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myOtaku.com: WiccanRoseThorn
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Monday, December 31, 2007
Call me emo (dont read if you dont want to hear it)
things in life can always suck, can always take a turn for the worst. You can be dealt a crap hand in life and have it horrible, I'm one of those people I guess.
By a therapist I have been told I have a nutcase family and that I should get out asap. I'm always sick. I'm depressed,I have ADHD,PTSD,and other things wrong with me. I feel trapped by my own life....School scares me now and so does a lot of things that shouldn't.
Friends leaving me, me being Suicidal, my other self(She is called Kio) what happens if I cant live up to my families goals for me, and when I'm an adult will I make it? Better yet, will I even make it to that age!
I'm not even aloud to see my father, i haven't for a long time. He has been in and out of jail, tried to kill me and my family and so much more. The reason why I hate holidays so much is because my memories of them back then were of me oping presents that he had someone else by while he was in jail...same with b-days of everything else!
In Feb. I have a 2 day hospital test, I have a lot for Dr.Appointments and I see tons of doctors...i joke about it but my friends don't understand that i do that because I'm scared as hell! My life is horrible, i know it sounds like in lying but I'm not. Would I lie about being crazy or wanting to die, about being sick and just a lot of stuff?
I don't want this life, I try to make things better but they get worse.....
Sorry for the rant.....
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