Birthday 1990-05-26 Gender
Female Location Minnesota Member Since 2006-06-19 Occupation Dishwasher / High school student Real Name Courtney
Personal
Achievements Made an new account. Anime Fan Since 1996 Favorite Anime Loveless, .hack, Chrono Crusade, Naruto, Yu-gi-oh, etc. Goals None yet Hobbies Anime. Manga. Coffee. Sitting in silence. Drawing. Writing fanfiction. Avoiding reality. Going online. Talents I don't lose my temper too easily. But when I do, I can basically take any nasty comment you have to say about my personality or art and shove it right back up your ass.
I live in a small, hick town located in the middle of nowhere. Where the average age of the people in the town is 65. Yes, I live in Minnesota, the magical land where the word 'soda' transforms into 'pop' XD
I'm 16 and literate. As a Junior in High School, I rarely find time for myself, what with school and a job as a part-time dishwasher and additional kitchen staff member, I do the best I can at trying to make time for a social life.
And by social, I mean 'online' life :3
Since I moved 2 hours away from where I was orginally located for seven years, I've had problems finding people I like in my school. Note, I live in a hick town, where even the slightest hint of oddity is looked down upon. Me, with my dyed hair, piercings of mass numbers, and attitude ; I don't seem to belong. Unlike the city, where I previously lived, and where things were viewed diffently about one's unique-ness and individuality.
I can't say I'm a normal High School student, what with my obsession and infactuation with anime, manga, and video games. The girls around here are into the usual ; cellphones, Zac Efron, girly magazines, pink shit, and such. No one in my town likes my type of hobby. Thus, it is hard and almost impossible to share and exhange knowledge about my passions.
My admiration for yoai doesn't make my life any easier.
I get labeled...quite often. Goth, emo, nerd, geek, suck-up, goodie-two-shoes, poser, whatever. I honestly don't see myself as any of those. I don't care much for labels.
Like I mentioned earlier, yoai is another thing I obsess over. Yuri is alright, though, I prefer boyxboy. I respect people whom like yuri.
Jrock is another big part of my life. People think I'm odd when I tell them I enjoy Japanese rock, they always raise a brow and stare. Unlike the usual awnser of : "Omg!!1!11! I LOvE JuSTIn TImBERligh!" I tend to be open-minded about other cultures and their music. It's hard for my peers to beleive that a much bigger world is beyond the small county we live in.
I mainly use this site to complain. Like a online diary of sorts. I also adore browsing though the fanarts and cosplay sections and leaving comments on artwork and costumes. Of course, I always vote for them.
Well, I hope you learned a bit about me. Though, I could never explain my true self online. Nor, could you truely understand me if you didn't know me in person.
Just as long as you have an idea of what I'm like and what to expect if we become friends...that all I ask x3
Yeah, I was in an emo mood when I drew and colored it.
I went to the denists office and a skin specailist yesterday, and basically, I'm a freak all around.
I guess my wisdom teeth only came in on the top, and only 1 /16 of teens have that happen, so yeah.
And, I went to a skin care specailist because I've had this skin condition on my knuckles for about 6 years, and I've visited countless docters and used every single cream/lotion/medication under the sun to get rid of it, but nothing helps.
Long story short, the whole time they were touching my hands (I've spent 6 years of my life hiding my hands, so I don't like when people touch them) and taking picture of them saying 'Oh my, this is unique' 'I've never seen this before' 'You have an interesting condition' 'blahblah' etc. And they had other docters come in and look at my knuckles. At the end of the visit, there were about 7 other people in there, not including myself and my original docter.
I was so pissed. I mean, why didn't they just tattoo 'freak' on my fuckin' forehead?!
Jesus Christ. I was so pissed off.
Then they took a sample of it, and took a huge chunk of my flesh out my knuckle and stitched it back up. They did it on my pinky, but, they did it on my fuckin' right hand. MY RIGHT HAND! MY WRITING AND DRAWING HAND! I was like 'Damn! Now it hurts when I draw and write, you bastards!' and I have to have the stitches in for two weeks. TWO FUCKING WEEKS!
Yeah, but I sucked it up and drew this picture, cause I felt like it.
Okay, sorry about the ramble. I was beyond pissed off. End of story.