Saturday, March 25, 2006

   YAAAAY
Ok YAAAAAAAAAAY Tessas happy and YAAAAAAAAAAAAY Im happy and YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY EVERYTHINGS GOOD and IM HYPER AS HELL WOOOOOT WOOOOOOOOOOOT WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!
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   *wipes brow* whew
Ok, Tessa's done crying, and we have a Maybe from her mom, but her mom is all "Id rather DRIVE you down there, which would be hella expensive, vs 110 for round trip and thats it. The nearest hotels (as in within an hour) are roughly 40 a night, so thats 280 for JUST hotel prices. My gods why does fate have to be so goddamn cruel? Love is blind deaf and mute, it cant see who you fall in love with, cant hear you screaming that you dont want love, and cant tell you whether that love is true, and cant tell you whats coming next. No no no Tessas trying to cut again no no no what the HELL man what IS this mans problem i know protective is oen thing, I know attention seeking is another, but REALLY now, maybe, just MAYEB he should trust his daughter. *slams headinto desk* NO NO NO SHE LEFT and GODDAMNIT SHE HAS HER KNIVES AT HER DADS *screams and cries* Oh god im just making myself worse i have to go
Sage
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   damn damn damn damn damn
*string of swear words* Tessa most likely cannot come, her dad just won't let her. He says that reguardless of the fact that HE flew ALONE down to arkansas at her age, he doesnt believe she could take a bus, with MODERN SECURITY, to Arkansas. Ok flying is alot less safe and alot more confusing than a damn Greyhound. Considering we have done the following:
Checked prices for round trip Tickets,
found a way to buy them for a decent price
Approved with half of the people needed
Made arrangements that assure mine and Tessa's chastity and abstinence(sp) rather firmly

OH good we have a maybe from her mother, thats good, maybes are good, tessas crying, gotta take care of her, more later
Sage
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   *Yawns*
Morning all, I actally slept ok, so I'm good. Tessas headache is gone, and she went out for bfast. im here wrapped in a blanket, yawning, which when i do sounds like a squeaky baby dragon) and trying to get warm. ^^ Tessa got on for like, a split second to check mail before she went, and i got to check in on her. Ok I'm a bit protective, but shes a bit accident prone sometimes, i can be a paranoid BF if i feel like it. Well, Semi warm now. William is coming in, which means I most likely get meh new dresser, but that means moving and working when this is still technically my goddamn break people! Wewsh....We are still tired, that isnt good, Tessa is ok, that is good, We are hungry, that isnt good, we have food hidden somewhere in the house, now THAT my friends, is GOOD...Well, enough of the demented ramblings, off for now.
*dragon yawn*
Sage
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   On the edge
Im still smiling, barely. Im having one of those relieved teary moments. Tessa is prolly either still on teh way to her dads house or in bed resting, so i wont hear from her till tomorrow most likely. Bah, why does the human body feel the need for relieved tears, first you crybecause its impossible, then you cry because it is, whats the point?
im off to paly backgammon with ma, see if that will clear my mind.
Night, most likely
Sage
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Friday, March 24, 2006

Ebil Piccies!
Wewt! Mesa luffles fire!

I think too much
I have too much fun with the camera and we know it *laugh* So..anyway...TESSA CAN COME! Shes prolly gonna have to take a bus, poor things afraid of heights. Moms all "I'm giving you privacy to an extent, if you wanna have tonsil wars thats fine with me, but I'll be checking in to make sure thats all you're doing" *beet red* BLAAAR EVIL WOMAN!!!!*hiss hiss* TOO MUCH INFORMATION WOMAN!
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Thursday, March 23, 2006

   Still smiling
Im still smiling, mom thinks I'm on drugs im so smiley n.n Tessas friend Brandon got out of his coma (4 of her friends were in a wreck) so thats two out, one still in, the other didnt make it...But hes ok now, if you get my drift. Brandon was mute before the coma, childhood thing, but he cant really remember that right now, so he can kinda talk. His voice is all quiet and weak, but hes getting able to say hi and a few names. Oh Kick ass song my Imogen Heap
Say goodnight and go.
Woah woah. Woah woah

Skipping beats, blushing cheeks I am struggling
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner café
And then i'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblings
You get me every time

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Follow you home, you've got your headphones on and you're dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot you taking everything off watch the curtains wide open
Then you fall in the same routine flicking through the TV relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone...

