Friday, February 11, 2005

   If only we could turn back time........
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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   I will be positive!Enough of my depression!Its making me weird...Anywhos....what a long ass day....What a long week...I just want it all to end...Me mum is going to teach me how to swing dance.I wish my grandfather was here then he and my grams could like show me...sigh*...saturday is coming here ever so slowly...major changes r happening...*sigh*some r hurting ppl that i luv..some r really hurting me and im sry if i seem to be distant..its just hard for me right now...and i dont know what to do anymore...i dont wanna lose anyone but i guess its for the best....meh...must flee....ja ne!
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Monday, February 7, 2005

My world of light and happiness is crumbling, but a wall of despair and dark blackness builds....
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

   Feeling somewht better...or maybe its the medicine talking...mehh school is tomorrow...not in the mood to deal with it..but the day must come..*sigh*..I am in soo much trouble...I got a D on my interim and I've used that 1100 of the family minutes...I now ahve a warning..what joy...I guess i ahvent been getting the greatest grades..i think it depends on how stressed or ahppy u r...mehh...must rest...Ja ne!
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   meh....Must go to church today..*sigh*even though im like sicker than anything right now.Thank god for medicine!^ ^.I actually could sleep last night whihc is a relief because sonce i've been sick i ahvent been able to rest.blahhhhnessss..After church i ahve to go to the mall to shop for an outfit.Which should be fun.lol.must flee....until then...Ja ne!
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

   meh.I think god hates me.Why must i get sicker everyday?gah...I had the oddest dream last night.Kind of matrixy..someone died, that was close to me but i couldnt see there face.meh.Im home all day.what a bore.NO one is home.PLus its like windy....maybe i'll go to the library...
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Friday, February 4, 2005

   I think im getting sicker and sicker with each passing day.Its not even funny anymore.Stupid sickness...grr...Anywayzs..there is absolutley nothing to do tomorrow.Everyones out with ther firends..*sigh*Maybe i'll visit the library and do my homework there...My dad finally found out how to put songs on my mp3 player.I was so happy..All i ahve to figure out is how to put songs on from cds to the thing..what fun...Today was exciting....i guess.I had 4th lunch today.^ ^.Got to see all my friends.Though they seemed real pissed at luis and i...We didnt do anything wrong...o well...Thank goodness its the weekend!!!!I thought it was like wednesday today during 6th period.I guess it must ahve forgotten.mehh...must lie down....until we meet again!...Ja ne!
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

   Went to Dolphone Choice awards with k-chan today...after school.It was fun.^ ^.It was good to get out of the house.I was kinda hurt when luis didnt stay but owell.I found out later that he was sorry that he left, his dad was mad apparently...I've got the martina mcbride song stuck in my head."this ones for the girls who've ever had a broken heart,wished upon a shooting star.."It stays in ur head forever.The song really hits like everything thats going on.I cant stop singin it.Thank god its friday tomorrow!!!!!^ ^.*cheers*ughhh must finish writing!.Ja ne!
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   Ohiyo!!ughhh.Im home sick today.This darn headache wont seem to go away, and every once and a while i get dizzy.*sigh*I hope ig et better so I can return to schoool tomorrow.I cant afford to miss mr garrs lectures/speeches about biology.Today after i got done watching tv i searched my parents room for anything interesting.In my mothers jewelry box i found this silver cross with an amethyst crystal in it.Its so pretty and i found these pretty dangly earrings.With hope she wont notice that they are gone.She has so much jewelry its not even funny.lol.I had fun walking around in my silky dress with high heels.^ ^.But then i found out my dad was coming so i changed.He came home with bizarros sub.I dont like them very much but i ate it anywayzs.mehh must lay down...Ja ne!
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   *sigh*WOw wednesday already.I must say this week has been moving ever so slowly.Today i felt so over it when i got home.Something mst be wrong because im usually not like this.Or it could be the fact that im gettting sick...hmmm..I found out today that i got a 69 on my bio test.- -;;;.I thought i would ahve at least gotten an 80 or something.HOw depressing.*sigh*what a gloomy day....
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