Saturday, January 21, 2006

   OOOOH that IDIOT
Ok a used to be friend got into a match of the minds with me today. Last night me,him,and my cousin got into a conversation about sexuality, and I am beginning to think I might be bi. Well, he proceeded to call me a closet case and use it as blackmail. THe sad thing is that he is bi, AND I haev reason to believe, through two very reliable sources, that he has a thing for me. I was talking to my friend Ash on gaia and we began to tlak abotu my friend Maya not doing so well (tad more than friend Maya). Ash gave him her password on gaia so he could get on for her and stuff, so eh saw our convo and proceeded to use the closet case thing. How screwed up is that? You see a guy pouring otu his heart, sould, and worry, then tease him with his own confusion? I may post the convo later if anyone would like to see how unarticlate we both are.
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Friday, January 20, 2006

   confuzzed
well tonight is the last night that the skating rink is gonna eb open and me and all my friends are going. I am not quite sure I want to go tho, I mean that means no contact with Maya till tomorrow.
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Thursday, January 19, 2006

   heehee
Today I got more dirty looks than there are people in school, for two reasons.
1: My hair
2: I actually wore colors, and school colors at that!
My aunt flipped abotu my hair, she called and said "My strange strange ailien child why did you do that to your hair?!?!
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

   new! PHEAR ME!

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

   PHEAR DA SAGE!

Jigoku_Inu drew this for mesa!!! PHEAR EET!
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   Surprises for da kiddo!
Ok I am sending Maya a pic of me tomorrow and i have 3 surprises!
1.Contacts
2.dye job on hair
3.new jeans
So tomorrow shalt be a GEWD DAY!!!
Oh and BTW i intend to post da pic
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Monday, January 16, 2006

   hot tea?
What da hell man! I had one glass of hot tea and peed 7 TIMES! HOLY CRAP! is that even possible?!?! im nibbling on the antenna of the phone for some reason, just dont ask. Me adn Ash are trying, reeat TRYING to do yyh anime fanfics. We are just throwing our characters in there, seeing what happens. im never drinking hot tea again, well actually I will, cause it just tastes that good.
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   posteth da poemeth
Well, there are some im just not gonna post on myo, on account of them being mushily embarrasing, so heres a metaphoric overdose

Words,a fountain,
my block a mountain

the fountain clogs
the mountain dogs

more pushing, mountain's growing
fountain's frozen, never flowing

wind pulls mounain
tries to free fountain

no push can root the block
it clings to the earth in shock

scared to move,
trying to prove

that he is unafraid
and knows the trade

the fire burns bright
hastened by the winds plight

consumes the mountain,
lets lose the fountain

the passion is increased,
my muse unleashed

through the fire my world evolved
through the fire,the block resolved
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caught in the chariot swing
I turn up the music, I still hear them yell,
Do they love each other, I just can’t tell.

My eyes close with the door, hands on my ears,
I open my eyes, and see nothing but tears.

Why do I write, why do I cry,
No one cares, but I can’t stop, although I try.

Worry, cramp, sing my heart out, its all I can do,
The music stops, she hates him too.

The song comes back, I drift away,
I sing and cry my song all day.

I end the music, they stop the yelling,
The damage is done, the argument is quelling.

I managed to survive, on my worded wings,
Carried off, in two chariot swings.

The title comes from the song "Chariot" by gavin Degraw, that i listened to the whole time my parents fought

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   *poke*
PLARF!Well anyway I foudn it but im too lazy to post it so I'm gonna copy and paste some stuffs taht i already have typed.
I Hate You Too

I cannot write, I cannot rhyme,
I cannot sing, I can’t keep time.

I’m horrid at every thing I do,
At least that’s how it was to you.

I try to write, I try to rhyme
I try to sing, I try to keep time,

You say I'm bad at everything I do,
But I do my best, I hate you too!

I love to write, I love to rhyme,
I love to sing, I love to keep time.

I put my heart into everythign, it's true,
but you didn't for me, so f**k you!!


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