Tuesday, February 28, 2006

   Peace in Slavery.
Mom got her knee surgery, and Gran is over so I get to slave all day, but I finally get a day of not being sad or angry or in pain, oh the utter joy. Not much else going on, other than the fact that Baka Seijin lost his ligature, and is rummaging about his room for it. Well, science project due on friday, but its a class only group thinger, so I'm all good. Let's see, beat my keyboarding teacher in another race today, yaynesh. Arkansas history (*coughwasteoftime*) is going ok, band, running along smoothly. Math *bump in road* and Lit is becoming a nuisance. We are doing nonfictiona dn Benchmark stuff, even tho the writing benchmark is over for the year. Well I have to go cook supper for the two old crones in the living room XD.ttyl
-Ikazuchi Seijin Ibara
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Monday, February 27, 2006

Tarot and Techno
More Techon music downloaded! AND my winged spirit tarot cards came in, oh JA phear them, they look so kick ass.The images on them actually relate to teh meaning, unlike some decks. You don't need a translation packet for them, but tehres one in there for you. The major arcana cards actually relate to angels in the catholic religion, well i think the term is archangels ,but Seijin dursent know. Well, bye all.
-Ikazuchi Seijin Ibara
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   Horrible day
Nausea+diarrea (sp?)= one horrid day. I stayed home basically feeling my innards pulling themselves from my body, it sucked bluntly. Alex tried to kill himself (Alex is a gay guy my sister introduced em to, he went to the mute school with Maya, btu his problem is different, his vcal chords are just screwed up beyond repair) HE has 7 stitches on his neck, but hes ok now. I get to talk to him on Yahoo later, maybe that'll cheer him up. See, according to my sister, Alex has a slight "thing" (changes topic) Yay mom brought cherry limeade n.n Ive been allowed nothing bgut sprite all day, and a real beverage is such a blessing.
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Sunday, February 26, 2006

early morning DDR
AH, I woke up early unbelievably, and turned my monitor on to discover that I left my comp on, so my DDR songs were downloading. PRAISE THE LORD! Now I have an assload of DDR songs, and a few others i was downloading. bwahahahahaha pehareth moi. Dont ask, Seijin had a long night. HAs anyone heard butterfly DDR? oooh such a strange song but such a happy song. Well, all for now
-Seijin
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Saturday, February 25, 2006

   Safe
Mom found out about everything, she didnt flip out, and she didnt cry or anything.. I might be able to go to WV this summer to see KAy, and to spread Maya's ashes, and see Mayas horse if Kay can afford to holdo nto him for me. MY mom has decided to keep this between me and her, not make matters worse, and just check me for marks every now and then. I knew my cousin would tell ,and when I get ahold of that bitch that told her I'm going to wring her neck out. OK great my friend is now forbidden to see me and his other friends because we are apparently the reason his life is so bad, but his life really isnt so bad. Oh god now my sister is calling all apologetically and oooh phone on fire damn!!! My god what a horribkle day, I need to go cower in a corner and twitch furiously.
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Found out
Ok my mom found out about Kay (17yr old in WV whom i ahve been telling her is my friewnd Kasi, 13 arkansas)Shes cool with it. But my cousins mom jsut called and i think my cousin told ehr ma, who is forwarding it to mine, who is gonna get me locked up in one of those padded germaphobe rooms.
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   Spite upon the parasitic hag!
Well, my sister has officailly stated that she hates me. My sister Shelby came in for a week, didnt tell me till two days after she got in, then asked to take me up on teh mountain JUST to get me to see my father, whom I loathe with a burning passion. MY mom caught on and woulndt let me go. Then she tried to get me to go to a nearby town, to try and get me to see him as well. She spent all night on the mountain, which apparently is where my father lives, and my grandmother lives in teh town she wanted me to go to, and my Gran saw my father driving around where she planned on taking me. Pitiful irresponsible wench! I regret not going, only to set that snivelling groupo of parasites on fire, and then use their ashes as cat litter. Well enough ranting, I'm off to go attempt to clean up the mess my abilities have made, after my neck muscles stop swellign and loosen up a bit, but until then * music stand flies into wall*
Oh I have a full japanese name!
Ikazuchi Seijin Ibara
(Thundering Sage Thorn ^^)
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Thursday, February 23, 2006

   Secret
Ok I broke my 3 months no cutting streak, and my cousin found out. She said that as long as she never heard abotu em doign it again it would stay ebtween us (well actually some snotty little hag told her, and is trying to use it as blakcmail as we speak) but i think she told. *panicking* i dont wnat to get snet off to a mentla hospital, ebcause then they could find things wrong with em otehr than what already is and is ebign dealt with, and that will mean more shrinks ,and the chance of meds, and i dotn want to eb on mentla med,st hey dillute your personality, and i want to stay me.
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

   Good day
Oh happy day, it turns out Tessa is alive, JAmie lied because the docs sad she was most likely gonna die. I went off on Jamie a bit but im jstu so glad shes ok? She did die for a bit but shes good now! SHE ACTUALLY ASKED ME TO DATE HER!! I havent decided yet. I can't decided I really think this is too early/soon. Suggestions? Oh and I hit 114 wpm today in keyboarding!! TEACHER IS PISSED! HER HIGHEST IS 111!
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Monday, February 20, 2006

   Ramen scented snoopy
I accidentally dropped ramen on ym cats head, so he smells like ramen now ^^ So im curled into a ball on my chair with nuerous blankets and a warm ramen scented child n.n I luffles my kitteh, warm and fluffy ramen scneted cat ^^. I should drop ramen on him meor often, bntu that woudl waste the ramen....grr. Well, enough for now!
-Seijin
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