Thursday, September 6, 2007

I hear bells.
So either Sunday or Wednesday, Izzy and I are going to tell his parents that we're getting married, and that he's moving into the apartment in January. EEEP

Next stop, telling my mom.

Had another bout of serious depression last weekend. I hate going to Austin. I've been writing though, so I'm feeling a little better.
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

good news!!
I'm not pregnant!!! I'm both happy and sad about it though.

Other than that, today were my first classes of the semester. I love them all so far. we'll see how that goes though. Izzy's coming down on Sunday. I'm thinking I want him to sit down with me so we can discuss some wedding details.

later guys!!
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

what a weekend
Sorry I've been gone, guys.

Today was Izzy's birthday. He turned 20.

I went up to Dallas to see him for his birthday this weekend. I was fine on Friday, but as Saturday progressed my back started hurting both worse and in a different spot than usual. After his friends left around 1:00 I talked to Austin for a few minutes and then hid in the bathroom for an hour crying. After that, I tried to lie down on the couch so I could go to sleep. That lasted for all of 5 minutes and then spent three hours crying into Izzy's chest because my back hurt so badly.

After I finally quit crying we talked a bit, and I realized that I might have an ectopic pregnancy. For those of you who haven't taken an anatomy class, or have learned about this, it means that the fetus is growing inside the fallopian tube rather than in the uterus.
It would explain a lot of things, in fact all of them- signs of pregnancy but a negative test, irregular periods, and last night after I looked it up: severe lower back pain.
It was a really emotional night. And I felt so badly about it, because it was supposed to be a happy one. And I just cried and cried and cried. First it was the pain and then it was "I can't have it, if it is what I think it is." He just held me and kept telling me that things would be okay and that he loves me and that he wants to spend his life with me.

Sunday I gave him his card and told him he couldn't open it until I left. When I got home, I had an email that said he loved me and that what i had written in the card had moved him to tears.

Now we just have to convince his parents to let him move in with me and Austin.
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Friday, August 10, 2007

hormones suck
I'm switching birth control pills. Apparently, it was PMS. This is really a bad thing as these pills are supposed to help that, AND I'm not supposed to get my period mid cycle. grrrr I wasn't due for it until next week, and I got it yesterday.
This is ridiculous.


Going to see Izzy this weekend!! YAY!!!
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Thursday, August 9, 2007

this worrying thing is getting old
Let's see what's going on with me....

I'm moody. I don't know why. It shouldn't be the whole monthly visitor thing either- birth control curbs that.

I don't know. I think part of it is that I'm scared about everything. I'm going to school for something I can't do. Just because of the physical requirements. I'm 20 years old, engaged, and our parents don't know yet. convincing his parents of anything is difficult like getting them to let him move in here next semester instead of spending an extra $2000 on a dorm is going to be insane.

I'm off. Later everyone!
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Thursday, July 19, 2007

Hello Everyone!
I'm supposed to be mowing the lawn, but it rained really hard this morning, so everything is still wet. So, while I'm waiting for the grass and ground to dry up a bit, I'm doing laundry. I think I might clean up my brother's room too and get that ready to paint. Yeah painting his room is tomorrow's project.

Oh, I found the dress I want:
this one! I'm either going with red or a really deep teal for the accent color. And Ivory instead of white. *bounces*

K. I'm off to not invoke my mother's wrath for not cutting the grass as she is not here.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

la dee da
I'm kind of bored. I'm just sitting here reading Sandman, and hoping my mom doesn't realize I'm looking at wedding dresses, and thinking about reception stuff. I really wish I was back at my apartment.


I'm so excited!
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Thursday, July 12, 2007

SORRY GUYS
Yeah I haven't updated in a long time, I know.

So things that have been happening... Um, My brother went to the UK for three weeks with a foreign exchange program. He said it was a lot of fun, but hasn't really said much outside of that. My other brothers came back from My dad's today, they're really glad to be home, I guess. My sister had 15 cavities filled yesterday. Guys If you ever have kids, don't let them eat fruit snacks until they're older.

My cousin secretly eloped with this girl that no one in the family gets along with. She told him she was pregnant, and she's not.

What else, my other cousin's girlfriend had a baby today! Everyone say "hi" to Aidan!

And Izzy and I are talking about getting married!!!! I'm way excited and it's not even an official engagement yet. EEEEEEEEEEEEK!!
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Saturday, May 19, 2007

another update
I've been cooking a lot again. It feels theraputic.

Someone broke into my house and stole a tv off the wall. Took the mount and left a whole in the wall.

I don't really care about the TV. It's just the fact that I haven't even gotten to move in completely.
At least no one was hurt.
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Monday, May 14, 2007

I have returned to the internet
Wow, I've been busy.

Went to see Gwen and Lady Sov with my friend Jason last week, that was AWESOME. I ended up buying a shirt. a few days before I saw MC Frontalot with my roommate and one of our friends. I tell you he was -great-.

Let's see, someone hit my windshield and broke it. Badly. And the insurance company wouldn't pay for it. When I got the policy I was told I had a zero deductible. It turned out the be $500. So I ended up paying for the window myself, which sucked.

Now I'm in Austin packing some boxes because my aunt and uncle are coming down, and on their way back to MN, they're going to take some of my stuff so I don't have to move so much this winter.

Yup that's about it.
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