Friday, July 18, 2008

Subject: Last of the Last
Earworms: Tokio Hotel- “Spring Nicht”
Current Mood:

‘Ello. Guess I’m losing my touch. As you can see, the site is in a wreck, I’m trying to figure out how to get new stuff and it’s being a pain in the ass… Stupid writing under avatar… *Glare*

Well, welcome back to any of those who visit, welcome to any newbies. As you can tell, I changed my site again. Theme is “Tokio Hotel” my new love. They are out of Germany, most of their songs are in German, but they have made English versions of their songs. They have their own “channel” on youtube, which is good for some laughs. The number of girly girls and emos who talk about the “meaning of the songs to them” is hysterical in the first few episodes. I’m not becoming super creeper bout them, but I like/love Bill and Tom Kaulitz (lead vocals and guitar). Gotta love anime hair (Bill) and dreads (Tom).

I’m still in love with German (still trying to learn which is becoming years), and I’m working on Chinese (wooo), and dropped French when school ended (yay!). I was getting super tired of French, too many tenses for me, but I’m working on German, so tenses again!

I’m pretty much not on here, at all. I found of LS has left and I wanted to cry, I felt bad because he was one of my favorite friends on here and I have not had time in the past year to visit. Not to mention the number of people who have deleted me off their lists- doesn’t bother me, I had too many friends to begin with.

I’m still writing, it’s taking forever. I have more ideas, which are now peaking at over 20 ideas with bits and pieces written out. I can’t just sit down and type I have no time and I’m on scheduled workouts for preseason.

Time for me to head off. I will probably not be on for another year. I’ll leave you with lyrics.

Tokio Hotel
“Don’t Jump”

On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump

You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel it no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump

I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long

Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
I'll jump for you


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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Subject: Listen to each drop of rain, whispering secrets in vain…
Earworms: Sarah Brightman- “Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again”
Current Mood:

So I haven’t been on in quite a while. I apologize. I have been hoping on and visiting to see whose been updating and commenting a little along the way. I really have had nothing to talk about. More or less I have only a couple people on here I truly keep in contact with because we have “known” each other for quite a while.

Happy New Year to all. I hope everyone had a nice break and holiday season.

I got my conditional letter of acceptance… woo! I’m committed to go to ASU. That’s right the Michigan Killers! (That’s right, we had a 3peat this year for Championships!)

I’m doing an independent German study, while still working on my French in school. In college I’m planning on taking Mandarin or Japanese, along with an independent course study for either at home. It’s been interesting and it’s going to get interesting as I go along. I love languages!

I found a really… weird musical in my time away called “Tanz der Vampire” (German for “Dance of the Vampire”) This

is the English Version of Carpe Noctem, one of the best songs of the performance. It was once introduced and produced on Broadway across the pond and it was a flop because of how Americanized and humorized it became. I personally like the German, but I am doing German language lessons. (The German version has some awesome choreography, by the by.)

I’m still writing. I’ve done over 100 pages and currently have the book sectioned into several different parts. I’m pleased to say it is coming along well. I’m hoping to finish up more of it then see about publishing. I also have other books I’m working on, but my focus has been solely on my one writing. Sadly I’m not going to post anything now, not until I have anything slightly heading to stone.

I had the opportunity to play against the Indoor National team members again. It was fun, a little intense but hey we placed 4th out of an adult league and 2nd in our pool. Some of the girls on my team were asked where I was going to next by one of the coaches and a USFH coordinator. They said ASU, and she told them, “No, I mean National.” So hey, I got people looking just what I’ve wanted. Coming from the middle of no where and finally getting recognition is just what I wanted!

Well, I don’t have anything else to write about.

Ayez une nouvelle année heureuse.
Haben Sie ein glückliches neues Jahr.
Abbia un nuovo anno felice.
Tenga una Feliz Año Nuevo.
Heb een gelukkig nieuw jaar.
Have a Happy New Year.

