Sunday, April 9, 2006

who does this sound like?

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:	Cigarette lighter
Your Favorite Target:	School-children
Your Kill Count:	1,056,898,723
Your Battle Cry:	"I got mad skillz, yo!"
Years You Spend in Jail:	27
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:	$279,996,210,400,293
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 60%
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Saturday, April 8, 2006

Boredom
THIS is what happens when my friends and i get bored, and have eyeliner pencils. I did this with NO mirror, so be afraid of my mad skillez


Woosh im strange, today was pre contest, it turned out ok, the judge that rehearsed with us was pretty cool. The senior high sax thats normally all big and bad got griped at more than us, so it was all good ^^
Lat0rz!
Sage
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

SONGYNESS!
Pain is illusion, love is confusion,
both cause the other,
Sugar-coated in strife
found a way to smother my life,
which was

so soon to end, such a godsend
gone with the wind
my heart cant mend
death would be just around the bend but
There you were

You found my soul,smudged with coal
from phoenix life, I escaped the strife
left small and weak, need to regenerate
picked me up and helped me reiterate
we were

never to end,such a godsend
gone with the wind
my heart might mend
death was just around the bend but
Here you are

Polished up to brightly shine
im just yours and youre just mine
a true smile from both, such a new sight
yet we cant go a day without a good fight
our pain is

Never to end, no luck to lend
can i be gone with the wind
my body to not mend
death no londer around the bend
but here it is

but you cry out DONT GO
you shout back I love you to
Then were back again
never to end,such a godsend
gone with the wind
my heart might mend
death was just around the bend but
Here we are

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   yaaaaaay
yaaaaaay its all okaaaaaaaay its all gooood in da hooood cause everythings spiffy and good and wheeeeee!
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   My gods...
OKay, this is getting rediculous, I'm forbidden to have a good day. Today was okay, no overextertion in 4th period today, lit was semi calm, then i get home, tessas happy, everythings good, then her ASSHOLE of a brother slams her into the wall screaming "I HATE YOU, YOU WORTHLESS B***H" while I'm on the phone with her. WHAT IS UP WITH THIS?!?!? IS THERE NO BREAK FROM THIS CONSTANT TORMENT?!?! I get to go to contest, i get to wear an effing uniform, I get to play with the senior high, because I'm deemed skilled enough, but nothing can go right enough for me to enjoy the glowing satisfaction of my accomplishment!*sighs dissappointed* I'm off for now, maybe meditating will clear my mind a bit. I don't know, i might, i might not. UPDATE (convo between the two of us)[18:55] ConfineOrTakeMe: *slaming head on hardback book*
[18:56] Thorngale: *grabs the book gently*
[18:56] Thorngale: No tessa, stop
[18:56] Thorngale: please
[18:57] ConfineOrTakeMe: *knowing you cant really stop me...continues*
[18:57] Thorngale: *sobs and turns away, not wishing to see you hurt*
[18:59] Thorngale: please....dont
[19:00] ConfineOrTakeMe: ..*continues while bleeding*
[19:01] Thorngale: *takes knife* Tessa stop NOW
[19:01] Thorngale: *holds knife to self*
[19:01] ConfineOrTakeMe: Its not the knife
[19:02] ConfineOrTakeMe: im head is bleedin
[19:02] ConfineOrTakeMe: from hitting it so hard
[19:02] Thorngale: no
[19:02] ConfineOrTakeMe: over and over agian
[19:02] Thorngale: *grabs knife from desk* that work better?
[19:02] ConfineOrTakeMe: I DONT HAVE A KNIFE
[19:02] Thorngale: MY desk
[19:02] ConfineOrTakeMe: w/e
[19:02] ConfineOrTakeMe: I dont care
[19:03] ConfineOrTakeMe: do what ever the hell you want
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

Smiley
Wheee today has been good, we had a brain frying end of the day but its all gewd. Im laughing and stuffles with everyone, so a failry good day, no rumors started.
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

Not much really
Theres a chance i might get outed, I told a close friend of mine that im bi and he flipped out and started blabbing about it an a really loudmouthed jock said something to the effect of "What in the world" (yes Myo im trying to censor myself now) and considering the low intelligence and ability for him to keep his mouth shut, all sorts of rumors are bound to pop up tomorrow. But I have several people on my side, so if he says anything we can seek some form of revenge.
All for now
Sage
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Monday, April 3, 2006

   Possibility
"Tessa...I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you, now i feel like im doing far more harm than good. If you don't want me around anymore, I understand. I'm going to sit here at my desk, and I will say nothing more to you unless you say something first. If you dont want me around, just ignore this message and enjoy your life, I know there's someone better out there for you. Just..keep in mind that I don't want to leave you, and if you say reply, I will happily stay, I just don't want to hurt you anymore." This is an IM I just sent to her, theres a fair chance I'm not getting a responce, and with the amount of tears she's cried because..oh good a responce. "Look..Alot of people hurt me, dont feel like you're the only one"
" But, I'm supposed to be the one that doesnt...I love you so much but I keep causing you pain"
"Pain is a part of love, have you not learned?"
"I have,but..I'm afraid I've overstepped the boundary"
"Overstepping the boundary is a part of learning from your mistakes."
"I have tried, I just feel so guilty knowing what pain ive caused"

"Everyone hurts everyone at one time, wanting to or not, and I realize that, thats why i forgive you for everything, including this."
"Thank you so much for forgiving me and understanding, and realizing how much I love you"
Oh now things are gettting all mushy and stuff so ill spare you the agony. Whew. Everythings better now oh new trick! niña! its alt 676! Oh im working on a fanfic with my friend Kurai, and i have to type poetry up from writing in lit class, ill post the link to my lemonfingers account.
Sage
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Sunday, April 2, 2006

   PICS ALL AROUND!
I have pics of Tessa! I have one of her as of yesterday its so adorable ^^Excuse me while i have moments of pride in myself for being the exact balance of everything to attract such an intelligent and beautiful person n.n OH! here are the pics i have, enjoy all you peoplesnessness! Wait I'll post all that I HAVENT posted, which would be all but one..




not sure if that last one will work but bah, thats still a bunch of pics there! Then i have random pics of em i took with my hair pulled semi back, and Dont i look so rediculous? Well, its uber hot here so it keeps it off the back of my neck, so funtion over fasion, which this happens to have a high fo the first and a humorously low amount of the other. Oh, Pic of my eye when it changes colors! Enough pics for now.
Sage
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Saturday, April 1, 2006

Quizzelz!

~~Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers~~

I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You are similar to a demon but slightly different in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your love of sin caused you to be cast from the Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are nearly as dark as your desires. You are faithless and love it - you believe there is no Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what you want! You have a refined concept of what is sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In fact, you love chaos and view much of what you do as a game. You are typically attracted to those that will challenge your mind, power, and wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least open to the concept, because you seek excitement and passion everywhere and in everyone. Chances are you have a special talent for magick - you're a powerful being and you know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you like to try your powers of seduction and manipulation, though your intent is rarely to cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep, dark place. While typically smirking, amused, and sarcastic, you are capable of severe revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled by any other. In your eyes life is for enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If you're not having fun in your own twisted way, you're not happy. You are easily bored with the vast majority of people. You are most likely drawn towards the Gothic subculture and probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many people look down on your seemingly careless lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'. Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to none but themselves for power. Congratulations! You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm concerned - you know what life is REALLY about. Have fun...Muahaha.Trying to find source, will be posted ASAP.
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W00SH! Quizzelz! W00T! Oh no Juanitas out of her happeh pillz...bah shes ok tho, tessa mesa and tania wil keep her ok

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