Wednesday, June 14, 2006

does no one care about how i almost died???
DOES NO ONE CARE AT ALL??????
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Thursday, June 8, 2006

   today was the last day of school and i almost drowned twice because we were at the wreck center and i cant swim!!!
welll the first time i went into the deep end (i cant swim) because jenny was dying to go over there, Sami had my left wrist and jenny had my right. Sami let go to go over the edge and Jenny was left with me. I was so far over the deep end i couldnt feel the bottom... i paddled adn stayed above water and jenny yelled "your swimming!" and let go, rushing to the edge. i went under, of course and tried to swim to the top but couldnt. after a minute of hearing sami scream "get katie, get katie!" Jenny picked me up by my shoulders and carried me to the edge. The second time Sami wanted to teach me how to swim so brought me over there, letting me hold on to the edges. BUT alexis came and dragged me into the middle, even tho i was getting ready to crie and i was screaming "no" because i kewn something was about to happen. Sami grabbed my left hand and tried pulling me back, but alexis pulled harder and Sami was forced to let go. alexis wanted to be a dumbass and let go, too and just walked (swam) away like an idiot. i went under but by natural instinct i grabbed something to carry me over, it happened to be Sami. i had her shoulders and i swallowed atleast 5 cups of water at the same time as Sami was going under because of me, grabbing peoples hair to stay up. one time when my mouth was a bit over into air i screamed "please help, we're drowning!" and the lifegaurd stould there like an idiot. well, i guess Justin jumped in and grabbed sami, and brought her to shore leaving me because he didnt see me because i was past out at the bottom. sami told me she screamed my name as she was being carried away and jumped back in and got me... pulling me to the edge i was once at. I was freaking out and i wasnt going to make it just by holding the edge so i picked myself up onto land and nearly fell over and opened my mouth, letting more than a puddle of water out of my mouth while that dumbass lifegaurd yelled at me for getting over there. i looked over and saw sami crying so i swam to the other side and i saw her across and out of no where i began to crie so hard i couldnt tell water from tears. Sami swam over and grabbed my wrist and said, "katie are you okay?" i screamed, "no!" "its going to be okay" sami tried to calm me. "No its not! i almost killed my best friend!" i screamed as a herd of people surrounded me. "What kind of a friend am i?" sami cried harder like i was, "its not your fault!" she said over and over. my friends began gaving me hugs to calm me down. once i was calmed down, Sami and i grabbed our towls and went into the girls locker room. i saw a trashcan, opened my mouth and more water spit out. i was sitting there, choking, and spittinf water from inside my body. Sami and i talked it over afterwords and she told me to saty with her, dont get out of her site once or she'd go crazy... sure enough i went away once with lydia and she was almost crying she was so scared. A while l8r we told the teachers about it, then we went and told the life gaurd we were drowning, why didnt u save us? he said he thought we were faking it. didnt you see me spit water? didnt you see me go under the water over a minute without air?? didnt you see everyone crying??? how bout justin saving us and u didnt???? And yet, i told my sister and her bf and they think it is funny and my mom is calling me stupid. its like "dont you care i almost died twice? your lucky im still alive! what would u do if i did die? still laugh and call me stupid? Who the hell would call their own daughter stupid????"
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

   i am sorry if i didn't sign your gb and u signed mine
it isn't my fault!! qw moved and the computer wasnt hooked up for about a month and i lost track with who was the last person that signed my gb. i tried to sign all that signed kine whilei was away.. but i may had of missed some. if you are one of those people i missed, please, PLEASE tell me because i will feel like shit if i dont!!
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Friday, May 19, 2006