Sarah Brightman
“Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again”

You were once my one companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend and father
Then my world was shattered

Wishing you were somehow here again

Wishing you were somehow near

Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed

Somehow you would be here

Wishing I could hear your voice again

Knowing that I never would

Dreaming of you won't help me to do

All that you dreamed I could

Passing bells and sculpted angels

Cold and monumental

Seem for you the wrong companions

You were warm and gentle

Too many years fighting back tears

Why can't the past just die?
Wishing you were somehow here again

Knowing we must say goodbye


Try to forgive, teach me to live

Give me the strength to try
No more memories, no more silent tears

No more gazing across the wasted years


Help me say goodbye

Help me say goodbye

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

Subject: Smile for tomorrow is a new day.
Earworms: Paramore- We Are Broken
Current Mood:

‘Allo mes amis. Long long time, not on. My apologies. I rarely have people visit anyway. So no big, just me rambling as usual.

I mentioned prom in my last post, so I guess I’ll do a run through. It was alright- a little shaky if anything. Seeing as it was my first dance since Homecoming and Halloween. It just didn’t feel right at times. I did end up having some fun, and went home. I know- party pooper here didn’t go to any after parties. I’m getting a little anti social.

We had a SADD sponsored Battle of the Bands, which ended up being a Pillow Fight of the Bands. Not knocking it, but I really don’t like screamo Christian rock. I don’t feel like rocking out to it, plus I don’t understand the language of “GrowlScreamGrowl”. If you like it Kudos to you for even understanding it, I just don’t. There were I think 2 groups that didn’t do Christian rock and 1 was acoustic. And I missed both of them. >< So a bunch of my friends and I played instruments in the hallway and ran to the band room to play music. We did “Wipe out”, White Stripes, “Crazy Train”, “Iron Man”- you know kick ass not pansy ass stuff!

I went to more tournaments for hockey and I ended up I went up to the Big Apple for the Outdoor Memorial Day tournament and I went down to VA Beach for the Nation Futures Championship which was awesome. I had girls on my team from 8 states and we came in 13th place… out of 16, but it was pretty good for only 1 hour of practice the 1st day! So I can’t complain. And I met the Nat. Goalkeeper for the US- Amy Tran! I got my picture taken with her and she signed my shirt, so I was really freakin’ excited. I was also contacted by 2 colleges when I got home- Dartmouth (my one friend is freaking out and wants me to go there no matter what) and Northeastern. I also got stuff from Bucknell as well. So I’m excited and can’t wait to visit more colleges- for example- I visited UNC and soon Dartmouth and Northeastern. Long trips but I think it will be worth it. (Not to mention UNC is the alma mater of Amy Tran! I’m a little Idol-enviezed… Did I mention she has dreads? And has a pierced wrist? And she’s only 2 inches taller than me? She’s freakin’ awesome!!! Sorry… can’t contain myself.)

Oh, I was also picked to attend the National Festival Tournament in Palm Springs! O ya! I get to have turkey in the desert!! Haha… sure as hell beats the snow! So I’m excited about that!

I’m still writing. I think I’m going to do a post of one of my writings to see what people think. Or I’ll have a few people who I think could give me feedback. I prefer being personal rather than just “Here’s my post, read.” I like to ask not just, “Ah, I decided to post a whole bunch of my shitty writing in hopes that people will like it. So here you go!” I’m a little more orderly than that. Not to mention I would probably be kicked off for some of the stuff I write. It’s not like crazy erotica stuff, but lots of language and just more adult writing styles than I would want younger people to read. I try not to corrupt people as much as possible, despite the fact that it happens often enough with me.

I need a new design, this theme is kind of making me mad. It’s fun and I like Devil May Cry, but I need… something new. I don’t know. It’s not like I have anytime any more. I can’t just sit down for a day and make a new theme. Oh well. What the hell, I don’t care anymore. I’ll try to find something… Anywho. Till the next time. I leave you with new Paramore.

Paramore
“We Are Broken”

I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong

My mouth is dry
With words I cannot verbalise
Tell me why
We live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me, yeh

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again
Cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors
Cause I'd like to capture this voice
It came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice

And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again
Cause we just wanna be whole

(Ahh...Ahh...)
Tower over me... (Ahh...)
Tower over me...

And I'll take the truth at any cost

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again
Cause we just wanna be whole....

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