in nursing faster. I'm being pushed straight from birth *skipping childhood* and into being an adult. I can't even talk to my friends on the phone because I'm cooking, cleaning, working in the yard, or I have to study so I can get straight A's on my next progress report. I might sound like I'm just bitching about a whole lotta nothin but still I want to get this off my chest so maybe I wouldn't feel so depressed and cry so often.
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