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Monday, January 22, 2007


Grr
Today was quite sucktastic.

Matt and I broke up; he's so depressed and stressed out about family issues that he's not sleeping. He barely acts human anymore. I really wanted to be there for him, but I know I was just another factor for all of his stress.

So we broke up. I told him I knew he had a lot of stress in his life, and I didn't want to add to it, and he said himself that he just simply doesn't have the capacity for a relationship atm so he wanted a break. And that was that. I got the "listen, you're special, and one of my best friends" speech. Then we left the coffee house. When I looked back at him, he was crying.

I've been hurt before, but never felt my heart break like that.

I want this pain to stop. I know it won't for a long time, but I want it to stop.

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