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Life is Such A Bother...why do I even try? *sigh* My life just doesn't have a happy ending...
To be completely honest with you,
It hurts to even breathe.
Everytime I glance into the mirror,
I fall apart and my defences crumble into tears.
The truth is I'm not okay,
I never was 'okay' to begin with,
I'm beyond broken so don't try to fix me,
Many tried,
All failed,
I've sunk past the point of renewal.
The more pain I'm submerged in,
The bigger my smile becomes.
The happy little girl that I was supposed to be,
Well...
She was never real.
Once upon a time always ends in tragedy.
Happily ever afters are nothing but myths.
Don't fret,
I'm not asking for any of your pity,
It's not your sympathy that I want.
I'm not going to cry... anymore.
I promise I'm never going to shed another tear,
Not that you'd care in the first place,
But maybe someday,
You'll realize and accept that this was all your fault,
You destroyed me, I linger,
This mess was your creation.



Friday, December 22, 2006


Roses are Red...
The white rose is stained red
with her young blood. A soft heart
died in the flood. Her mother cut her
daughters wrist and let the blood sain
the rose..forever more could she see her
daughters tears, her laugh, her cry, her love
of life..The mother took another white rose and stained it red again...her daughter was her life...her daughter was dead.

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Thursday, December 21, 2006


Hola all! =^.^=
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006


   Love Poem #1
My Life:

My heart aches with greif
My eyes still water
Lips that quiver
Sobs that can’t be controlled
Blood falls like the rain
Yells back and forth
You say “I love you”
I give you “bullshit”
You get off
I cry all night
Next day it starts
All over
Yelling
Cussing
I’m tired of it all
Lets just start over…
As friends
Friends with beni’s
Boyfriend
Girlfriend
Lover?
I still love you
Dane McKinley
Do You Still Love Me?

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A poem to DANE MCKINLEY
To be completely honest with you,
It hurts to even breathe.
Everytime I glance into the mirror,
I fall apart and my defences crumble into tears.
The truth is I'm not okay,
I never was 'okay' to begin with,
I'm beyond broken so don't try to fix me,
Many tried,
All failed,
I've sunk past the point of renewal.
The more pain I'm submerged in,
The bigger my smile becomes.
The happy little girl that I was supposed to be,
Well...
She was never real.
Once upon a time always ends in tragedy.
Happily ever afters are nothing but myths.
Don't fret,
I'm not asking for any of your pity,
It's not your sympathy that I want.
I'm not going to cry... anymore.
I promise I'm never going to shed another tear,
Not that you'd care in the first place,
But maybe someday,
You'll realize and accept that this was all your fault,
You destroyed me, I linger,
This mess was your creation.

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