Monday, April 3, 2006

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to me!


lets c i got a guitar, the things needed for a guitar, a glowy lamp, some drawin books, a tune box for my guitar ***i think i broke it*** and i dont know howta use it... uhm, wat else... im getting a hamster and that stuff,




i wont be here for a while, im noving and we will start sleeping at the new house on this weekend, either way my friend and i are going there for a sleep over for my b-day!!! n e ways i betta go get meh hampsta now.
peace out bitches!!
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Saturday, April 1, 2006

   Chapter 4: Autumn
I got up and walked over to the log where Michi was in. I laid down next to him and shut my eyes, falling asleep. Only did I fall asleep when I saw a snowflake fall from in front of me, and land on my muzzle.

By the time I woke up, snow covered the ground like a blanket. I got up without Michi on the side of me and walked outside. I peeked around to find Michi. My ears perked up and turned to the right when I herd him howl. He was standing between a long tree-less tree and a big, snowy pine tree.

Still howling, Michi opened his eyes and sat down. I walked over to him slowly, just in case. He stopped to turn and look at me. With no expression on his face whatsoever he looked at me with his bright green eyes.
I smiled, trying to make it seem like I wasn’t going to do anything stupid. His expression on his faced changed, and it seemed like he knew something was up. I waved at Michi and ran over him, acting nice. He smirked. Still smiling myself, I walked closer. A clump of snow fell off a tree branch and it fell on me. Buried in the snow, I popped out with the chills.
Then Michi finally smiled. He began to laugh. “what?!” I shouted in embarrassment. “you’re covered in snow, dummy” he still laughed. Once he was done laughing, I already crawled my way up to him.
“Lets see who has the last laugh now” I smiled, holding a ball of snow. He jumped back as I threw the snowball full force into his face. He fell back onto his butt with a freezing cold-- red face. I laughed and pointed with amusement. He began to blush. He got up, wiping off the snow from his clothes and bent down and made his own little snowball. Right when he went to throw it at me, a wolf jumped on him. With my lazy senses, I jumped on the wolf, making a pile on Michi.
The wolf turned around so I could see its face. Without growling, I looked into her eyes. Orange eyes, pier white wolf with a spot between her head and on her tail. I stepped back, knowing she was no harm. She got up, dusting herself off. She looked up at me and tide her hand behind her back and said “Hi.”
As young as I was, I couldn’t stop looking at her chest. She was wearing a tight red shirt with a bit of blue mixed, she had baggy black jeans, cut at the bottom. not to mention her hoodie over her shirt.
I gulped. Michi knocked me in the shoulder. He cleared his throat and stated, “uhm, Oko, this is.. Autumn, my girl” he said, blushing. “oh c’mon, Michi you can at least say the rest!” Autumn demanded. “girlfriend..” Michi said fast and quietly, looking off to the side. I smiled. “nice to meet you, Autumn” I shook her hand.

Damn!! I thought. Why can’t she be single??
Autumn smiled at me. I felt like it was autumn, as in the season. I smiled back. She giggled. I giggled on the inside.
Days after, Autumn followed us like a baby duckling following its mother. I was the mother, because I didn’t mind. “Is there anymore coming, Michi?” I asked, setting foot back onto the streets. “Not that I know of” he was holding Autumn’s hand. I grinned, trying to keep concentrated, I store into thin air and thought of something else. I yawned, “Michi, we haven’t eaten or slept in days!!” I leaned down, stomach growling.
“I thought you were the leader, think of something.” he responded. With that word you I got so confused my head was spinning. “me? The leader??” I smiled. “But we haven’t agreed!” “fuck agreeing” he said. Yep, that’s Michi for yah. I smiled, but I was smiling more on the inside. I was so happy, I couldn’t think.
I looked around, glaring for food. My sensed kicked up on something. My ears perked and I breathed in for so many times, sniffing the warm scent. “This way” I took off, brushing against the stupid people. One person decided they were going to stand their ground.
I stood there like a dog, with Michi and Autumn behind me. “scuse me” I said politely. “Hey that dog talked!” the man shouted pointing at me. I flattened my ears in shame.