   WELL..... you dont gatta read it if u dont wanna, it quite long and it happend yesterday.... sorry 'bout spelling mistakes, im in a hurry
i went to the councler yesterday with some witnesses for Darshawn, look down if u dont know who im talking about. and she was bussy so we put our name on a note and lended it to her^^ it was Katie *me*, Sami, Jenny, Lydia, Jake, Shawn (except we had last names in it) and when we got outside for recess, this teacher screamed at us for not having a pass T.T and we told her sorry then ANOTHER teacher came up and yelled at us. we said sorry again and shes like "Sorry wont cut it!" but like, yes it will! its for a stupid reson, duh! so after that, we (all of us) walked over next to the door and screwed around then this Steffiny girk qw all hate SCRWEAMS at a mentally ill guy, wich may i add was totally wrong. so me, Lydia, and Nikki *rolls eyes* we hate her. she thinks shes a goth and shes not *pukes* and she has acme and she wont use that face stuff because she says it goes into her skin... WELL DUH!!! n e ways we went up to her and we said "Why the hell did u yell at him?he cant help it! its not his fault!" and she said, "leave me alone" and we didnt, we kept on repeating what we said making her feel like shit. "Leave me alone!" she kept on repeating. "Leave me alone, i dont wanna talk to you!" and i was like, "Im talking to u, im talking to u!" then the Sandy teacher that like stalks our every move, came up to us and asked what we were doung. Lydia told the teacher that Steffiny was yelling at marshal and she was like, "MARSHALL?!?!?!?" then she turned to steff and screamed on the top of her lungs, "WHY DID U YELL AT MARSHALL???" steff replied, "i dont know" and she turned around trying to hide her face. "DONT DO IT AGAIN, THIS IS YOUR FIRST AND LAST WARNING. YOU HERE ME?" Sandy's face turned red. when Sandy turned around, steff did, too and she yelled at us, "This is all your fault!" and she poijnted to me. "me?" i pointed to myserf. "wtf did i do? your the one who yelled at a mental child that u know cant defend himself! who the hell do u think u r??" Me Lydia and Nikki, well not her, she left when the teacher yelled at us, went back to the others. After a while, Steff came back up to us and said to me, "You had no right to do that! i have been your friend and this is how you repay me!!" and i said, "EXCUSE ME? you are the one who told the teacher I spit on you, and i didnt, but i still got into trouble-" "Well someone had to do it!" she inturupted. "But it wasnt me... and i was the one blamed for it! and also, if someone is fucking around with another like hitting, chasing, or other crap YOU get into it and say, 'STOP IT!'" i imatated her. she pouted and walked away, getting ready to crie. i whisper to Lydia and Jenny, "I think i made her cry!" "good!" they said. i felt the same way. then, out of nowhere Christa comes up to me and was like, "You had no right to stand right there and yell at her!" "I DID have the right!" i said. "She yelled at Marsahll, and besides, i'm only trating her the way she treats me, nothing more." Christa got mad and went off on me, but being myself i picked at my nails and didnt listen. then i herd her say something aboutme being like Kayla, my foe, and her bff. "Hey!" i screamed. "Kayla is nothing like me. i dont make up rumors---" "SHE NEVER MADE ANY RUMORS!!!" christa screamed. must i remind you me and christa were bff's in kindagarden *rolls eyes* is this getting long? sorry... you can stop reading if you want to. N-E-WAYS... i said, "what about the rumor about me and Jake going out?" me and Jake are like bff's but we're NOT going out, i already have a bf n e ways. "But did she tell EVERYONE??" christa asked. Lydia responded for me, "No" "Then its not a rumor. a rumor is a thing that spreads around the ENTIRE school" "It did spread, ass hole!" i said. "but not everyone herd it, did they?" she asked, bratty. "Hell if i know!" then i turned around, because i was sick of hearing her bitch. out of no where she says, "besides, dont blame Kayla for this. I'm the one whos been spreading