Sunday, October 22, 2006

I guess i just got to get over it
He chose her.... *sits in dark coner crying*
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i'm alive
......read title....I can't bring myself to do it..........
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Saturday, October 21, 2006

I.WANT.TO.DIE.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOD DANG IT!!!!WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MEN?! THEY MAKE ME SO CONFUSED!!!!! I JUST TOLD MY ON/OFF BOYFRIEND TO FUCK OFF! GOD I'M SO STUPID! NOW I'M SERIOUS....I MIGHT JUST GO AND KILL MYSELF!
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Friday, October 20, 2006

Well I'm avlive.......so yea...no one cares
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Thursday, October 19, 2006

Men.
Gawd! SO ANNOYING! I GIVE UP! ONE MINUTE I LOVE YOUQWER Then it's her... GOD! That was the final straw! I don't care anymore. If I never update again. it's because i'm dead.
GOODBYE--
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?


This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go


Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late


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   I have learnt
I GIVE UP ON MEN! IT SEEMS I AWALYS GET MY FUCKEN HEART BROKE ON THAT SUBJECT! WELL ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I FROM HERE ON OUT GIVE UP ON MEN!
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

   MEN?!
So naturally annoying....so hurtful...I don't know why I don't learn...My boyfriends have broke my heart......now if i get another guy when he says "I hope i didn't break your heart..." I'll reply My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with..."
OMG, Some men just erk me so much......>< you know who you are...
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Monday, October 9, 2006

   ...
Shoot me...it's over...he broke up with me....*sigh*
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Sunday, September 17, 2006

   My BoyToy j/k It's my b/f

	*Helena plays in backround* I am so happy right now...I was reading through my YIM acrchs and found when my b/f said "Will you go out with me....again" I love him so much...He treats me like a angel....I'm the luckiest girl in the world. font>

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