Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   o My Best Friend?
by Shannbodan
This is for the greatest person
that I have ever known.
Being away from you for so long
I am feeling so alone.
With you I am so happy
you keep my heart content.
But I had to be a volunteer -
so off to England I went.
That is where I found my heart
and how I feel for you.
I try so hard to deny this feeling
and I don't know what to do.
I said that I would never again
let someone take my heart.
And here I'm sitting wanting you
and hate that we're apart.
Everyday you are in my thoughts,
every night you're in my dreams.
I can't believe what's happening,
is this really what it seems?
I know you're only wanting
to be the best of friends,
but I am asking you sincerely
if it's your rule you'll bend.
To take a chance to know me
to let me share it all.
And maybe one day very soon
for me one day you'll fall.
Our friendship we now have
is something that I'd miss
but maybe once we let go
we will find eternal bliss.

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   what another gloomy day.I swear guys have a pms every month too.I hate it.ugh.stupid boys.j.klol*sigh*going to school tomorrow is going to be so pointless, all we're going to do is watch movies.- -'.

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   Today was the first official day i wore my contacts.everyone at school was like "wheres ur glasses" or "u look so different".Ugh.All Day.i swear.Though i was having trouble becuz i got this headache and it like wouldnt let me concentrate.Like every once in a while this pain would shoot up to my head and my head would twitch..It was weird.
I took my bio test today.I.failed.it.theres no question that i did.either that or a low C.- -'*sigh*.
TWO MORE DAYS UNTIL SPRING BREAK.I have nothing to do still..but o well...i'll find something.must do h/w.ja ne!
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Monday, March 21, 2005

   WHT A LONG ASS DAY...i didnt do any of my homework for today so i was rushing to get to class to do it.PLus to top everything off i got a headache.It stayed with me for the whole day.I couldnt even concentrate on my work..well i think im going to go to the library....ja ne!
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Sunday, March 20, 2005

   *sigh*.I felt like shit today and my parents still persisted that we go to the florida mall.- -'.I ended up getting contacts finally.Though when i first put them in i couldn't cuz i was scared so my kept closing, i had to have the nice lady put them in for me.My kept tearing so it looked like i was crying.
Spring break is almost here...i shall spend my time at the beach soaking up the beautiful sun.My tan shall finally be back.^ ^.Only four days of school left....woottt.lol..well must flee....ja ne!
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

   TODAYS IS THE LAST DAY OF WINTER!!!!!AND TOMORROW'S THE FIRST DAY OF SPRING!!TONS AND TONS OF SUNNY WEATHER...my parents dont want me going to the keys though i want to becuz there is NOTHING to do here.NO one is here...parents are at work...*sigh*.So i asked my dad wht im supposed to do and he's like "idk". So i said,"Im not going to reclean every room in this house for a week", and he said "it wouldnt hurt".BUt the thing is that this house is spotless!!!!
*screams**sigh*...
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   HAPPY ST.PATTY'S DAY EVERYONE!!!!i luv this holiday.So much fun and laughter and drinking(j.k)lolanywayzs....i couldnt open my locker today, i dont know why, but alot of other ppl were having trouble as well.
*sigh*...I got incrdibly giggly when i got home dont know y...hmm...TOMORROW'S FRIDAY!!!i can't wait...^ ^..
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
--Buddha
*sigh*
whoever said life is easy is very much mistaken....
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one getting burned.
--Buddha
must flee.....BUddha really knows wht he's talking abt...such a great man...ja ne!
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   Sometimes in life we realize we might have made the wrong decision or may have wanted to go back in time and redo alot of mistakes, but then again, u have to think that maybe we made those decsions for the greater good or maybe it happened for a reason...
I always wonder wht life will be like in about 3 years...will this little missunderstanding be over?Will ppl finally forgive one another?Will everyone have found someone to love?Will ppl have matured past their current state?....will everyone be happy?
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   what an off day i've had.i was silent all day.I dont know why.It was so weird.I had nothing to say i guess.*sigh*.This girl thats on my bus is soo annoying.ughhh.I just wanted to slapp her and say shut the fuck up but i didnt want to start somehting huge.And plus the fact that she has my hat in her locker got me more upet.What an incredibly slow week it has been....
Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?
--Mary Manin Morrissey author
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Sunday, March 13, 2005

   *sigh*Im still here in place.- -'.I had this really odd dream.I wanted to tell someone but i forgot it......well i hope to be home someyime around 5
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