rumors." i turned around, staring at her. "who the hell do you think you are little miss i know everything. Your telling me I yelled at Kayla and you couldnt even stand up for her and say you did it? you just let her take the blame? what a damn friend you are" i went off. "You bitch!" she said. i went to hit her, but of course, the recess bell rang. time skipped and we were at Science now. Marissa, the girl who wouldn't hit me when i dared her too because she thought i were ganna crie and tell the teacher, aka shes scared sat across from me, a chineese kid mark was next to me and Mike a short chubby rich kid was diaganol from me. "Why you so down?" Mike asked. "Wereyou there on recess?" i asked. "yes" he said. "did you see my fight?" "no," he said, "then there you have it" i said, turning back to my homework. "You got into a fight?" Marissa said, looking up. "yeah" isaid. "I betyou lost," she sneered. "actually i won" i said abck... i think she thought i got into a fist fight, but i went along with it to see what was ganna happen. "But your so week" she said. "How would u know? you didnt hit me" "But your weak" she said again. "look, bitch!" i sneered at her, pointing. "You are in no position to talk. You were the one who was scared to hit me, so your the weak one. i have something to back up what i say, and u dont---" "I didnt hit you because youwere probobaly ganna crie and go tell a teacher" she said, writing in book that belonged to a teacher. "So you were scared i was ganna crie and tell ther teacher than!?" i taunted. "No, i wasnt scared." she said. "Admite it. You are scared i'm ganna win" "Your ganna cry and tell a teacher!" she said again, voice raising. "YOUR SCARED I WAS GANNA CRY AND TELL A TEACHER THAN!!!" "I DIDNT SAY I WAS SCARED!!!" she turned to mike, face cherry red. by now the entire class was staring at us, thank god the teacher was away at the moment *whipes forhead* n e ways she asked mike, "whos side are you on?" "what?" he asked. "Who would you think would win the fight? me or Katie?" without Marissa looking, i brought out a dollar from my pocket and pulled it into my face and smiled, nodding at Mike. Mike looks over and says, "katie!" Marissa sighs and walks away, i kept my promise and gave the $ to mike^^ so... yesterday sucked... yep. Today we went to the councler and seeing only me jenny and lydia could come, we told her everything about Marissa, Madison, Andrea, Alana, Sophia, but i didnt add Cara on the list because she is too nice. besides, today is her b-day SAY HAPPY B-DAY TO CARA EVERYONE!!! so, seeing this is such a big problem, pm me for the promblem if i already didnt mention it, and i probobaly already did, that everyone who signed up on the little sticky note has to see Mr. Orlanon, (if thats how u spell it) on monday, hes the prinible. the clounlcer promised not to tell the girls that we're doing this *smiles* :)
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   Hello everyone!!
ok.. this is what has been going on in my life. yesterday i found out my friends Andrea and Sophia, whos real name is too Andrea but we just call her that, told on my friend, a mental kid, Darshawn for "sexually harrassing" them. For one, he hates them. For two, if he asked for their phone number thats love not a sexually harrasment thing. well n e ways 10 minutes before it was time to leave for school, Sohpia, Cara, Madison, Alana, ect. went and told on him again. this time i didnt know why, but Darshawn got 3 days of CLC, or inschool suspendtion, as he told me. and today, when he came back from CLC to get something for CLC, he exedently hit Madison in the head wiv his elbow, so she told on him. theyre such crie babies. So, Darshawn got ANOTHER day of CLC. i think this is bullshit! not like they dont harrase him everyday when he comes to school. theyre all "Ew! its your face!" or "Ew! get your nasty hand away from me, its jermy!" and theyre such sluts i wanna kill each andevery one of them. its like, DROP THIS SHIT HES FUCKING MENTAL!! im so pist if Madison, who sits in front of me in math, talks to me im going to tell her to fuck off!

