Wednesday, March 3, 2004

Immaturity
Well, when I wrote that last entry, I had to keep minimizing the window... My teacher is scary... He might as well breathe fire...

Do you know what I just realized? I usually start a lot of sentences with well and a comma... That's odd. Sorry, I can't stop the random-ness.

I just read Dagger's most recent entry, and I just wanted to say something because it's been on my mind a lot lately.

Okay, I'm not exactly the most mature person on the earth. I try to be most of the time, because it's just polite. When I have large amounts of pepsi, I can't guarentee anything though.

But the point is, I agree with her because most of the anime fans who are in the same grade as me (eighth or lower) usually don't type with proper grammar, spelling, punctuation and such. I do, because if I don't, I automatically start typing like that by instinct. And anyway, it seems idiotic to type like that... *shrugs* That's just how I feel...

I try to think of myself as more mature than others my age, but I realize it's most likely a lie. Well, not all of the time, but some at the least. You see, I've had to go through so much as a child... Trust me... I think it's made me grow up a little faster than most, because I was forced to become independent when it came to almost everything I did.

Truly, I still have more time to stay a child. I want to enjoy it, but I just find it hard... *shakes head* No time for sob stories about when I was younger...

I know I can have a civilized conversation with someone on the economy and politics because I have. I don't want to go in another room with everyone with everyone younger than me! I don't want to talk about boys... I want to discuss things that I have an opinion about, not just fall asleep on pink carpet and wake up with makeup smeared across my face.

And another thing, I have a friend who's seventeen, and I could have the same conversation with her as I could with one of my twelve year-old friends. It really doesn't matter when it comes to age, just maturity.

But what I truly hate the most is when my family hides things from me. You think they'd know that I'm not deaf! I'm serious, I have my ways of finding out what's going on. I can handle whatever they have to tell me... I've had to deal with so much, nothing has surprised me in a long time... And I doubt something miniscule like what they hide from me will. I just want them to tell me... I'm not asking them to bare their soul, I just want to know what they're talking about behind my back!

*wipes off sweat* So the entire point of this is: Maturity is a state of mind.

Er... Did that actually go with the entire rambling thing?

Sorry if I sounded weird with this entire entry. If you've even read this far, I really appreciate it.

I love you guys!

Nikki-chan
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Science STILL?!
Oops, I'm sorry about the urgent-ness of the last entry... The bell was about to ring *sweatdrops* Now I'm back in the computer lab working on the Powerpoint presentation... Ayayayayayayay... Yet again, I suppose I'll plead...

Can someone please find me something on polar climate zones? Pleaseeeeee? I have ONE WEEK before this needs to be done...

PLUS, I'm making an informational site on climates for large amounts of extra credit...

So, does anyone know of a good free host? (Preferably one without banners... *sweatdrops* I doubt I'll be able to find one though.) As much as I like Geocities, it's got HORRIBLE bandwidth...

Please help meeee!!!!! I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER IF YOU DO!

-Nikki-chan
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Tuesday, March 2, 2004

I'm typing this out REAL quick. I'm on in the computer lab working on a major science project so I'm just checking in. I DESPISE HOMEWORK!

But the point is, if anyone has the time to find me info on the polar climate zone, I WOULD APPRECIATE IT!

PLEASEEE HELP!!!!

-Nikki-chan
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Thursday, February 12, 2004

I'm SOOOOO freakin sick... x.x I really need to get better... I CAN'T BREATHEEEEEE! *gasps for air*

Other than that, I'm happy as heck. We lost our first volleyball game, but I had a blast. It was BY FAR the best game I've ever played. Ms. Brace said that I was on fire and she didn't think I could ever play as good as I did. Coach Bollan said that I was a gamer and played totally awesome.

AHHHH THAT WAS SO FREAKIN COOL! ^______^ I'm number 16!

Oh, and I just got home from a game! We took all three! YAY!!! *dances happily* I didn't play as well, but I'm still sorta sick... x.x Well, really sick. I'm probably not going to school tomorrow... I don't think I'll make it...

I'll give you many reasons why.

I'll die first hour playing my sax and flute...

I'll die second hour because my brain won't work and it'll crap out on the algebra review.

