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Monday, April 26, 2004

   depressed day of April 26 2004
Last night i had a fight with my ex-bf,then i dreamt this horribly vivid dream of him committing suicide,besides that an older person i once like ssaid alas but 8th grade and 6th shouldn't mix, i was really sad and now(even though it's a long way later) he asked my best friend out and i think is even beginning to love her. i know that's great but it doesn't do much for my self-esteem. Now i'm confused. When ur with sumone ur supose to feel that certain connection, that certain feeling of security, the feeling of happiness and that no matter how bad things get it doesn't matter because you're with that person and somehow just berring with them will make everything ok. I can't seem to feel that with anyone and i haven't for a long time now. After all my mistakes and all the horrible things i do i have no comfort which caused my addiction. After my best friend found out i had to stop and now i am left with nothing once again.
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