“Mutt!” cried another. I backed up, not wanting to hurt one of the humans. Without having an angry look on my face, I replaced it with an ashamed and scared look, just to fool them. One human went to hit me like I was trash. I snapped at them, warning them to get away. The lady jumped back in fright and yelled, “this dog needs to be put down!”
I grinned. “won’t get him, boys” said Autumn, walking up in front of me with a smile on. “cause he has me!” she cried. Sounds just like Michi… I thought. “She talks, too?” cried the first man. “hell yeah” Autumn replied with a bigger smile. “Can you fight?!” the man said, stealing her smile. “Wanna see?” she leaned down, into a fighting position.


The man screamed, “she’s trying to hurt me! Someone! Please help!” he said as he store into the sky, cupping his hands around his mouth. He looked down at Autumn, who now had a evil look on her face. “Try me, big boy” she threatened. I stood in amusement. A man with a big net went up to Autumn and placed the net over her.

Autumn began to spit with anger, as she grabbed the net and shook it, splitting it in half. “I have no time for this!” she said, taking off. I ran after her, jumping over the people and Michi following
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Sunday, March 26, 2006

   CH3: wounds
I awoke, looking around I was on a table and my wounds were wrapped. The dried blood was see-threw. I got up, feeling hurt. I couldn’t move my front left leg. “that damn wolf broke it!” I snarled.
I tumbled over the seat and ran outside, away from them. I looked back and kept limping. I panted over and over, I was getting on my own nerves by doing that. I walked until I came across my school. I went into the playground, and it was still covered in blood.
There was a cigarette butt on the ground. I picked it up, lit it, and took one hit. I put it down again, and sat on the bench. I waited for a while, then I opened my eyes and saw Michi. My nose wrinkled up into a ball, but he smiled. He came over to me. “You know what’s funny about this?” he asked. I looked at him, still growling. “what?” “I’m only 9 years old, and your 11!”

I looked at him. “what!?” I didn’t know what to say. I was speechless. I looked at him, and chuckled, trying to pass time. Then I laughed. Michi joined in. Time flew, by the time was 6:oo pm. I was already at the Old Penny’s Store. We got a few candy bars for free and quickly ate them. Chocolate on my mouth, I whipped it off with my sleeve. I walked around with Michi for a while. We soon came to a crime seen. We went over to see what happened. There was chalk on the ground, shaped like a human body but with none in between it.

There was a cigarette pack next to it, clumps of blood and a broken mirror. Orange cones surrounded the shape and a crowd formed. I pushed them out of my way and went threw the cones. “back up sonny! This is no place for kids!” one man said grabbing me and carrying me back out. “leave me alone!” I struggled. Michi appeared in front of the man. “I wouldn’t do that if I were you!” he threatened.

The man hesitated, “oh yeah? Why not?” said the man in a gray jacket, holding me. I looked at Michi. His arms were folded across his chest. He looked confident, very confident. He tilted his head back a bit and you could see his one fang come out from beneath his lip. “Because he has me!” “ha ha ha!” cried the man. “Your only 9 years old, what’re you going to do about it?” Michi’s reaction changed quickly. His eye, once human, now wolf. He charged at the man holding me and jumped up, biting is neck. Blood squirted. The man fell back, screaming for his life. He let go of me and I fell to the ground.
I got to my knees and then stood up, dusting myself off. I looked down at the man then back up at Michi. “Ready?” I asked him. “yeah” he looked down at the man and turned around. I looked at the running crowd. Michi began to walk so I followed.

After a while we were in the woods. “Michi” I said. “Yeah?!” he responded. “where are we going, now?” I asked. “Paradise” he said. My eyes grew big and I fell back onto the forest floor. “something wrong?” he stopped and turned to see me. I gulped. “Mamma died that way” I said. He smirked. “then I guess she wasn’t the one” he began to walk again. I sat still on the floor. “Lets rest” he stopped at a log and slipped in.

I leaned back, laying on the ground. I store into the sun’s glares and closed my eyes and took a deep breath.








