Wednesday, March 8, 2006

Homigawd
Alex drew this for me homigawd! HOMIGAWD Comments?
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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

   Is it ok?
Ok Kays phone JUST rang and Alex is at teh hospital and the nurse is speaking for him, he says "I need a ride home in about a hour when these dick face mother fuckers are done burning me and putting glue inside my body where it dont belong. I love you both, and I'll talk to you later, these assholes are telling me to quit talking"
Poor nurse, she had to say that all quoted XD. Tessa says shes glad for shawn, hes not in pain anymore, so I think things are settlign out.
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   Crash
Somehow Alex;s cut on his neck popped open. He cant breahte, the ambulance is on its way. Shawn is dead, my friend with the heart problems. Hes dead. Everything crashed today, and theres no more repair work to be done. Kay says that they'll jsut restitch his neck, but I dont know if they can get there in time. HE can't breathe at all. Tess is about to crash because of Shawn. Its all going to just keep crashing from here..
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   Damn scout..
grrr.. due to surcumstances beyond my control, im noe cowering from all light, and screaming at the sight of blood. I would like to say that it is all Scout's effing fault and I hope Karma finds her suitably. You all know Seijin is Wicca, and so are some of the people he knows, and he managed to piss Scout off, and she rewarded him with "quarter vampirism." It hits me once in awhile, and the sight of food makes me sick, blood makes me insane, and light makes me cry and scream, so basically, today SUCKS.
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Sunday, March 5, 2006

   Semi Ok
Everything is going ok, not much going on. Alex is healing ok, Tessa is feeling good, Kay has been stablizing emotionally, so all is well. Oh my god Dane Cook kicks ASS!
Death of Mary
Did you see that clip they were like showing the other day on uh ESPN
or whatever. They were showing like the best crazy accidents or something.
It was like the best of the worst car you know like.
They showed this one clip man . If you saw this this was nuts.
The two cars go around the corner and they like catch each other
they start to roll. The tire flys into the stands, hit's a woman in the face!
And when you first saw it you were like OOOOOO!
That tire just hit that woman in the in the face!
Oh good they're showin' it again Look Look Look Look at this right here.
Slow it down..yeah that's when it hits her in the face.
And the funny thing is everybody around the lady like dove out of there.
Everyone got out of there but she just like sits there like O_O
You see everyone dives and at the last minute as the tire is rocketing at her
face. This is her defense. She just goes MNEAAA!
Like she's just gonna get in a slap fight with a Goodyear.
Like she's just gonna go PAH and deflect it.
Or maybe she just palmed it PAH.
There can only be one Highlander! Tires cannot defeat me!
What a horrible way to go...What happened to Mary?
A tire... hit her in the face. How do you say that without laughing.
A tire- I can't even do it now! How did Mary die? A TIRE hit her in the FACE!
What was she doing putting her face near tires?
No no no no this tire hunted Mary down.
This tire was out for vengeance. I tell you what I am not going to die by some fucking Firestone in the face!
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Saturday, March 4, 2006

   wtf?
Ok my muse is busy, because ive ben randomly spewing poetry like mad, i just wrote (typed) about half a page of typing paper, in less than two minutes. I feel so special. Oh, EVIL MUSE POEM!
Hello guitar pick,you lie there in my hand.
who knows when you will need me, what music you'll demand?

The wand choses the wizard,or so an old man said
but there will still be music, when magic is long dead.

Yet here you sit, plastic and color dye
through such simple elements, my muse can truly fly

To relieve myself, i rest on my muse's shoulders
Without hopes and dreams, my weight would feel as boulders

My weight would crush her flat, without hope and love
through these two blessings, my muse is a dove

Filled with innocence, pure and white
almost passive, but the power to fight!

So think twice, before you see a dove
a muse with a gun, can still heal and love!
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   PHEAR THE SAXY EMO GEEK!
BWAHAHAH! I GOT AL 1'S AT SOLO AND ENSEMBLE!!! I did a trio, duet, and solo! THIS IS SO KICK ASS! I cant beliueve i got FULL SCORE! Oh my gawd seijin is so happy! *bounces around deliriously* OPh I writted a poem about drawing for Inu! its about drawing, so here it is!

Through the pencil,my mind flows
onto the paper, my emotion goes

Shade away the darkest times
Erase mistakes and painful crimes

Color in the eyes of a friend in pain
bring about clouds, tempests and rain

The world at my penciltip, I own teh sun and sky
Is this what power feels like, what it is like to fly?

To soar above the highest peaks, all by graphite?
should I build my world in love, or crash it all in spite?

Few can truly hold this right, to use it without self.
Those with luck who get it, best leave it on the shelf

For such power can corrupt, even souls so pure
To hold a universe in your hand, is such sweet allure!

Even if that universe, so little in our own
can never be seen, if none are ever shown

Art is a gift, to people who can just enjoy
not just those well-to-do, just a common girl or boy.