I'll die third hour because the word simile scares me.

I'll die fourth hour because my calculator died.

I'll die fifth hour because it's gym and I can't breathe.

I'll die at lunch because my teeth are sore...

I'll die at SQ because I'll be dead.

I'll die in history because we have a test.

I'll die in science because it... kills me?

And I'll die at volleyball practice because... obvious, ne?

Well, I need to go finish my language arts... If I go to school. x.x I need to go to the doctors... VERY BADLY.

Love ya all! Ja!

Nikki-chan
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Saturday, February 7, 2004

YAYYYYYYYY! I just got back from a major band thing called the Solo and Ensemble Festival! I was in a group with two other girls (Flute trio in other words) and we got a one! (The best you can get!)

I'm so happy!!!! I got my medal on my shirt... ^_^ Well, I need to go work on some other stuff.

By the way, I hope you all like the new background. ^_^

Waterflash ^_~
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Wednesday, February 4, 2004

Well, I'm just at school on the computer in the library... My friend Olivia dragged me off here...

LMAO, THE FUNNIEST THING HAPPENED!!! I was fighting with Devyn (who didn't want me to go to the library) and she snatched the pass and I fell back onto Kaitlyn (I was sitting on her lap!) and then the asst. principal comes by and asks what we're doing. I shoulda probably said, "GIVE ME SOME TIME ALONE WITH MY GIRLFRIEND!" That woulda got him...

Sorry I haven't put anything in here for awhile. I don't have any homework tonight so far, which is pretty good considering we have none in algebra so I'll fix this up soon enough.

Ah! Bell rang! I gotta get outta here!

Ja minna!

(And by the way, if you signed my guestbook or added me as a friend, I'll check out your site tonight. Sorry it's taking me so long!!)
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Monday, January 19, 2004

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I haven't touched this thing in so freakin long! O.O I'll have to work on it later, I'm sorta having difficulties with other things right now.

Waterflash ^_~
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Friday, November 21, 2003

School again!
I find myself in that place called HELL (AKA school) It's only a matter of time before my brain fries.

I don't even know why I'm in the computer lab! I'm not doing anything! I'm in Cont. Living and I'm doing algebra homework. THAT'S SOOOOOOO GAY!

We had this reality check thingy today... It was soooooo funny! As it turns out, I was widowed (I killed my husband because he was having an affair. *cough* Yarou) I have no kids (Hahahaha still a virgin! Lol!) And I'm in debt because I cause I had to pay for a relatives funeral! (I thought I killed them all...)

WAAAAAA I GOT A NEW NAME! My friend Olivia gave me the name Fork Spoon Llama. And guess what? To them, Fork Spoon Llama is a slut! AHHHHHH SHE JUST SCREAMED OUT, "SHE'S A HOOKER!" I'm gonna go after her and stab her with scissors... I'm psycho! Muahahahahaha!

There's a dance today! I'm only going so that I can get away from my baby cousin. He NEVER stops crying. Even though I'm not in the best mood to dance... (Yes that time of the month again) I better go before my PMSing gets dangerous.

Love ya all if anyone is even reading this!

Waterflash ^_~
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Wednesday, November 19, 2003

Dead...
I am not, as most of you may have thought, dead. I haven't posted here lately because school's being a pain in the ass. I'm at school right now actually.

Well I'm just saying that I'm not dead.

AND

I finished watching all 95 episodes of Rurouni Kenshin in 2 weeks! ^_^ So happy!

Have any of you heard Natsu no E? It's such a good song! I have to go. 6th hour's about to start! I'll try and post something later at home when I have more time!

Love ya!

Waterflash ^_~
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Sunday, November 9, 2003

Reflection...
Memories seem so distant...

“If only, if only...” They cry.

“If only, if only” I cry

I am in a trance.

Watching the shadows dance.

Break it.

Break me.

I am my trance.

I am my ecstasy.

I want you.

I want me.

My reflection shall show you.

Show me.

You want to see.

You want to see me.

I want to see.

I want to see me.

I hate you.

I hate me.

I don’t want you to touch me.

I don’t want to be me.



WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME TODAY?! o_O
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