Flashback

“Mama please don’t go. You’re the only thing I have left, just don’t leave me like my other mama, please?” I cried. Mama put her hand on my head and took off my hat. “Just do what I said, please Oko, and get out of here. I don’t need you to die, too. Then when your old enough, you can make your own pack and follow in my paw prints, sound fun?” she asked me in pain. “Please?” she begged. “Okay mamma, I will.” I got up and started to walk with my hat in my hands.
I kept walking but I turn back for a second. Mama dragged herself over by some rocks and laid there. I turn forward and tried to block it from my memory. I had to get away. I turned wolf and ran as fast as I could. I ran down the mountains but slipped a few times. I was able to catch my balance all them times when I slipped. I jumped down a rock and slipped again. I went to catch my balance again but my ankle twisted and I kept falling.

I hit my head on another rock and my hat fell off. I went to grab it but gravity wouldn’t let me. It flew away before my eyes. The only thing I had to remember Mommy was gone. I finally fell to the dusty ground. I smashed my jaw but I managed to get up. I whipped off the drool from my mouth and stood on my knees. I hit the ground with my fist and began to cry. “why?” I screamed. “Why did they all have to go?!”
There was a voice over top. “Kid” someone said. I looked up. There stood a mysterious silver wolf, glowing with blood red eyes. “toughen up, boy” it said without movement. “but everyone left me!” I cried. It stood without an expression. “does it matter?” it said, still. “everyone dies sooner or later and if you can’t except that” the wolf paused. “You’re no wolf” it turned away. I was so shocked I could move. I stopped crying and I looked to the ground.

I looked up ready to respond but the wolf was gone in thin air. I sat back. I looked into the gloomy sky. I thought for a while and then after an hour or so passed, I got up and walked away.


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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

blink 182 lyrics 'im feeling this'
(Get ready for action!)
I got to regret right now (I’m feeling this)
The air is so cold and null (I’m feeling this)
Let me go in her room (I’m feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I’m feeling this)
Show me the way to bed (I’m feeling this)
Show me the way you move (I’m feeling this)
Oh it is such a blur (I’m feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I’m feeling this)

[Chorus:]
Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I’ll leave when I wanna

Where do we go from here
Turn all the lights down now
Smiling from ear to ear (I’m feeling this)
Our breathing has got too loud (I’m feeling this)
Show me the bedroom floor (I’m feeling this)
Show me the bathroom mirror (I’m feeling this)
We’re taking this way too slow (I’m feeling this)
Take me away from here (I’m feeling this)

[Chorus x2]

This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone
On the street with a cigarette
On the first night we met

Look to the past
And remember her smile
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the seat
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you

[Chorus x5]
[During Last Choruses In The Background:]
I'll be alone if you're feeling
So lost and disillusioned


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Sunday, March 12, 2006

hello how is your day today?
please look in my » Archives to see my stories. thankyou
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   fma: episode: Death
wow. last nite on fullmetal alchemist, ed died. i cried; im shocked. if u know if there is anther episode left, please inform me by next week. thankyou. if u have anything to say to ed, like if u LOVE him... say it below please.
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Saturday, March 11, 2006

   anyone have anything to say?
anyone have anything to say about the girl who died last week in the car crash??
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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

   Ch2: Stray

I was walking down the silent road. No cars, nothing. I walked down to an apple tree and sat at a random porch. I took a bite out of the apple then placed the rest inside my backpack. I got up and put my backpack onto by back and walked into a near by ally. I laid next to a garbage dump and slept.

I woke up with something on top me. It smelt horrible! I got up and shook of garbage on me, then a voice called up top. “Damn kids should get out of the way!” cried an old man at me. I put my head down to the ground, grabbed my book bag and headed down to a lake, took a quick dunk and ran to the bus stop.

The boys, my age were there. They handed me a cigarette. I took a few hits then gave it back to them. The bus came and I went to school- as usual. Days mast and Miss Jay taught us a few things. School was boring ever since now. Back off to recess. I went outside and smoked with some kids for a while, until the time past and it was time for lunch.

I sat next to Michi and we became friends. He would never eat, and give it to me. I’d chat with him, then we become great pals. Except one day, a day on recess. Michi was hanging with me, even though he wouldn’t smoke, and then he looked at me weirdly. “something the matter?” I asked dropping the cigarette. He looked at me, “I can see it now. Show me, and ill show you” he said. I began to sweat. “what do you see?” I asked with hesitation. “the wolf” he said. I backed up and grinned, then looked around. “you want to fight?” I asked. He looked at me, “no fight, I just want to see what you look like.”

