Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Happy birthday to me...

Meh. Today's my b-day, like I said already. I don't feel any older.. I just feel more depressed and shorter than I was. *ponders* I don't think that's a good thing... Oh well. Whatever.

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This is like me talking to myself...but through writing..which isn't much better. I know none of you read this, so I'm still safe and free to type whatever I need to to make myself feel better, and no one knows! Hah! Haki wins.

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Um, yeah...that was retarded. Am I the only one who feels so damn left behind in this world? Makes you wonder why everyone hates me so much... Well I'm sure they really don't.. I guess that's just what I assume all the time. Oh well. They can all just go to Hell, I don't like 'em anyway. *prances* Eheheheh...right.

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I think that's enough crap for now.. I don't want to spill my guts prematurely.
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Friday, July 20, 2007

Why
are there teardrops on my chair...?

Oh yeah.

Because I was crying again.

That's right.

=/

Sorry.

This is just my depressing feeling sorry for myself episode.

And I know no one reads these anyway, so I figure I'm safe to post whatever.

=D

Works well.

Helps me think.

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The end.
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Monday, June 25, 2007

So yeah. I'm bored. Sorry I haven't updated this in a while. Like any of you care.

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Umm... I have no idea what to talk about. This should be very boring and short. Hahah. Oh well.

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Okay, yeah, some weirdos just went by in a car blasting really stupid music... *snort* That was interesting.

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Yay, pretty!

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Okay, that's it. I'm done.
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Since my last two posts were just lyrics, I decided maybe I should take a break from that and do an actual post! =D

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Sooo, not that anyone really reads this, but I'm hope you're all doing well. If not, gomen nasai, I feel bad for you. *nod* As for myself, I'm actually doing pretty well, surprisingly. Yay for new obsessions and new people who are those obsessions! XD

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Hmm, let's see if I can find a smexy Axel picture.. *goes hunting* Hmm... Maybe not that smexy, but certainly kawaii enough for me!



Bow down and be awed by the cuteness.

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Oh joy, I get to (attempt) to finish my speech tonight... Eheheheh, I fail. D= I'm so screwed. Oh well! Speech class can go die! =)

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Okay, I think that's enough junk in this post.. Got all my randomness out; I'm all done.
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Monday, April 23, 2007

See Who I Am - Within Temptation
Is it true what they say,
Are we too blind to find a way?
Fear of the unknown cloud our hearts today.
Come into my world,
See through my eyes.
Try to understand,
Don't want to lose what we have

We've been dreaming
But who can deny,
It's the best way of living
Between the truth and the lies

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,
This is not the end.

Fear is withering the soul
At the point of no return.
We must be the change
We wish to see.
I'll come into your world,
See through your eyes.
I'll try to understand,
Before we lose what we have.

We just can't stop believing
cause we have to try.
We can rise above
Their truth and their lies.

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,
This is not the end.

I hear the silence
Preaching my blame.
Will our strength remain
If their power reigns?

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and
find a way.
The world is in our hands,

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and
find a way.
The world is in our hands,

this is not the end.
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Sunday, April 22, 2007

Over the Hills and Far Away - Nighwish
They came for him one winter's night.
Arrested, he was bound.
They said there'd been a robbery,
his pistol had been found.

They marched him to the station house,
he waited for the dawn.
And as they led him to the dock,
he knew that he'd been wronged.
"You stand accused of robbery,"
he heard the bailiff say.
He knew without an alibi,
tomorrow's light would mourn his freedom.

Over the hills and far away,
for ten long years he'll count the days.
Over the mountains and the seas,
a prisoner's life for him there'll be.

He knew that it would cost him dear,
but yet he dare not say.
Where he had been that fateful night,
a secret it must stay.
He had to fight back tears of rage.
His heartbeat like a drum.
For with the wife of his best friend,
he spent his final night of freedom.

Over the hills and far away,
he swears he will return one day.
Far from the mountains and the seas,
back in her arms is where he'll be.
Over the hills and far away.

Over the hills and, over the hills and,
over the hills and far away.

Each night within his prison cell,
he looks out through the bars.
He reads the letters that she wrote.
One day he'll know the taste of freedom.

Over the hills and far away,
she prays he will return one day.
As sure as the rivers reach the seas,
back in his arms he swears she'll be.

Over the hills and far away,
he swears he will return one day.
far from the mountains and the seas,
back in her arms is where he'll be.

Over the hills and far away,
she prays he will return one day.
As sure as the rivers reach the seas,
back in his arms is where she'll be.

Over the hills,
over the hills and far away.

Over the hills,
over the hills and far away.
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Friday, April 6, 2007

Damn I had a weird night...

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So, I had a dream about this guy in two of my classes, Speech and Japanese, and, well.. Let's just say I'm concerned for his life, heh.

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I can't really remember it all, but majority of it was centraled around a concrete square well/pit. It wasn't very deep, but there wasn't any water in it, just solid concrete, so if you can imagine, that would hurt if you fell.
So, all these kids were messing around the pit and pretending to toss their friends in and stuff, though they were all just joking with each other.
That fuzzled out onto another part of the dream for a while that I can't really remember what it was about. When it came back to that scene the kid from my class was all the way in the pit, only being held up by a few of the kids, in danger of falling.
A moment of humor, and I heard my brother yell, "Woah, now! Don't drop him!"
But Alex (the kid) started slipping and a boy grabbed his collar, but the shirt ripped and he fell. Trust me, the yell of horror was absolutely horrible.
He landed on his feet but died instantly as his legs came up -into- his body, and his eyes turned white.

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And yes, that was my dream. I woke up shaking five minutes before my alarm went off. The weirdest part, though, my unicorn (shut up) was in my bed with me and it's horn was pointed at my face, and for a second I thought it was a hand pointing at me, like I was going to die soon. It was ickyyyyy.

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I have no idea where all that came from, but I'm kind of scared now... =/
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Monday, March 19, 2007

Hmmm.... Haven't updated in a while, but now I am! Bwahahahah. Well, that's all, sorry it's so short, but I have nothing to talk about and just wanted to put a short thing. ^^

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ZOMG!!!!! A.O. was soooooo much fun! *is happy*

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I <3 Axel!
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Oooo, ooo, look what I found! *jumps up and down*



It's SMEXY!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Hah, I'm on a school computer posting on my MyO... That's kinda interesting. Hopefully no one catches me. *glances over shoulder* Evil librarians of doom.

Anyway...

I don't wanna go back downstairs... But it's lunch time... And I guess I should eat. But I don't wanna.... Meh. I'll just sit here until I've had my fill of posting... That'll work.

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I can't get any pretty pictures on here.. Stupid school blocked Photobucket. Damn them. Ah well, that was probably for good reasons, hahahah. ...maybe.

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Since I have nothing else to talk about, I'm just going to finish this up. Hope you're all doing okay! Not that anyone comes to read these, but whatever. Hope you're doing well, anyway.

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Oh, and another thing! I wuv my Somebody!
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