So look around and appreciate, what many fight to make
those who struggle to catch an eye, or give a breath to take

Michelangelo took the risk, painted cielings and more
if he stood aside, hed have painted the Sistine floor.

an artist takes a chance, to corporealize their heart
read paintings like a book, a multifaceted art.

Layers to a drawing,both shaded dark and plain
without a source of outlet, an artist goes insane.

seijin_ibara: So look with heart and eyes, learn to feel the grace
Forget about the comments, look art deep in the face

For in each heart there is, a skill for interpretation
Art is to be enjoyed, meanings for consideration

So give the world a chance, give art some time
with a steady hand and inspiration, all can be sublime.

Ok that one was hard to end, it kinda wavered off at the end. not to mention teh spacing screwed it up XP. Ive been a busy bee, I have more poems! This one is just another depressed result:
Aquaintance with Loss
Wrapped within a spell so deep
i led a sheltered life
then i cross a path so steep,
that led to constant strife

Many souls would cross my way,
but one would stop to wonder,
she became my night and day,
my moon my sun my thunder

the reaper and i fought to kiss,
those lips so pure and sweet
to take her breath or have the bliss
of falling at her feet

but as i fell for her
the reaper took his chance
gone within a teary blur
awakened from the trance

Now i try to soothe
myself and those who tear
a point is left to proove
that alone i have no fear

but she left me in the arms
of a soul so kind
one that wont do harm,
a love so rare to find

Kept secret not forbidden,
for sake of slef preserve
sexuality kept hidden
the secret in reserve

But should such budding love
be shaded from all eyes
wings of secret hold my dove
support my angel while he cries

With her it just remained
hidden to the end
it shouldnt have been contained
such a sweet godsend

content in the angels arms
I ride through the storm
awakened to the natural charms
of the body that keeps me warm.


And here is one to my friend, whom is a cutter, and a very active one still today.

Leave me for a razor blade
addicted to the knife
such pain i thought the gods forbade
but instead i get such strife

You cut through my skin
with each hairline slice
in the end the blade will win
to hold your blood's entice

So pull along your razor
slice away your veins
life you have yet to savor
and grab it by the reins

Just hold onto your love
the blessings that remain
in darkness lives a dove
lightning in the rain

Patience is a virtue
through which strength is often found
think your decision through
keep feet on solid ground

Put down your knife
abandon the blade
for those who love your life
and through which your love was made



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Thursday, March 2, 2006

ok then
Well ,sister got kicked out fo school, a jock pulled a knife on alex, and she keeps ehr picket knife with her, and she took hers out and fought abck. Jock hti ehr, she kicked hsi ass. The stupid thing is, my teacher has a pocket knife, and a rather fancy one, and noone makes a deal of it. w/e. Im doing semi ok, sos everyoen else. all for now
Ikazuchi
Seijin Ibara
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

CORN! CORNIER THAN OPRAH WINFREYS STOOL!
Ok taht was said on Jeff FOxworthy's roast on comedy central, so w/e. I jsut said the corniest/romantic thing to Tess! ok she said her friend called me cute (evil!) and i said im not, and she said if youre not cute then im fugly! and i said nooo youre hot as hell! and She didnt eblieve me, so i said Not hot eh? seijin_ibara: ok I started calling myself ugly and she said if youre ugly then im fugly!
seijin_ibara: and i said no youre hot as hell ! and she said I'm not hot, and i said "Not hot? You are beautiful, honestly gracefully beautiful!
your beauty could have been endowed only by the gods themselves.*smiles sweetly* and I love you, because your outer beauty, although great, is dwarfed and dulled in comparison to the true beauty you have within you me sweet angel of love and music. OH MY GOD THAT IS SO CORNY! *blushes* but she liked it, and apparently she flipped out about it. She was on teh phone with Juanita )aka Jay) and Jay said Tess like squealed and started making awwww noises *blush* Well, w/e...Umm, Ja corn mastah out
-Ikazuchi Seijin Ibara

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   I PITY DA FOO!
Ok remember the so called "friend" that was blaming me for his problems? Well, he's trying to say that he didn't blame me, merely because my gf, whom he has a thing for, found out what a complete and total whimpy bitch he was being (pardon the language here people)and started to go off on him for it. So he called and called repetitively (sp?) and finally threatened "TO beat eht fuck out of you so help me God if you don't listen to me." So i called his mother a merde visage putain (no translation *innocent eyes*) and said "By all means" and hung up. So hes been calling around rallying people to help him, but the sad thing is, tehre are now more people on ym side, so his loss *evil cackle* So I'm not hitting first, but bwahaha, burning and flying bwahahah *eviller cackle* ANyway.... Suppah didnt crash (thank gawd) and the crones are appeased. Im now chipper and evil bwahaha mood
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