“but these people…” I said. “they don’t matter. Just act like they aren’t here” he said smiling. I changed wolf. I was a white wolf with brown eyes, black ears, a black left paw, a spot on my back, and a corn shaped spot on my tail. “better?” I grinned. Everyone stopped and looked at me. So I looked at them. A girl with blue eyes, brown hair wearing a white shirt and jeans came up to me and screamed, “PUPPY!!!”
She clutched my neck and squeezed so I couldn’t breathe. I struggled and fell onto my back, her still on me. Michi laughed, “okay, well, my turn” without anyone looking, he changed wolf also. Even though everyone else thought we were dogs. Michi, a white wolf with a black-top-muzzle, with green eyes and a black left paw, like me, stood there and looked at me.

“ready for that fight?” Michi said. “I thought you said there wouldn’t be a fight” I said, still speaking wolf. “you should know better, when two wolves cross paths, we must fight!” he said smiling evilly. “even you should know that.” I looked at him. “not near these people” I said. “Don’t worry, we’ll fight our way out of here,” he said staring at me. I had a bad feeling. Michi bared his teeth, so I did as well. This would really be my first wolf fight, all the other times I was just in the way, and I never did really hurt anyone. Lets see how far I have gotten.
The girl on me got off and ran away to the others. I leaned down into attacking position and growled. Michi followed. Both our pupils disappeared making our eyes just plain brown and green. Our hairs on our backs rose up, high. All humans, just sore at us. “ready?” Michi asked. “ready” I said confident. Michi jumped at me and ripped my shoulder, I flinched, then jumped onto him and grabbed his neck.

Already, blood was spreading. Boys and girls around us were running inside the building by now, the teachers making sure everyone went in. Michi, still on the ground, clamped my belly skin and ripped at it. I yelped, letting go and biting his muzzle. He wouldn’t let go of my side, so I kicked him in his leg. Then let go of his muzzle, he flew back yelping and running to a distance. Blood, dripping at my side, and my shoulder, not to mention his blood spots as well, were getting bad. I had to finish this before the school had no recess because of wolfs blood. He jolted at me, I dodged it and split his side, making him drop onto the ground. I jumped over him, pinning him to the ground and bit at his neck. He jumped up in pain and limped off away from the school. I followed.

I ran so fast I felt like I was In air, either that or my wounds were worse than I thought. I ran threw streets, following Michi. I was still running, I had to pass another road. It would be close with cars and all. I ran as fast as I could pat the road, a semi, just missed me by a hair. that’s was too close. I have to watch it for now on. Now we were passing a highway. How far will this wolf go?
I ran faster, trying to keep up. Finally, when I got close enough before we got to the highway, I jumped on him. Exactly on the curb, Michi spun around and bit my arm, and took off. I rolled onto the highway and when I went to run again, a truck hit me. I went flying threw the air, and I hit the ground, bleeding. My eyes slowly closed as the man in the truck came out and ran to me.
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Monday, February 27, 2006