Besides all of that, I'm making a new story^^ If you would like to be apart of it, just pm me XD i just started the second ch. so im not very far XP
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

   hola
i had just moved so i can't be on the computer for more than once a few days. we need our money *cha-chingcha-ching* for other things besides me wasting my time on the computer. when you sign my gb give me a few days to sign back, i am really sorry but i don't have a choice. if i talk to you online, my new sn is diseasedrabbit7 or on yahoo its poosmellpee because i was bored, haha i'm funny! jk. Naruto has been good and i can't wait until saterday so i can watch the new episode!!! who could wait? really??
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Will you
Will you Run for me threw the grass?
Will you Fly for me threw the wind?
Will you Swim for me threw the water?
Will you Swing for me threw the trees?
Will you Hang for me threw a rope?
Will you Love me threw your eyes?
Will you Protect me threw your hands?
Will you go buy me a soda?
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

Blink182

FEELING THIS (Blink 182)

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   i hate people!!!!!!! specaily teachers....
i HATE teachers. i almost got a after school detention today, wanna know why? for "spitting, kicking and not confessing" i didnt spit, i puked. i didnt kick, i jogged. i didnt confess because i didnt do it!! so n e ways i guess this girl told the teacher i spit on her hoodie. when the teacher came over i guess i "kicked" my friend, so that was one warning. then she pointed to the girl and said I spit on her. like hell i did. she probobaly did it to herself.. drooling bitch. i sweared to the teacher i didnt spit on her, but i did throwup-spit on the ground when Sammy spit in my mouth my accedent. she told me that spitting is a "dirty habbit" and it is against the rules *rolles eyes* and because i said i didnt do it, she told me if she DOES have proof i did it, i get an after school detention. even though my friends, Jenny and Sammie backed me up. so after the day was over, i learned i have the bestest friends there is because: sammy came up to me. i was sad at the moment so i was looking at my feet and i couldnt make eye contact. she lowered her head also and said, "i said i did it" emidiantly, i perked my head up and quickly shouted "what?!". she made eye contact and said "i didnt wanna see you get into trouble so i went to the office and said i did it" my heart shrunk and i felt so happy that sam would do that. my mind jerked to the side with all kinds of thoughts. anyone know how i can repay her? oh and sorry if this sounds liek a story... i got use to writing like that. T.T really sorry this was long
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Monday, April 3, 2006

   Chapter 5: Kohaku

Once I caught up to Autumn in her bad mood, I asked “Are you okay?” she turned around and snapped at me, “Leave me the hell alone!” I backed off, ears dented back. I walked over to Michi, who was too hiding from Autumn. “is she nuts?” I whispered to Michi. “In a way” he responded. “She has a temper at times.” I glanced over at Autumn.
“Can’t believe cute girls have ugly tempers” I said. Michi quickly looked at me, “excuse me?” he said. I looked over at him, “I cannot believe girls have tempers” I said. “duh,” he looked down at the ground while he walked. “they all do.”

Autumn screamed over top us, “I herd that!” “yeah so what?!” I squealed. She charged at me. I thought she was only playing, so I didn’t move. But, before I knew it, her fangs were dug into my skin and blood thrashed to the ground. In both shock and pain, I struggled and fell to the ground. Once hitting the ground, Autumn let go and I sprang up to my feet.
“Little boy has a big problem” she smiled, walking away with Michi behind her with his ears flat. “damn” I said, trying to move. “she bites hard!” I looked to my new and freshly made wound. It appeared she grabbed my ribs, directly. I limped over to them. “maybe we should make her the leader” Michi joked. “uh huh” I said, taking it as an insult.
We jumped over a hill, finding old deer meat. my mouth drooled as I pounced on it, almost like it were still alive. Without thinking, I got ready to dig in. but before I slammed my fangs into its neck, a brownish tan wolf snatched it away, running fast. Without a thought in mind, I sprang to the wolf. Michi and Autumn skid across the deer-less dirt and chase after me.
“Come back here with my food, damn you!” I scream, taking chase. The wolf turned to steel a glance from me. When he turned around I saw that he was only so young. Even then, I can’t let him get away. “Get back here!” I growled, catching up.
“go away!” he pushed my away, somehow keeping the deer study. I flung back, but encountered the shove with a study beat of feet, and jumping on his back, snatching the deer. As I fell to the ground, deer safe below me, I got up and the small wolf pounced on me, but more of a playing pounce. “give me my deer back!” he said, trying to snatch it back and jumping around like a pup.
“hell no, now beat it!” I stayed overtop the deer, as if guarding its dead body. The pup jumped at my shoulder, biting it but as if playing. “give me the crappy deer!” he said, louder. “back off!” I nudged him, making him fall back. He got back up and sat down, with those puppy eyes. “please?” he whimpered. I hate those eyes. I always fell for them, but they were very useful when I was a pup.
I got off the deer, but quickly taking his leg. Michi skidded over, taking its head. Autumn came to a stop, taking two other legs. “you have this much” we threw the items at him. He smiled, and as he drools he dug in.
We took the body, ripping it to shreds. After having our weekly meal, I turned to the wolf, licking my lips. The young wolf pierced at me, “yes?” he said, with a grin. “don’t grin at me!” I snapped. He quickly replaced the grin with a sunshine smile.
“you coming?” I stood up, placing my tail straight up. He panted, smiling as if he wished too and not to be forced. He wagged his tail madly, “can I?” “if you can keep up” I smiled evilly, looking back a him.
He grunted, but not meaning to. Michi and Autumn, once they finished, trotted over to me, acting like I was the leader. Feeling like the leader, my tail flung up again, as I walked.

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