Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   In the words of Dr.Octavious:Love should never be a secret. If you keep something as complicated as love stored up inside, it could make you sick.
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   Today was an ok day, i guess.I realized like in 1st period tht its only TUESDAY.ugh.*sigh*.Hopefully this weekend i cna go see Sahara with a bunch of friends.That'll be another good thing.And i can tan on the weekend as well.....eh.must flee. ja ne!
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Monday, April 11, 2005

   Through My Eyes
by Kimberly
Like tyrants assembled with tears
Trembling like a tomb
And singing like a statue
I am as empty as the ocean.
My blind eyes scream in silence
So this eternal echo will be known.
Given to the foils of time,
And shattered like plate glass-
You freeze within the fire.
Darkness now lives at daylight,
And shadows turn to the ghosts.
With all that shined is hollow
You imagine unconsciously.
And pretending to sleep you realize,
Nothing is what it seems.

....Life just seems to be getting worse and worse...Some us can't take it anymore...We want to fix everything..but we can't...
People put on masks of happiness so tht ppl wont worry abt them, but in the end the ppl tht woeren't paying attention should have....
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   I am so not ready to go to school.Im not ready to face the issues tht instantly come along and slap me in the face....I hope everything goes the way its planned and my work and tests r easy....but u see tht never happens....
I also think im getting sick.I must have caught something from my grandfather....*sigh*
I shalll try and be happy today, hopefully tht'll work...must flee...ja ne!
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

   Im finally back from my long vacation in the country...ugh.When ig et home i thought everything was good,i could my work and go out with ppl, but no.Everything had to go down the fucking hill.Apparently my neighbor saw luis bring my bike back.He wasnt supposed to know the combination to the house.SO now im fucked.I cant do anything with him anymore.
So there goes everything!ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh.
To put things even more out there,while i was over there, my whole family had an arguement,which they blame me for EVERYTHING.dO THEY NOT REALIZE THAT I AM A FUCKING TEENAGER?!!?!?.So now i guerss i should ahve never been born.Then maybe EVERYONE will be happy and can have wht they want.
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

   wht a depressing day..luckily its almost over..i just wanna get over there jump in the springs, and relax.*sigh*.
I think i've changed.I dont laugh as much as i used to.i guess u could say i lead a boring life.
*sigh*O and sokai i am going to the Gainesville area.^ ^;;;...must flee...will miss u all...ja ne!
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   LAst day until i can leave!!!ugh.I dun wanna go but i do.IM going to miss everyone.I just hope certain plans r next week and not this week.^ ^;;;;.mu st flee...ja ne!!!
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

   *sigh*wht a day it has been....Today in first erpiod i couldnt open my locker so i couldnt do my work, so i just sat there drawing alcoholic beverages.Then it opened once before second.thank god.The after second it wouldnt open at all for me so i had to miss half of my class just to try and open it and get the custodian and we stood out there for a long time and then she left to get another guy, mr cook to get me another lock.So then i had to rush to 4th period.- -''''.
The fact tht im leaving thursday doesnt help at all.All it means is tht i have so much more work to do.All the tests in which im supposed to take are r all going to be cramed in on monday.
And whts also weird is tht whenever luis is not here jd and jordan sit either in fornt of me, across from me, or behind me.Its almost like they're watching me.ugh.I hate it.And today they picked on k-chan and i wanted to say somehting to jd but then we would fight and jd would go to luis who in turn would yell at me.- -'''.
BUt i cant wait to leave and go to gainesville, but wht always happens is tht i get lonely and miss everyone.it kills me.*sigh*. welll must flee, ja ne!
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Monday, April 4, 2005

   Went to beach today after school.*sigh*Got some sun yet again.- -'.Today was so freakin long.Like everytime i looked at the clock it hadnt moved, and i almost fell asleep in history.Which i mean come on ppl, 1st period.
The sharks were out today, i wanted them to eat a bird.SOmehitng exciting to happen, gosh.
ugh...h.w,,must flee, ja ne
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   I am so tired.I wish they had given us this day off as well.Tht would have been nice.*sigh*....must flee...ja ne!

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