my first chapter of book 2^^
CH1: school day

It was my first day of school today. Not having any parent and looking the way I did meant I was asking to be picked on. I put my book bag on my back and walked to the bus stop. A few other kids were there my age. I waved at them and smiled. “what you want?” the one who was smoking asked. “well I-” I said. “I’m going to school if you can see.” one boy, gothic, went into my face and said while the bus was pulling up, “you better watch your back kid”. I backed off a bit and then walked onto the bus.
The driver, a old skinny lady with glasses ask, “please make a seat in seat 1” I looked around and sat at the seat with the number 1 over it. I emptied my backpack and picked everything back up. “good everything here” I smiled. I watched the clock tick until it was 7:30am. The bus stopped and we were let off at the school.
I walked with al the other kids, and found myself at my locker. Number 5688. I opened it up and placed all my things inside, then grabbed a pencil and walked into my home room. I looked around and saw my name tag. ‘Henry’ it was written. Even thought that wasn’t my real name, everyone would freak out if I told them my real name, so I called myself Henry. The teacher came up to me. “nice to meet you, Henry, I am your teacher, Miss Jay,” she held her hand out like she wanted me to shake it. “thank you” I said shaking her hand and smiling.
The bell rang and I sat down. “okay children, time for class,” she spoke grabbing a piece of chalk. “first lesson today is re-learning what simplifying factors.” I began to sweat- maybe if I went back to first grade this would be easier.
She wrote down 4/8. “okay, any hands of what this could be simplified to?” only a few people rose their hands. “Henry, how about you.” I blushed in embarrassment, “well, uh” I gulped. “one-half?” she wrote it down next to it so it looked like 4/8 = ½. “very good” she smiled. I took in a deep breath. That one way just a lucky guess, next time she might send me back to kindergarten.
After hours past, she didn’t call on me. Then the bell rang and it was time for recess. I walked slowly threw the halls and went outside. There were only two teachers, Mrs. Kenny and Mr. Mille. Kids were jumping on the benches, some were smoking behind walls.
I walked over to kids playing basketball and sat on the ground. Some 7th grader came over to me and asked, “you want a hit?” he held out a cigarette. I looked at him and said, “no”. he started to laugh and grabbed me and shoved it in my mouth. “breath in” he said. So I did. He took it away, “now out” so I did. I began to choke. He laughed again. “to pity to even smoke” he said pointing. “no I’m not!” I grabbed it and smoked it. “see?” I was trying not to cough, but then again it helped me calm down. “cool, now your cool, and you can keep it,” he said while the bell rang for lunch. I put it down and smashed it with my foot and ran inside. Hiding my true identity.
We went into the lunch room. I sat down with no lunch at the front table. Some kid went over by me. “hungry?” he asked. “yeah…” I said trying not to act foolish. “Here,” he pushed his trey over in front if me. It was steak, chicken, and peas with milk. “you sure you don’t want it?” I asked nicely. “I’m sure.” I picked up the fork and ate the steak, then I used my hands for the chicken, and I just sat there and sniffed the peas.
The boy looked at me, “why sniff it? You should eat it.” I sniffed It more, “yeah but what is it?” I asked stupidly. He picked one up and put it in his mouth, “peas.” “yeah, I know that, but what’s it taste like?” I asked. He looked at me, “try it.” I went around it with my face for a while, then I picked one up and stuck it in my mouth. I quickly spit it out and grabbed the napkin. “this stuff sucks!” I screamed.
“What’s you name?” he asked. I hesitated, “Henry, what’s yours?” “Michi,” he said. I asked, “that means path, correct?” “yeah” he signed. “Why so depressed?” I asked. “it sucks as a name, for a wo_” he stopped. I looked at him. My eyes wide open, “wolf?” he hesitated, shaking his arm badly.

His bracelet flinging back and forth. “are you okay?” I asked. He turned his head to make eye contact. He was sweating badly. He jumped at me and grabbed my arms and squeezed them hard. “don’t tell, don’t tell!!!” he said over and over. “I wont! I wont!” I said to calm him down. The bell rang. “o’ man I didn’t get to drink my milk!” I said throwing it away and putting the tray away, then running to class.
I learned so much that day, then when the day was over, I went onto the bus again and did homework. The time flew, I was done with the homework and placed it in my bag and got off at the stop.

The smoking kids came back, “care for one?” they said again almost ready to laugh. “yeah, actually I would,” I grabbed his cigarette and took a hit. “damn you cool!” he said grabbing his skate board and taking off. I sighed, putting it down and smashing it. I looked up at the blue sky with no clouds, then down at the cracked sidewalk. The world has changed since I was seven. Even now, age 11 it’s still bad.
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Friday, February 24, 2006

   i am sorry everyone....
umm by buddylist is getting too big and its mostly filed with ppl who i sighned and they never signed back. its lyk u ppl are playing popularity points, i mean if u r one of them ppl (not new i mean) then this message is for you: i will only now put ppl i talk to overline as my friends or who i really like as friends. if u donnot sighn my gb after i signed urs; i will go back and delet it.

i hope ya'll have a great day^^

p.s we're moving soon so that means ill be getting a scanner soon... yippeee!!!
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