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

One of these days, you'll miss your train and come stay with me
We'll have drinks and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you
You'll sleep here, i'll sleep there, but then the heating may be down again
at my convenience
we'd be good, we'd be great together.

[Sigh]
Go!

Say goodnight and go,
why's it always always
goodnight and go
Darling not again
Goodnight and go

I know you were all hoping I'd never be lovestruck so you didnt have to ehar me ramble on and on but you are out of luck because here i am dancing around like an idiot....... *giggle*
Woodles!
Sage
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   Spinning In Unison, Locked In Eachothers Gaze
OMSB TESSA MIGHT GET TO COME TO ARKANSAS! Last night we started talking about it, then we started talking all romanticish and stuff it was so sweet! *spins around sighing happily* Oh God everythings just been spinning around and around like some roulette wheel out of control and then all of a sudden everything stopped just for me and her and now were together and happy and obviously just so deeply passionately in love, reguardless of how far apart the dimensions have spread us and now were going to be together, in body soul mind space time everything just us and noone else, no more telephone wires separating us, no more radio wave connections, our souls and mind and hearts have been with eachother and soon we will be able to relax and just collapse in eachothers arms Im just so happy!!!!! *coughs* ahem...pardon the outburst of romantic blathering... So, whats new with you people, I'm still on spring break and loving it to death, but I'm a bit sad Tessa isnt, i have to wait an entire hour more i think :( J/k Sage is patient. Seijin is about to slap him for being such a romantic fool, but even an all buisiness pterocentaur has to love her, shes just so...*shutting up before I spew more mush* Maybe poems lately,
but right now words just cant describe
the wholeness i feel inside,
the utter knowing that I'm finally one,
that the chaos is done,
and now we can both sleep,
no more hills steep,
nothing to fight,
just love just light,
and my heart is whole
joined with her soul
and we are one
and cant be undone
oh the romance
the deep calling trance
that is her voice
when she made the choice
to take me as her love
and she as my dove
I feel im finally winning
in unison were spinning
Locked in eachothers gave
addicted to eachotehrs ways
but it still feels like were moving
but we just keep proving
that we are perfectly still
held by eachothers will
at long last my essence is whole
at long last, Ive found my soul
dwelling within
a vessel without sin

Whoa that just came spewing out, sorry for those with your teeth rotting out with the horrid unblocked sweetness... So, anyways...wait nope, nothing more to say, other than once again I'm in love, without doubt, without worry, IM IN LOVE!!!
*coughs* ahem....
Calm and collected,(Seijin:*cough* sarcasm*cough*
Sage
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

   Sage's Remedy Rhapsody
That was the name of Maya's horse. Theres a chance that I might actually own him in a few months. Kay is having problems keeping him, with her horses, thats a fair bit of money. So far the offer is 3,000, which with his breeding and all the work gone into his training, is a great deal. I'm really considering asking mom about once she gets back to work if i can earn enough to pay for some, if she can cover what i cant get. Oh, now she says shes got the costs covered, but *sighs thats a piece of her thats left, and I just want to know that i have a part of her with me, other than the knowledge she left in my mind, and the virtues she left in my heart. I just don't know. Kay says shes nervous about selling him, because last time she sold him she flipped out with guilt and overspent to get him back. I just dont know. I'm just going to tell her to keep him, she knows way more about horses than i do, and I'll see him when I get up there in WV. Just forget the topic, thats all I plan on doing. Whoa, yet another poem. See, everyone I've tried to love ltely has just wanted to use me as someone to lean on, when actually i need someone to lean on myself, and when i try to lean back they break and i have to pull them back up, and that hurts even worse...
spinning round and round,
entering life with no ground,
nowhere to go but higher,
but i find naught but fire
so i just keep burning,
stomach churning
cant find my life,
nothing left but strife,
now im frozen,
I wasnt chosen,
now im alone,
noones shown
they just shove me
and never love me
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

THE CROW MAKEUP!
Mesa looks so eebil! Gawd photobucket is being so damn straight(not cool)blaar tinypic doesnt have the tags me dont know those... Mmmm Mesa ask Smart Inu..eww i accidentally licke my lips, this stuff tastes nasty.. Bwahah! Oh ja im so ebil! (more piccies) Woosh! I hath more, but...ja. Oh you have to see hwo teh actual stuff looks ja, i pushed my hair back so you can see it. So, comments?
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