Wednesday, August 30, 2006

   I fucked up this tume

*sad music in backround* I fucked up this time....badly....I love him so much....and he found out about my susidial ex....and all the stuff i had about my ex on my gaia page.....god i just want to cut so badly.....life sucks for me.....I can't take another suside on my life....b/c They might call wolf....but what happens when they do say it and do it....*sighs tears falling* So i can't tell my ex "I'm breaking up with you" because he'll go kill himself....and now onto my b/f right now....like i said he found out about my ex and now i'm 99.999% sure that he's mad at me.....I don't know what to do....I love my b/f with all my heart (crying as i write) I really do but what can i do when i fucked up this time....ask him to forgive me? I'm not worth it.....I'm the worst girlfriend ever....that anyguy could have......I desised....I'm giving up on love..>

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Friday, August 25, 2006

A trader of a friend

Damn her.....my "friend" is a bitch.....a full mangy female mutt! She was dating my friends friend who is my oni-chan(online) and she broke up with him...he came crying to me and was real upset. So i imed her on yahoo saying "I can not belive you broke sean's heart." Uhhh it's just a saying she needs to get over it and get a damn hobby! I love my brother dearly and can't see him upset like that! But NO she has to be bitchy to me and treat my like a fucken peice of trash! I wish someone would teach her that she needs to lay off and get a life. She told me Ashley thats it the final straw.......don't talk to me anymore...I was like O.o OOOOOOOOOkkkkk......damn her.......

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

My B/F, Dog, and whatever i have in there....

	Life is Good. Life is good for me...I'm back with my old b/f and well i'm so happy! ^-^ I can't stop smiling over himm everytime i talk to him it's like *lovey music in backround*. Well You know! My Dog Sasuke...He's a Dobermen/shep, and he's about 9 months...he's soooo cute I just want to eat him up!*giggles* Well thats all today! WatermelonSlush's Daily Pic #2

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