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Saturday, April 8, 2006


   So Confused...
Well, I acquired a boyfriend at said dance... Those of you reading this are probably thinking, yay, maybe now she'll shut the hell up about her solitude. Well, hate to rain on your parade... but I'm not happy. It's sad cause he's amazingly polite and gentlemanly, which is something I rather like, but something's missing... I think I may have upset him when after a slow dance he tried to kiss me. I don't know what it was but something inside wouldn't let him. It was almost as if someone else reached out and turned my face away from his. I then had my friends all telling me, go ahead and kiss him. But how can I kiss him, when the one person I really do care about is right there next to me, perfectly content with someone else. I'm just torturing myself by trying to be happy... trying to date someone isn't a good idea for me... I really should end it quickly. But Kat suggested I try it for at least a week. And Kat's advice is always trustworthy. So I'll give it a shot... I hope this isn't a mistake.



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